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Post by paul on Mar 12, 2022 10:34:36 GMT 9.5
>When I focused on the flame today I got the distinct feeling that it was silvery
It would seem that the Light of the Buddha is more relevant to you than the Light of the Christ.
Visualize yourself and put a paper next to you with: Regulus
What happens
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Post by anshinodharma on Mar 13, 2022 5:31:09 GMT 9.5
Went to visit family today. A car ride around 1.5 hours. I found myself naturally focusing on my heart intermittently during the day today - and to my surprise found a special geometric form starting to form in the heart area. At first it started out as two triangles on top of each other but then it started spinning and in spinning it created another form - inside the spinning triangular/diamond-shape that formed was a bright crystal that was radiating blue. I felt lots of cheer when I saw this and music in the car sounded absolutely amazing. I later when I googled shapes of triangles found out that the shape I saw is called a Merkaba shape? Amphibian: Felt a reaction in the sacral that build up and then saw my sponsor kinda turn into a spiralling wheel of energy and then fly around in circles Deneb: Less visual and much more visceral. Massive build of up energy in the solar plexus region which then released with heat throughout the body. Regulus: The silver increases/enhanced and the Merkabah spins faster in the heart. For practice today not much communication. Saw the Merkaba spinning in my heart with a strong blue flame. Moved through the different parts of the body. Very deep stillness. Silent expanse. Emptiness is the feeling. Tried communicating with my sponsor to remove the sphere of darkness around my lower spine - to which I saw my sponsor swing a blue-ish tinted sword around that area and I felt heat and like something was just about to happen - but the energy just pushed me deeper into stillness. As I was working on the spine I got the distinct feeling of energy rising up the spine then moving in a spiral form out of my head and then down the front of my body but like 5 inches away from my body and then entering at the lowest part of my body again. Like a forward spiral motion - or a reversed microcosmic orbit of sorts. Felt quite lovely and deep stillness. Not much to report. I'll do another session before sleep in around an hour and so.
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Post by paul on Mar 13, 2022 5:59:38 GMT 9.5
Don't worry about the Merkaba material. Some of that teaching comes within yet another entity from the previous solar system.
More relevant to you is that the geometric form in your heart is the anchoring of star energy. You have already seen the connection to Regulus.
>Like a forward spiral motion - or a reversed microcosmic orbit of sorts.
The geometry remains valid in this solar system. Just stay out of the aura of the entity from the last solar system that is pushing his own practices.
Do some research on Regulus and Deneb
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Post by anshinodharma on Mar 13, 2022 6:00:42 GMT 9.5
Aha, thank you, I will do that.
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Post by anshinodharma on Mar 14, 2022 18:10:27 GMT 9.5
Had a night shift at the hospital working in the emergency department so didn't get a chance to practice. I tried to focus on the Light in my heart throughout the day, and I noticed that it still felt silvery and still with the rotating shape.
I do wish I could shed all anxiety and fear, however. I notice how uncomfortable it is for me to be in the emergency department. I wonder at what stage of spiritual progress there is no longer any fear in ANY situation EVER - no matter what happens. That would be truly lovely. No more fearing of others people's view and perspectives and just completely able to be at ease in oneself.
I do not like the acute aspects of medicine at all - I find them quite distressing and I get anxious easily when it feels so life-and-death and especially when one is not super experienced in the aspects.
I prefer ambulatory function like a GP. Plenty of time and usually not acute patients. Very different setting. That said I hope I can do health coaching using a holistic health approach including knowledge from Classical Chinese Medicine and the use of herbs, nutraceuticals and meditation to aid people heal holistically rather than working in a hospital. It is much more rewarding seeing immense changes in people using natural approaches and optimizing diet, exercise and supplementation with a 1on1 approach that personalized medicine that includes more functional approaches such as the knowledge from traditional medicine is quite clear, in my view, the way forward for humanity.
Anyway, I digress. Will rest for now and practice later today.
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Post by anshinodharma on Mar 15, 2022 7:36:01 GMT 9.5
Blissful practice today. Lots of heat as I was pushing the energy around. Still silver colored. Rotating heart. Stillness. Some kriyas and stretching of the spine. Found myself thinking of Deneb and feeling an activation of the entire system when that happened. Then back into stillness and warm peace. Lovely.
