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Post by stewartedwards on Oct 5, 2022 20:43:33 GMT 9.5
Paul, Anyone.
I need a sanity check.
I have written posts, and deleted some, on this before, but I have decided to front it, accept it, and deal with it. And frankly I need your help.
As you know I was recently instinctively given an energy structure in a very public place with many high caliber witnesses, some of whom must be esoterically aware and may well have seen it happen. I won’t name it out of respect, but you can probably guess it, and spooks could timeline it easily. That fact that I have been given this could annoy some influential people, but it is what it is, I didn’t ask for it.
Hence I have been struggling with it. I have been testing it and frankly it is quite empowering, adding a new dimension to my connections, in that they feel stronger. There is quite a bit of rebalancing involved and if I am not careful I am well aware that my ego could get out of control and arrogance could overwhelm me. While I am sure it will take me many months, perhaps years, to fully incorporate this structure into my being (the previous holder seemed to be caretaking it from what I can sense so far), it does seems, as Paul has previously suggested, that I do have some high level support.
Some early results indicate that I can step along energy threads etc more concretely, step like as opposed to just a flow. I also may be able to slow down time a bit to take in esoteric events a little more clearly, but the jury is still out on that, as frankly I have pretty much stopped doing it. I have also been busy with another associated structure that wants to bond with the first. I have been extensively testing that to try to find out why, being cautious just in case it is a bad thing, but so far it does seem that in time there will be a natural bond between the two.
Now, here I want and need your honesty.
If you are able to feel such things, and are willing to, can you please visualise both these structures and tell me if they are ‘real’ as opposed to my steroid fuelled mind making it up.
Why? If they are real, then it is not only Paul who has been encouraging me to up my game, while I am happy to fade away. Without putting too fine a point on it, I feel a great responsibility to the structure I was given (as opposed to the one that came seeking), and to the person who gave it to me.
It is such a powerful structure that if none of you can visualise or feel it, I am likely to conclude that it is no more than wishful thinking, steroid induced nonsense. But if you can, then I do probably need to step up.
Thank you in advance for your kind help with this. Please be brutally honestly.
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Post by sammy on Oct 5, 2022 22:58:27 GMT 9.5
Ask yourself what it would take to believe God already gave you everything spiritually/mentally/physically. We won't believe it without provocation as we can't see the math, this for that or +1.
This energy is being offered as your service.
I have talked to Paul prior about similar objects. One I posses is a large dagger or small sword. Instinctively one would want to wield it, force it at their foes. It is not for battle though, or for my gain.
It holds the power to look in the heart and then bring it into the world. A "construct" is to facilitate others within its walls. This is the manner it is intended. Used for self gain creates in inward spiral (ego, pride, etc..).
Watch how it can help others.. watch how it can help you do the same. It will leave a righteous focus by default. Listen to your heart.
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Post by stewartedwards on Oct 6, 2022 3:35:34 GMT 9.5
Foxfires, thank you
You asked me to respond to you in this way twice, so here goes, per your instructions…
Your first post 100% helpful (and wise) with a musical backdrop.
Your second post, 0% helpful, in the context of this thread.
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Post by stewartedwards on Oct 6, 2022 3:36:57 GMT 9.5
Sammy thank you
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Post by paul on Oct 6, 2022 11:26:10 GMT 9.5
> given an energy structure in a very public place
I am not sure if it is the same, but I seem to see a constructed (as compared to organic) vertical flow that anchors in your eyes and below. This anchoring is in the lower/personal mind and hence not suited to higher thoughts.
The source looks like an etheric craft.
I would not like that structure or source for myself.
