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Post by anshinodharma on Mar 19, 2022 7:43:20 GMT 9.5
From both ends or just mine? Should the connection be released or does it serve a purpose?
Maybe I wasn't clear. I meant how did you know/seen that she had worked in a scriptorium and you had been the abbot. How was that information revealed to you? Did it happen in deep meditation? Was it like a waking dream? Was it "just knowing"? How does the information reveal happen when it pertains to past lives? As I recall in the story of various masters, it is said they could remember thousands upon thousands of lives... Suddenly skills long lost came back, etc. Prior knowledge of specific locations where they hid information etc.
Very interesting because it's not just spiders - it's really large spiders that really affect me. The sort of thing from the Harry Potter movies where they're in the forest and meet the spiders.
When you say operating far from your physical body do you mean that your meditative experiences encompass things such as described as out of body experiences where one is operating in realms beyond one's body and only after a specific time then returns to the physical body? The whole experience with the silver cord and so on? Or do mean retrieving information outside your body mentally through Knowing?
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Post by paul on Mar 19, 2022 9:01:49 GMT 9.5
> "to move you beyond"
Quite so - move you beyond human functioning
>didn't need to breathe for very long, leaving me with the smell of pure fresh high mountain oxygen
Go back in time to the event, look at yourself there and put beside your energy form a paper saying: Cosmic Life Force
>Should the connection be released or does it serve a purpose?
It is a fine connection. Show her to your vertical stream of white light. What happens?
> how did you know/seen that she had worked in a scriptorium and you had been the abbot.
I often look back to see people's past lives and connections. On this occasion while tracking her I saw myself and her current husband.
Pick a person and push them back along this 3D timeline until you see something
>Suddenly skills long lost came back
I had a friend (first stage enlightenment - control of mental plane) who said when he saw a particular past life various skills immediately emerged at a high level
Most people carry over skills, but not usually arising completely in such a short time
>from the Harry Potter movies
As I recall the author of the Harry Potter books said she was on a train to Edinburgh (a significant site) and the plots for the series were delivered into her head in the space of half an hour
> your meditative experiences encompass things such as described as out of body experiences where one is operating in realms beyond one's body
When people have oobe at etheric levels they experience the world almost exactly as it is physically. A silver cord is often observed connecting to the physical body.
If they project into astral levels (as with various psychedelic drugs) they experience all sorts of strange beings. Energy connections to the physical body generally continue but not usually seen as a cord.
If they project into the mental plane they meet higher entities and can deal directly with thought-forms.
Most humans are not sufficiently competent on the mental plane to see clearly - although some famous scientists and mathematicians have done quite well.
Tesla used to build machines on the mental plane, run them for a few thousand hours, dismantle them and observe the wear characteristics and redesign as necessary. Then when he built them physically years later they had precisely the wear characteristics he predicted.
> Or do mean retrieving information outside your body mentally through Knowing?
>I had an immediate energetic reaction to asking that question. Energy rising from solar plexus and then exploding throughout the entire body
As you have found, experience can be direct.
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Post by paul on Mar 19, 2022 9:07:16 GMT 9.5
>it's really large spiders that really affect me.
At the end of doing the Flame, with eyes closed look forward some distance and a little above. Can you visualize/see a dark entity with red eyes looking somewhat like a spider?
Send light from your heart and require that it show you its light. What happens?
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Post by anshinodharma on Mar 20, 2022 10:43:58 GMT 9.5
I feel like memories long gone are coming back at a rapid rate. I feel warmer overall. I feel random aches and muscular contractions around the Ming-Men point again during the day today. Vegetables feel better than ever. I felt like crying multiple times today as I soaked in the sun and saw the Flame in my Heart. I feel like my desires are changing. Like I've let go of something I didn't know I was carrying. I still feel remnants of it, like small sparks that remain and feel like they could get reignited. But it feels like a choice - not a compulsion anymore.
I am uncertain - about many things. All the time. Yet I feel everything is happening perfectly and in unison. Like a stream of Light is guiding me constantly and consistently.
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Post by anshinodharma on Mar 20, 2022 10:46:34 GMT 9.5
>it's really large spiders that really affect me. At the end of doing the Flame, with eyes closed look forward some distance and a little above. Can you visualize/see a dark entity with red eyes looking somewhat like a spider? Send light from your heart and require that it show you its light. What happens? Yes, I tried this earlier. It was quite haunting. I am not sure I received a correct communication. It seemed to be an entity that governs many many many entities and almost feels like it is a stream of energy or an energy source of sorts. I tried having it show me its light and what happened is that it multipled in many copies and created a sort of circular structure -- and in the middle of that structure -- an immense Red Light emanating. I am not sure I understand its message or why it is located forward in the distance and a little above? What is it doing there?