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Post by anshinodharma on Mar 15, 2022 7:39:54 GMT 9.5
Have found a lot of sexual thoughts have disappeared. Still find habit energies stuck in the mental body that seeks pleasure from external sources.
The method of asking the sacral chakra intelligence is working AMAZINGLY well for any question related to taking any supplements, herbs, foods and drinks.
If I hold something that is not good for me in my hand and focus on the sacral intelligence it will immediately start turning anti-clockwise.
Alternatively, if I hold something that is good for me in my hand, I will feel it either rotating clockwise or alternatively just a massive energy build up like a massive rush. If it's neutral I will just feel something stirring down there but without any rotation (either direction) or buildup.
I found out that oats do not agree with my system. Immediately turns anti-clockwise. So not eating those. Veggies and fruits are testing very well for me - even bananas, which I always assumed were not good for me.
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Post by paul on Mar 15, 2022 12:11:26 GMT 9.5
>there is no longer any fear in ANY situation EVER Most non-old humans are afraid of their own death and attach that fear to those that are seriously ill. Experience of the Light and Flame demonstrates that Life exists regardless of possession or not of a functional physical body Experience of the Light brings awareness of higher identity and thus a detachment from human opinions >personalized medicine Most medical conditions have deeper causes - so we prefer conservative treatment of the physical situation supported by intervention at deeper levels such as long-standing trauma > thinking of Deneb and feeling an activation of the entire system when that happened. You are valued there > a lot of sexual thoughts have disappeared You are lifting your thought processes to higher levels >asking the sacral chakra intelligence is working AMAZINGLY well You can use that with patients - to test an intervention before implementing > oats do not agree with my system Do a paper test on whether lectins are a problem www.amazon.com/Plant-Paradox-Dangers-Healthy-Disease/dp/006242713X
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Post by anshinodharma on Mar 17, 2022 7:44:41 GMT 9.5
A lot of stuff happened. Even though I pay a lot of attention during the entire process, it feels like a lot of subtle things are going on that I can't put into words and then when I try to recount them it's like it is slipping through my fingers. Like trying to recall a dream. In any case, I'll do my very best.
Flame today blue and with greenish tints. Still a feeling of overarching Silver-themed white light throughout the body. Worked a lot with my legs today until they really opened up, felt very nice. As soon as I started moving the energy from the heart down into the abdomen, the sacral started spinning and turning a lot - created a feeling of vigour, warmth and internal cheer in the system, felt very lovely. After this started moving into the spine and especially around the tailbone. Also move through each of the ribs and the front part of the body. At this point I felt my sponsor arrive - and with his bird-like manifestation once again, he smiled at me and then sat on top of me and then descended into me - I then said, please sponsor, help elevate all my energies and make me one with you - and then I got a major Kriya that shook my entire body and had me shake my arms in front of my torso. After that the energy was very different - like flowing deeply within me in a deeply warm and peaceful way, felt lovely. At this point I pushed the energy into the head counterclockwise and it became very bright and lovely, so peaceful and flowing.
After some time remaining in this spot I decided to move my attention to my kidneys to interact with them and understand them. It started communicating with me. I asked it what it wants - and it again said things like, "I want more movement. I want more fun. I want more love." and at this point I felt a nudge from my sponsor, and I asked him if he could help me clean my kidneys - at this point the energy then intensified and I almost felt like "scoops" of black goo or something strange was being removed from my kidney area - at this point I could feel the musculature or what I feel is the surrounding encapsulature of both of the kidneys around the lower back kinda contract in an oscillating way back and forth - almost like it was breathing it out. After this I felt something like a deep release.
And that's all I can recall right now. I think I thanked my sponsor and then just remained in a state of deep peacefulness for quite a while. Unsure for how long. Then got back up - and here I am.