>I also may be able to slow down time a bit to take in esoteric events a little more clearly
This is not hard and may not require any external augmentation of abilities
You might need to give me a hint about the second structure
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Post by stewartedwards on Oct 6, 2022 16:13:00 GMT 9.5
> given an energy structure in a very public place I am not sure if it is the same, but I seem to see a constructed (as compared to organic) vertical flow that anchors in your eyes and below. This anchoring is in the lower/personal mind and hence not suited to higher thoughts. The source looks like an etheric craft. I would not like that structure or source for myself. >I also may be able to slow down time a bit to take in esoteric events a little more clearly This is not hard and may not require any external augmentation of abilities You might need to give me a hint about the second structure Thank you Paul. 1. You have answered my question. Given the sheer strength of the 1st structure, if you (or anyone else including lurkers here) can’t feel it (what I think it is anyway) I am going to assume that it is not what I think it is, and get back on my original track. Ie I will likely pack it away and forget about it, assuming it is me going a little do-lally. 2. I must admit I struggle to work out why the person who gave me this, did, but it came from a global figure. 3. Being constructed is pretty much spot on btw Paul. It is, from what I can tell 8 energies that pour into the object. As far as I can tell it is designed to give authority. (I suppose a bit like Gods giving authority to someone, though I have no sense of Gods,) only the object and some of its energy connections. It certainly is very much is a device for use on this planet. 4. Your easy and my hard differ Paul! 5. The second structure is physically similar, but has 12 connections. It wants to revolve around the first and also merge into it at a specific location. This came from nowhere (I can sense) after I was given the first.
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Post by stewartedwards on Oct 6, 2022 16:43:47 GMT 9.5
Thinking further, Paul, you might be right on the button. I had hoped that someone here would name the structure/object due to its sheer strength, but equally I know how difficult and error prone naming is.
So back to first principles, Paul, you are spot on.
1. It is constructed not organic. 2. It is a vertical flow. 3. Physically I would agree it aligns (I would say a little above) my eyes. 4. It is not designed for higher thoughts. It seems to be a structure that gives authority from above to this planet. 5. Like you I would not chose this Paul. But the person who transferred it to me (quite instinctively there was no do you want this) is someone I hold in very high regard, and seem quite content that I have it. I understand that does not necessarily mean that it is good.
So, with further reflection Paul, I do think you hit on it.
More on the second object.
1. It almost desperately wants to merge with the first. 2. I have zero idea if it’s source. 3. The two can temporarily work in harmony though after testing I re-separated them and placed the second into safety while I work out it’s purpose)
Back to the first object
1. It just hasn’t occurred to me that it could be bad, funnily enough because (1) I haven’t sensed it, and (2) because of who gave it to me. Though as we both know the latter can be hacked.
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Post by stewartedwards on Oct 6, 2022 17:07:29 GMT 9.5
Further further thoughts.
1. I don’t actually want authority. So I must question whether I should simply pack this away and see if there is any way to return it. 2. Given that I instinctively took this when it was given to me, I do wonder how many other people pick up stuff they neither need nor want? More accurately it just naturally instinctively transferred, with the holder’s blessing. 3. Again I have to ask the question why me? After all it is not everyday a global figure gives you something. Especially when there are arguably more likely choices (eg their family/children). Why give it away?
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Post by stewartedwards on Oct 6, 2022 17:08:00 GMT 9.5
At least it is a good learning experience.
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Post by paul on Oct 6, 2022 17:20:51 GMT 9.5
I have learned to be cautious - multiple tests followed by several in-out comparisons.
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Post by stewartedwards on Oct 6, 2022 21:48:32 GMT 9.5
I have learned to be cautious - multiple tests followed by several in-out comparisons. Indeed. Paul, do you have thoughts on the secondary object? (It is definitely more Earth based; can work together with the gift; but I can’t fathom where it originated). Think of them like two rings, where the second wants to bind like a narrow band around the first. Or I suppose to aid visualisation the first being an 8 pointed crown, with the second being a smaller 12 pointed crown. Sammy, (in the spirit of getting you thinking about such things, in case someone gives you something at some stage), what would you do? Foxfires, in a sentence please, what would you do? Anyone else, what would you do? In this specific case there is no secrecy as it was done publicly, though only those with a certain level of esoteric skills might see it. But I am not disclosing the person.
