Post by tundrawolf on Jun 14, 2024 9:36:29 GMT 9.5
I became aware of something while recording a vlog.
I have always had Ladywolf's, and possibly Anah's heart in my chest, I only became AWARE of it, that day in 2021 during the second vision of Ladywolf.
So, I have had, a minimum, of four distinct personalities, all operating and interacting with, "me" (What am I developing? A higher consciousness?)
Ladywolf, the hairless wolf girl possibly in the inner earth
The wolfen King, who died, who was connected to my gut spirit
David, the creator, and lover of Ladywolf
Annah, the white wolfess in Antarctica who was loyal to the king
Possibly, Anatasia, the shape shifter who can look like Annah, but is a spirit, and has moved away from me in the last few days
Then, there's "me"? Who am I? What am I becoming?
I see a lot of power, in remaining, not fighting, and allowing.
I am choosing to be positive, that things will work out, with the wolf girls. In distinguishing, "David"- creator of Ladywolf from me, it is becoming clear to me, how he influenced my personality, and life. He is a very simple man, with some alien tech knowledge, a PASSIONATE lover, a lover of wolf women, and especially Ladywolf, who becomes deeply attached to those he loves, he is almost boundless passion, defined.
He, is where my raw lust for the wolfesses comes from, and the simple passionate urge to mate with them
He never stopped loving Ladywolf, even in spite of everything that happened.
Now that the wolfen king has passed, and I am identifying Ladywolf- who I met, her personality- earlier today, and Annah, and Anastasia has bowed out, perhaps who I am will become a little more clear?
Post by tundrawolf on Jun 14, 2024 9:44:42 GMT 9.5
Something that happened after the event with my mother,
Two words popped into my mind: "Arrested development"
I see, how I am actually beginning to transition into maturity, into adulthood- even now!
I wonder, how I will change...
Going forward, no longer as a child- perhaps this is why I am not being motivated to leave the ranch yet, I have more grounding to do, more changing, before I, "Carry" a wrong spirit with me, while building the van/beginning the second book of my life
Post by tundrawolf on Jun 14, 2024 13:34:18 GMT 9.5
As I am... tracing out the karmic/light path of these things, I see something interesting.
The request to initiate the love-transfer into the inner earth and surface canines, actually originated from on high
I was chosen, because I love the canines- most likely developing this in a past life, perhaps "David" who created Ladywolf- was steadfast and unwilling to get "revenge" on the hungry wolf girls
So, all of these fears and worries are unbiased- as the origin of the circle is actually on high to begin with
I am ongoing with re-programming my inner basises
It is, shocking, to see the juvenile arrested development belief systems that have been motivating me up until NOW even 44 years later
It is, insane
Humans, would do well to pay attention to these things, as all that we do stems from them
I have made some good peace with the wolves
Also, see a next life that may not be related to what others can see, just a consciousness transfer of a man in the middle ages who is dreaming- if there are wolf people there, I may choose to go there as a sort of slower life of ease
Last Edit: Jun 14, 2024 13:38:18 GMT 9.5 by tundrawolf
Post by tundrawolf on Jun 15, 2024 1:14:28 GMT 9.5
Something I realized this morning,
My being, my constitution- is sovereign to me
It belongs to me
The oppression beings, trick you, into giving up your own real estate to them, whereupon they torment you
However it is YOUR real estate and you can dictate it be clean and of good cheer
This is what I am seeing.
This sovereignty, was robbed from me as a child, by other children in adult breeding bodies
However, it is all mine
I was tricked, deceived, coerced, urged by other personalities from past lives, genetic predispositions, etc, into giving up my sovereignty
This is one of the reasons why I am for the sovereign movement, for libertarianism
For freedom of the individual- while acknowledge the children in adult bodies need rules or they will destroy this world
I am also being more connected with canines in right relationship and right understanding, you cannot have right relationship without right understanding
If you do not understand a thing properly, you will not have a proper relationship with it
I am also seeing, how so much more healing and alignment are happening while I am on this ranch, which is why I am not able to leave