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Post by anshinodharma on Mar 17, 2022 7:53:05 GMT 9.5
>there is no longer any fear in ANY situation EVER Most non-old humans are afraid of their own death and attach that fear to those that are seriously ill. Experience of the Light and Flame demonstrates that Life exists regardless of possession or not of a functional physical body It is almost strange to put into words. But I often find myself kind of being okay with people leaving - and dying. I don't necessarily think there's much wrong with it. I sometimes find the ER work quite strange because of that - a lot of the people that we sacrifice so much time and effort on - are maybe people that were meant to go. Like the last emergency call we had in my last shift - when I opened his eyes to look at them - I saw nothing there, I felt that his spirit had already detached from his body. He had had an acute heart attack, 10 minutes without oxygen and then resuscitated by the paramedics that arrived at the scene. We went through everything to try and find a reason for his heart attack - there was no conclusion in the end except that there must have been an underlying cardiac arrhythmia that set it off. He ended up physically dying fully 24 hours later. What I am trying to say here is that I don't really fear others dying that much, and definitely don't fear people that are seriously ill. I would say most of my fears surround what other humans think of me - which reflects back to self-image and self-love, wanting to be loved by others, wanting their acceptance, wanting their "good" attention. This is something I wish I could let go of fully so that I could express myself fully in all situations with no fear of people thinking X, Y, or Z. But alas, here we are. Playing a role of charades - at least if one has a normal job, this appears a required aspect of it. Yeah, that's what I'm realizing. Which beings hang around at Deneb? This really works! Amazing. Things I thought would theoretically be good for a patient turned out not to be - the test really works. It's a clear visceral energetic response every time. Yup, they appear to be a problem for my system. The weird thing however is that for dinner today I had some rice and it tested quite good, so it feels like it's not super strict. It also seems what tests good at one time at day may test bad at another time at day. Interesting stuff.
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Post by anshinodharma on Mar 17, 2022 8:00:37 GMT 9.5
Oh yes, reading vayuwaters' practice journal I was reminded of something that happened in my own session too. When the light show started going off in the middle of my head, my head was pushed back so I was looking straight up in the air, and I felt lots of tension being released from the shoulder, jaw and front of the throat region. Was very intense and almost painful.
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Post by paul on Mar 17, 2022 12:30:06 GMT 9.5
>almost felt like "scoops" of black goo or something strange was being removed from my kidney area Quite so - a cluster of adverse entities entering your system through the kidneys >most of my fears surround what other humans think of me It is common to have fear of persons in authority - as a result of bad experiences in past lives >Which beings hang around at Deneb? When you finish your Flame exercise, project out to Deneb to discover for yourself en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Deneb>they appear to be a problem for my system. Read: The Plant Paradox Lectins can be reduced by cooking and more so by pressure cooking. It is a volume-related sensitivity in most people >my head was pushed back so I was looking straight up in the air This is very common with humans receiving energy connections through the third eye (forehead). This phenomenon usually passes quite quickly
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Post by anshinodharma on Mar 17, 2022 17:40:08 GMT 9.5
What were they hanging around my kidneys for? Feeding?
How are past lives recollected?
Alright, I'll do that. Thanks.
Yes, have read his book. Good to know it's volume related.
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Post by paul on Mar 17, 2022 18:18:21 GMT 9.5
>What were they hanging around my kidneys for? Feeding?
Feeding seems less important than having access to your system to reduce your alignment and effectiveness.
>How are past lives recollected?
There are patterns and skills that carry over as well as aversions and preferences and karma, also relationships - hence "love at first sight".
I needed some copperplate handwriting for a regional government agreement and I knew a woman who had worked in a scriptorium in past lives. So I asked her if she could do copperplate in this life and so she could.
I used to have claustrophobia in very tight places. Over time I worked out that I hated being in coffins - waking up and scratching on the underside of the lid. When a 19th century cemetery in London was moved, about 10% of the lids had scratches on the inside.
There is often an attraction to places and ethnic groups - particularly if some part of ourselves was left there in a past life.
Statistically birthmarks can be correlated with wounds of past lives - where the modern human has given the name, address and date of a past life and that person has been identified from historical records.
Often the human purpose of past lives carries over. For example Xi Jinping was once a Chinese emperor. Find images of past emperors and see if Xi matches any. What patterns are common between that emperor and Xi?