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Post by sammy on Oct 6, 2022 22:58:53 GMT 9.5
I have learned to be cautious - multiple tests followed by several in-out comparisons. Indeed. Paul, do you have thoughts on the secondary object? (It is definitely more Earth based; can work together with the gift; but I can’t fathom where it originated). Think of them like two rings, where the second wants to bind like a narrow band around the first. Or I suppose the first being an 8 pointed crown, with the second being a smaller 12 pointed crown. To aid visualisation. Egotisically (and not in reality) to aid visualisation further, a bit like, conceptually, the crowns of Upper and Lower Egypt worn as one. Sammy, (in the spirit of getting you thinking about such things, in case a global figure gives you something at some stage), what would you do? Foxfires, in a sentence please, what would you do? Anyone else, what would you do? With all objects I've received I follow the process we have all been describing. Tests, caution, investigate. To be able to use something you first need to understand it. Paul I am getting similar vibes from Stewart's crown that I am from the "God crown" we talked about earlier. If it is the same line, it would be a means of communication. Intelligence spreads like a web through all of space following lines of energy. Essentially this would be teaching you how to differentiate between yourself and others but on the same thoughts or rather sharing thoughts. Etiquette, safety features, direction of thought, etc.. again though this would all be in service of others. In service of self.. spiral. I'm curious now about your second object in relation to the first. Does this description seem fitting?
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Post by stewartedwards on Oct 6, 2022 23:27:39 GMT 9.5
Indeed. Paul, do you have thoughts on the secondary object? (It is definitely more Earth based; can work together with the gift; but I can’t fathom where it originated). Think of them like two rings, where the second wants to bind like a narrow band around the first. Or I suppose the first being an 8 pointed crown, with the second being a smaller 12 pointed crown. To aid visualisation. Egotisically (and not in reality) to aid visualisation further, a bit like, conceptually, the crowns of Upper and Lower Egypt worn as one. Sammy, (in the spirit of getting you thinking about such things, in case a global figure gives you something at some stage), what would you do? Foxfires, in a sentence please, what would you do? Anyone else, what would you do? With all objects I've received I follow the process we have all been describing. Tests, caution, investigate. To be able to use something you first need to understand it. Paul I am getting similar vibes from Stewart's crown that I am from the "God crown" we talked about earlier. If it is the same line, it would be a means of communication. Intelligence spreads like a web through all of space following lines of energy. Essentially this would be teaching you how to differentiate between yourself and others but on the same thoughts or rather sharing thoughts. Etiquette, safety features, direction of thought, etc.. again though this would all be in service of others. In service of self.. spiral. I'm curious now about your second object in relation to the first. Does this description seem fitting? 1. Note I used the word crown to aid visualisation, I am not saying that it is a crown. Why? Crowns go to Royalty. But it does look like an 8 pointed crown, with the second object being a 12 pointed crown. 2. While I was wearing it (it’s powerful and I only tried for limited times), I got 8 energy connections from high. Only 3 are currently known to me. It improved my skillset as I noted previously. 3. In the hands of someone on the dark side, it could be powerful. Equally to someone on the light side, but it might be too much. I think ideally it is best suited to someone in relative balance. I would imagine that some dark magicians would love to have it. I do know that it wants to incorporate itself into my Earthly being. It fits like a glove. 4. I am very curious where the 12 pointed crown originated. All I feel is that it is Earthly based (as opposed to from on high per the first) and is determined to merge with the first. I let that happen for a short period before separating them. They seem a complementary good fit. But unlike the first, which came from a globally respected source who I regard highly, the seconds origin evades me. 5. As far as I can tell, the 8 pointed crown gives authority from above, while the second might relate to Earthly acceptance. That said I can imagine that some are very unhappy that I now hold it. 6. No matter how hard I try to fade away and simply report back, others, eg Historically a few individuals, more recently Paul and now this, seem to want me to progress. 7. So Sammy, I have no idea about your ‘God Crown’ but you could argue (and I am not arguing this) that it does offer Divine authority on this planet.
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Post by sammy on Oct 6, 2022 23:39:09 GMT 9.5
I will give a more detailed response when I'm on break.
Think for a second how much authority we give to written/spoken word. It begins and ends wars.
A construct would be a collection of thought that "works". Like a machine of sorts we give it energy/power.
Is it possible you are seeing the crowns separately by mistake? Kind of like an atom vs proton, nucleus, etc..?
Again I will go more in depth in a couple hours.
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Post by sammy on Oct 7, 2022 1:18:28 GMT 9.5
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Post by sammy on Oct 7, 2022 1:44:45 GMT 9.5
It seems to me the tree is testing you for a fitting. Although it will seem like your testing yourself. Requiring a will for it to occur. The will being your intent of our future.
You also see the spirals.. you have good instincts!