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Post by anshinodharma on Mar 20, 2022 10:48:16 GMT 9.5
I feel like memories long gone are coming back at a rapid rate. I feel warmer overall. I feel random aches and muscular contractions around the Ming-Men point again during the day today. Vegetables feel better than ever. I felt like crying multiple times today as I soaked in the sun and saw the Flame in my Heart. I feel like my desires are changing. Like I've let go of something I didn't know I was carrying. I still feel remnants of it, like small sparks that remain and feel like they could get reignited. But it feels like a choice - not a compulsion anymore. I am uncertain - about many things. All the time. Yet I feel everything is happening perfectly and in unison. Like a stream of Light is guiding me constantly and consistently. I had a lot of fear related to my kidneys today, like fearing my kidneys were failing and I was about to die an imminent death. I asked my sponsor and he said that I don't have kidney damage at all. And that what I'm feeling is fear being dislodged from the kidney system and it is happening at an accelerated rate through his aid.
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Post by anshinodharma on Mar 20, 2022 10:55:42 GMT 9.5
Turns into a spiraling double helix structure with streaks of blueish Light or maybe even rainbow-ish.
I see a ray connecting out from my heart and up the top of my crown and then shooting across a vast distance and then down into her crown and into her heart - and it creates a loop. I am unsure why it is still there - but it feels like it is serving some purpose that I have yet to understand.
How do you do that with yourself and your own past lives though? Imagine yourself moving back along this 3D timeline?
Can you push me out into an OOBE? I have never had one and I feel like it would aid me in cutting the attachment to the physical body - and knowing that death is nothing but the shedding of the physical body tether.
I've done a lot of psychedelics in my time. I unfortunately never experienced the complete out of body experience - though I felt and interacted with what I deemed many strange intelligences during those times - and also had incredible visionary experiences.
How do I learn to do what Tesla did? How do I connect with the mental plane directly and do similar experiments (if I so wanted to understand how something functioned) or to retrieve or store information?
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Post by paul on Mar 20, 2022 11:11:06 GMT 9.5
>it multipled in many copies and created a sort of circular structure
Visualize a container of generic human blood (not yours) and put it near the entity. What happens?
> And that what I'm feeling is fear being dislodged from the kidney system
As you may recall, humans when badly frightened may wet themselves. Fear is closely related to the kidneys
>Turns into a spiraling double helix structure with streaks of blueish Light or maybe even rainbow-ish.
So your sensation of mountain air was the result of absorbing Cosmic Life Force
> it creates a loop. I am unsure why it is still there - but it feels like it is serving some purpose
Quite so
> Imagine yourself moving back along this 3D timeline?
Imagine the timeline and push slowly back along it until the year 1560. What do you see?
>Can you push me out into an OOBE?
You have one every night when you sleep. Detachment from the physical, emotional and mental bodies is progressive as you do the Flame
> never experienced the complete out of body experience - though I felt and interacted with what I deemed many strange intelligences during those times
Out of body on emotional and mental levels is into non-physical worlds. It is not the same as etheric projection
>How do I connect with the mental plane directly and do similar experiments
What do you think you are doing with the timeline experiment? It is a mental exercise.
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Post by anshinodharma on Mar 20, 2022 11:48:27 GMT 9.5
It jumped into the container and then created a loop through the portal into some sort of red dimension. I want to say higher dimension but that seems weird if it's not benevolent.
Do you agree with my sponsor's assessment? Fear is being released from the system?
Makes sense.
What is its purpose?
Difficult. I am in a sort of cavern/hut of some sort and wearing a hat - I feel rugged. I get the impression my name is Jack Peterson, which makes no sense. I don't really get more than that. Not even sure where I am on Earth. I want to say New York but that just seems crazy.
I've only had a lucid dream once and it was incredible. I was flying down by the sea - and flying up high, my vision was sharper than an eagle and it was so immensely fresh. It was a lovely experience.
I see.
But if you read or watch the documentary DMT: The Spirit Molecule you quite clearly get the clear description from each of the people that they "left the body" as they popped out the top of their heads and entered into a realm filled/teeming with intelligent loving beings?
Here's an example of a description:
I guess I just consider that being at Tesla's level of ability would require immense mental and physical energy and also able to reach very very deep concentration such as described by samadhi.