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Post by anshinodharma on Mar 18, 2022 21:40:51 GMT 9.5
Another nightshift at the hospital.
I had contact with my sponsor all through the night. It was amazing. I asked my sponsor how many acute patients would arrive during the night and what it would be about. It told me "You'll be woken about a bleeding" which was quite unspecific, and as I had handled that in the night I went back to the room to sleep and asked if there were any more acute patients that would arrive during the night and I was told a clear no.
Lo and behold the morning comes around and no acute patients had arrived. Now my question is... How does my sponsor know the future? Is he operating at a space where he is able to see into the future? In any case, I love having that connection. It feels wonderful.
As I lay down to sleep at night I saw the rotating diamond-shaped energy in the heart of silvery white and blueish tints.
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Post by anshinodharma on Mar 18, 2022 21:48:54 GMT 9.5
Feeding seems less important than having access to your system to reduce your alignment and effectiveness.
What group of beings are they?
Very interesting. I wonder if my ex-girlfriend was an example of that which was a crazy obsession at first sight. Though I love my current girlfriend I don't feel as entangled if that makes sense.
We have karmic connections with our parents as well in that case, right? I kind of feel that I have had prior lifetimes where I worked as a doctor and also past lifetimes where I was in Egypt being a sort of priest.
Practically however how did the information reveal itself to you? When the prior 'masters' I've spoken to described it, they describe it as they are in deep deep meditation (samadhi) and during that time they are revealed full prior lives and events from them in vivid detail, as vividly as daily life. Which sounds eerily similar to an extremely powerful psychedelic trip of sorts like Ayahuasca or orally administered DMT.
Fascinating, and haunting. I wonder if my aversion to spiders is related to a past life or more related to the energetics of spiders? How did the fear go away?
Fascinating. I'll look into it. Thank you for the clarifications.
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Post by paul on Mar 19, 2022 6:08:39 GMT 9.5
>How does my sponsor know the future?
Time is linear to most humans but many higher beings experience all stages of their development simultaneously. Even those that do not are able to move back and forth on timelines.
For myself, when faced with an important decision, I will choose an option and go forward in time some months and observe whether I am still happy with that option. That has always worked so far
> I saw the rotating diamond-shaped energy in the heart of silvery white and blueish tints
Try asking the energy field what it wants to do with you
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Post by paul on Mar 19, 2022 6:17:32 GMT 9.5
>What group of beings are they? Part of the oppression system a406.proboards.com/thread/2033/oppression-system> my ex-girlfriend was an example of that which was a crazy obsession at first sight. There seems still to be a strong heart connection >We have karmic connections with our parents as well in that case There is usually some group/family karma but not always > how did the information reveal itself to you? I had already seen that she had worked in a scriptorium where her current husband/handler was the supervisor. I seemed to have been the abbot in that monastery. So I deduced that she should still have the skills >aversion to spiders This is very common and seems to be a distant memory of times when there were large predatory intelligent entities roughly similar to the form of modern spiders but much larger. That was in later Lemurian times >How did the fear go away? It is not entirely gone, but the repeated experience in meditation of operating far from my physical body means that if I awoke in a coffin again, I would breathe deeply and start my meditation
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Post by anshinodharma on Mar 19, 2022 7:32:58 GMT 9.5
Try asking the energy field what it wants to do with you Wow, I had an immediate energetic reaction to asking that question. Energy rising from solar plexus and then exploding throughout the entire body in an awesome wave of warmth and flowing energy. Got the feeling/impression of "to move you beyond".
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Post by anshinodharma on Mar 19, 2022 7:36:21 GMT 9.5
Simple session today as it's late and I was with family members. More connection with my sponsor. Asked help in working on my system especially my system - and once again had flowing contractions/releases along the spinal musculature and especially around the kidneys. Felt there was a specific point on my back that in Chinese medicine is called the Ming Men or maybe two points higher than that where I felt the energy was trying to release through and break open, and as it was opening more, more warmth started spreading in my body. Had a period afterwards where I was just resting in the flowing stillness which was quite lovely and again didn't need to breathe for very long, leaving me with the smell of pure fresh high mountain oxygen.
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