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Post by stewartedwards on Oct 7, 2022 2:20:55 GMT 9.5
It seems to me the tree is testing you for a fitting. Although it will seem like your testing yourself. Requiring a will for it to occur. The will being your intent of our future. You also see the spirals.. you have good instincts! Sammy, thank you. 1. Paul’s and your recent posts on crowns was one reason I hesitated in describing them that way (along with the fact that they are for Royalty), as while I am confident there is no bleed through from those posts I recognise the possibility. You put an idea in someone’s mind and hey presto. 2. I can assure you the 8 pronged one fits like a glove, and the 12 pronged one fits the 8 pronged one perfectly. 3. I am indeed testing myself, both esoterically and on here (as a control group with relevant experience and willingness to correct). 4. I don’t think I need will for it to occur. It was passed to me instinctively by someone who took the esoteric time to confirm. Though even as an obese bloke with eating problems my sheer willpower has previously been noticed in Masonic circles. 5. The problem I have is that (1) I really don’t consider myself ready for the power, and (2) there must be better qualified candidates out there, and (3) I really have settled into fading away, reporting back and letting those above my pay grade make the decision on human evolution based on their wider perspective. I recognise that probably means forced, homo whatever comes next. 6. Having achieved nearly everything I want to (in any realistic financial sense), my will has done everything I need it to, mostly a decade ago. Answering the eternal questions etc. 7. My intent for the future of humanity is for it to evolve past bullying, excessive warmongering, money addiction, power corruption etc. Being nicer basically. 8. You already know that I don’t think that I can add value here, short of being seriously stupidly rich, as money talks. Directed donations and investments, while pulling up those stuck in darkness through my own actions. Equally time has essentially run out due to ww3 risks and climatic matters, not forgetting the likely instability as China more fully takes over global hedgemony from the U.S., and then within a couple of decades seems to lose it to someone else. It’s pretty much impossible to aid global rebalancing from within the structure of a nation at war. Unless you are on the winning side and are willing to impose order. I am a Brit, not Chinese. Or American if the U.S. can somehow pull an unseen card out of the hat. (Added for completeness such money would also enable improvements in my skillsets in clearly defined ways). 9. So I remain a bit bewildered as to why serious people (well person) recently chose to give me a helping hand (or hinderance if it does turn out to be bad). It would have been better if it had happened a decade ago. But then again how often do substantial numbers of global leaders get together in one place in a non competitive way. (Thus enabling those esoterically aware present to potentially view the transfer). 10. I am just tired of the ridicule and grief Sammy, my efforts have been described as trouble, and I don’t mean to trouble anybody. Two decades of it! 11. I don’t need esoteric gifts to enable me (though this one could quite considerably), but for those on the darker side of humanity (money addicted, ego controlled, power corrupted, etc) to think, ‘maybe we should hedge our bets’. Culture changes have to start at the top. And it needs bought into. For all that seriously stupid sums of money are now required. Not so a decade or two ago, but time is now so short that the power of money would need to be harnessed to have half a decent chance. 12. Unless of course there is someone else out there who can do the job. Paul? 13. In short after two decades of trying I no longer really want the job. Added: though I am not sure if I ever really did. Why? I have never really considered myself good enough nor ready for the sheer responsibilities. There must be better qualified people than me out there.
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Post by stewartedwards on Oct 7, 2022 2:47:53 GMT 9.5
Anyhow enough.thank you for your help.
I am not going to move on chewing this over.