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Post by paul on Mar 20, 2022 12:42:20 GMT 9.5
>It jumped into the container and then created a loop through the portal into some sort of red dimension So it is an entity that feeds off humans and related species and perhaps passes the sustenance to another system. You can stay away from it > Fear is being released from the system? Very likely. Did you feel more peaceful after the release? >What is its purpose? The Beingness that occasionally manifests Existence, uses flows including Cosmic Life Force to drive its experience within Existence >I am in a sort of cavern/hut of some sort and wearing a hat - I feel rugged. I get the impression my name is Jack Peterson, which makes no sense. I don't really get more than that. Not even sure where I am on Earth. I want to say New York but that just seems crazy. Getting a name is very specific. If you go back there, see if you can get any details on the hat. So you have discovered that through mental intent and visualization it is possible to connect to other scenes. The nature of the scenes requires verification. "The first European visitor to the area was Giovanni da Verrazzano, an Italian in command of the French ship La Dauphine in 1524. It is believed he sailed into Upper New York Bay,... For the next century, the area was occasionally visited by fur traders or explorer" en.wikipedia.org/wiki/History_of_New_York_City>"left the body" as they popped out the top of their heads and entered into a realm filled/teeming with intelligent loving beings? So they stayed in the etheric only while exiting - then usually entered astral subplanes >being at Tesla's level of ability would require immense mental and physical energ His mental capacity was extreme and he was also assisted by beings friendly to Earth humans
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Post by anshinodharma on Mar 20, 2022 17:12:07 GMT 9.5
Makes good sense.
Wasn't one release. Felt it happening all night. Physical vision is brighter and more saturated today, sharper too. Very strange.
I see. Interesting.
How did he develop that mental capacity? Just born like that? In Daoist thought it is possible to create an extreme mental capacity by increasing the efficiency of the body's energy system and overtime feeding the mind with it.
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Post by paul on Mar 20, 2022 17:19:41 GMT 9.5
> Physical vision is brighter and more saturated today, sharper too
Vision including physical vision is filtered through the light body. When the light body loses the greyness etc, vision improves
>How did he develop that mental capacity?
You may have noticed that JS Bach could write a simple melody and then play it forwards and backwards simultaneously and it still made music. Then upside down and right side up - still music. Then half speed and double speed together and still made music.
This is not a human skill. There is a familiar spirit to provide much of the inspiration.
Similarly with Tesla. He inherited such a spirit while young and later was given another spirit from outside the planet.
When such "geniuses" die, they often leave their spirits behind. It is possible to recruit such spirits.
I am in an aspiring community choir, singing bass. One Negro spiritual has a sharp drop in the bass and alto line and the choir always had trouble with finding the low note. After 2 years I still had trouble with that note. For some reason I thought of a famous singer from long ago and saw that his singing spirit was still around. So I asked it to help me. Two days later in the choir, for the first time I hit that note confidently - and the choir master commended the bass section after that song, something I do not recall previously
>It is possible to create an extreme mental capacity by increasing the efficiency of the body's energy system and overtime feeding the mind with it.
The mind is an interface connecting the mental plane to the brain. It exists on a higher plane than the physical-etheric body so cannot be fed from below.
The body is fed from the light stream coming down through the head, with some of that stream anchored in the brain as consciousness and the rest usually anchored in the heart to provide the life force.
If the vertical flow is increased, that may drive out the adverse entities and allow the solar angel (soul) to be more active in the brain. That will certainly increase mental facility but it is the energy of the solar system rather than of the human body
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Post by anshinodharma on Mar 20, 2022 21:14:46 GMT 9.5
> Physical vision is brighter and more saturated today, sharper too Vision including physical vision is filtered through the light body. When the light body loses the greyness etc, vision improves So that means my light body is losing its greyness. That's a great sign. Wonderful. I have really poor vision (near-sightedness) so any improvement in vision is greatly appreciated. Fascinating. Do you know of any spirit that is highly skilled in healing and health vision that I may be able to recruit / ask for help from? Would be a huge help as I have many patients I am treating (including myself!). Interesting. The reason I wrote the above is because we had a discussion about it from the Daoist view. Here's an excerpt where it is explained:
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Post by anshinodharma on Mar 20, 2022 21:16:07 GMT 9.5
My body is still aching around the kidneys especially on the left side. I think it may have to do with the energy trying to move through one of the Clipping Passes in the Governing Vessel. The way Damo Mitchell describes it - it is very common as the energy tries to move through the spaces in the back-channel that a 'bruised' feeling appears.
I don't have any other good explanation for it. Video here (at time mark) where he describes it.
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Post by paul on Mar 21, 2022 6:51:04 GMT 9.5
>Do you know of any spirit that is highly skilled in healing and health vision Work with the Flame and its light. The organ intelligences in humans respond very well to being nourished by that light. So radiate that light into your patients and particularly into the unhappy organs. When that process is going well, healing spirits will take more interest. a406.proboards.com/thread/1668/case-autism>My body is still aching around the kidneys especially on the left side. Deal with the hook in your left kidney
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Post by anshinodharma on Mar 26, 2022 6:18:08 GMT 9.5
Have practiced the past three days but have not got around to writing up my experiences. Still communicating with my sponsor - more to explore and more to delve into. Yesterday my flame became very clearly silver with a blue core. That was rather interesting.
Also had some hooks around my left shoulder region that I removed yesterday along with removing some of the hooks from the left kidney. The hook from the octopus felt more sticky than usual.
My energy levels are improving tremendously, and I feel much more mentally awake and active, and motivated compared to before. Still following the advice of my sacral chakra intelligence. Feels like Spleen's health has improved.
Overall very grateful and happy to be moving forward.
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Post by paul on Mar 26, 2022 9:29:04 GMT 9.5
>Yesterday my flame became very clearly silver with a blue core.
Take your flame out to the edge of the solar system. Try to push it past.
If it goes past, take it out to the edge of the galaxy. Try to push it past.
Try the universe.
If so, try the cluster of universes
>The hook from the octopus felt more sticky than usual.
Is there a permission present? Are you too friendly with the octopus?
>Feels like Spleen's health has improved.
Noticeably brighter. You can give light to the spleen and ask it to absorb energy from the Central Sun.
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Post by anshinodharma on Apr 15, 2022 6:16:02 GMT 9.5
Impossible to know how much I'm imaging and how much is actually happening.
Rebooted my system as in the Oppression System post demanding my system be rebooted from the energy field 6 inches above the head, stepping into it and reclaiming my power. Had an intense kriya after that.
Then went through the Heart Flame method, as I entered the torso and lower abdominal area I reached various hooks in my solar plexus which I sent a bunch of loving light to after which it started saying, have you let go of the ideas that you are unworthy, that you are less than others, than you are not as capable, that you are not as good? If not we cannot let you go, and as they said this I felt tears welling up in my eyes, and I heard, "Do you forgive yourself?" and I felt the tears releasing and affirmed that I am good - I am worthy of love and felt the hook release.
When the energy entered the top of my head and beyond counterclockwise I entered stillness for 5 or so minutes with complete quiet and the life force download through the system with the pure 'thunder-like smell' energy returning again, feeling invigoration.
Besides that I gave the spleen and the liver loving light and asked both of them and the kidneys to absorb energy from the Central Sun. I then connected with my sponsor and heard "Ra" and the "the Most High" again and felt a strong Kriya along with me having my arms outstretched fully - 'hanged man' position in that way, and felt lots of energy-releasing through my arms and shoulder region.
After this I persisted and started removing two octopuses or at least two hooks one in left and right kidney area - apparently at first when I demanded that all permissions be revoked, I heard back that the permission was due to a family feud 250 years ago and this is there way of getting to one of my grandparents (?) so that I suffer. I said that is simply unacceptable - but they insisted, I asked for how long and they said a figure between 300-400 years.
I said, that's not right and immediately started responding (intuitively, no idea where any of this came from) that there is an alternate energy source that the octopuses can work - a dying sun that is a great energy source, and at first they were skeptical but I insisted on the genuineness and they left just one hook in the left kidney to go test it out - as they tested it the energy was so strong that it took them in and they said, "Yeah that'll suffice" and let fully go.
Strange things.
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Post by paul on Apr 15, 2022 6:38:12 GMT 9.5
You have sponsors actively assisting you.
The dying sun as an alternative for the octopuses is very interesting. That sun seems to be on another timeline.
Well done!
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Post by anshinodharma on Nov 13, 2022 3:47:15 GMT 9.5
Last night doing my practice I had help from my sponsor, and yesterday in the form of 'Deneb'. Multiple strands of things were removed from deep within my throat and removed en masse. It felt like deep strands of lines of energy that were removed. My sponsor told me he would install an energy structure in my solar plexus chakra to bring more energy and warmth into my system.
It helped and warmth spread throughout my entire body. I am still exploring past lives - there is a particular draw toward a specific type of woman (Paul knows what I'm talking about - related to the energy structure behind my ear), and I felt that I could see at least three lifetimes that I had spent with the woman in question.
The flame burns brightly deep blue in the center of my chest - and sparks of golden and white light envelop me. As soon as I close my eyes saliva is filled in my mouth and I see flickering light behind and at the point between my eyebrows. I feel blessed and the energy feels wonderful.
I feel more vitalized today despite sleeping very little - which is also strange. The mood is stable and great.
I am still exploring the intensity of my desire for women - a very classical masculine trait, related to very base desires. I keep removing the octopuses related to this - but I find the visceral deep heartfelt desire remains. Like something is "missing". Like I'm lacking some sort of key or understanding - and God has given me this lesson in a thousand different forms so I can truly understand it.
Is this part and parcel of learning to embody the Planetary Logos?
So much to learn...
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