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Post by sammy on Oct 7, 2022 3:42:57 GMT 9.5
It seems to me the tree is testing you for a fitting. Although it will seem like your testing yourself. Requiring a will for it to occur. The will being your intent of our future. You also see the spirals.. you have good instincts! Sammy, thank you. 1. Paul’s and your recent posts on crowns was one reason I hesitated in describing them that way (along with the fact that they are for Royalty), as while I am confident there is no bleed through from those posts I recognise the possibility. You put an idea in someone’s mind and hey presto. 2. I can assure you the 8 pronged one fits like a glove, and the 12 pronged one fits the 8 pronged one perfectly. 3. I am indeed testing myself, both esoterically and on here (as a control group with relevant experience and willingness to correct). 4. I don’t think I need will for it to occur. It was passed to me instinctively by someone who took the esoteric time to confirm. Though even as an obese bloke with eating problems my sheer willpower has previously been noticed in Masonic circles. 5. The problem I have is that (1) I really don’t consider myself ready for the power, and (2) there must be better qualified candidates out there, and (3) I really have settled into fading away, reporting back and letting those above my pay grade make the decision on human evolution based on their wider perspective. I recognise that probably means forced, homo whatever comes next. 6. Having achieved nearly everything I want to (in any realistic financial sense), my will has done everything I need it to, mostly a decade ago. Answering the eternal questions etc. 7. My intent for the future of humanity is for it to evolve past bullying, excessive warmongering, money addiction, power corruption etc. Being nicer basically. 8. You already know that I don’t think that I can add value here, short of being seriously stupidly rich, as money talks. Directed donations and investments, while pulling up those stuck in darkness through my own actions. Equally time has essentially run out due to ww3 risks and climatic matters, not forgetting the likely instability as China more fully takes over global hedgemony from the U.S., and then within a couple of decades seems to lose it to someone else. It’s pretty much impossible to aid global rebalancing from within the structure of a nation at war. Unless you are on the winning side and are willing to impose order. I am a Brit, not Chinese. Or American if the U.S. can somehow pull an unseen card out of the hat. (Added for completeness such money would also enable improvements in my skillsets in clearly defined ways). 9. So I remain a bit bewildered as to why serious people (well person) recently chose to give me a helping hand (or hinderance if it does turn out to be bad). It would have been better if it had happened a decade ago. But then again how often do substantial numbers of global leaders get together in one place in a non competitive way. (Thus enabling those esoterically aware present to potentially view the transfer). 10. I am just tired of the ridicule and grief Sammy, my efforts have been described as trouble, and I don’t mean to trouble anybody. Two decades of it! 11. I don’t need esoteric gifts to enable me (though this one could quite considerably), but for those on the darker side of humanity (money addicted, ego controlled, power corrupted, etc) to think, ‘maybe we should hedge our bets’. Culture changes have to start at the top. And it needs bought into. For all that seriously stupid sums of money are now required. Not so a decade or two ago, but time is now so short that the power of money would need to be harnessed to have half a decent chance. 12. Unless of course there is someone else out there who can do the job. Paul? 13. In short after two decades of trying I no longer really want the job. Added: though I am not sure if I ever really did. Why? I have never really considered myself good enough nor ready for the sheer responsibilities. There must be better qualified people than me out there. A fair caution to be sure. The majority who were tested and approved for the crown mostly saw themselves as just another citizen and none wanted a "ruler" position. They were chosen simply because their words held the most authority over the minds and hearts of the people. I.E. the most influential in the realm. Many people had the connection without a crown at all. It was those who could not see it that needed a "tool". Royalty had nothing to do with it. Remember when I asked what it would take for you to believe God already gave you everything? I mean.. to truly believe all the power and potential in the cosmos exists within you already. In this light the question of "why you" becomes a simple answer of "because it's you". Your will guides your future. If you will to progress the future for humanity, continue your work with the crown. If you feel you need to fade away and report back then that is your will and you may do so. Regardless of why you, what would you choose? The proper influence will outweigh money. If all it took was wealth, we would have advanced ages ago. Value and wealth do not meet at the same scale..
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Post by stewartedwards on Oct 7, 2022 4:20:21 GMT 9.5
Sammy, thank you. 1. Paul’s and your recent posts on crowns was one reason I hesitated in describing them that way (along with the fact that they are for Royalty), as while I am confident there is no bleed through from those posts I recognise the possibility. You put an idea in someone’s mind and hey presto. 2. I can assure you the 8 pronged one fits like a glove, and the 12 pronged one fits the 8 pronged one perfectly. 3. I am indeed testing myself, both esoterically and on here (as a control group with relevant experience and willingness to correct). 4. I don’t think I need will for it to occur. It was passed to me instinctively by someone who took the esoteric time to confirm. Though even as an obese bloke with eating problems my sheer willpower has previously been noticed in Masonic circles. 5. The problem I have is that (1) I really don’t consider myself ready for the power, and (2) there must be better qualified candidates out there, and (3) I really have settled into fading away, reporting back and letting those above my pay grade make the decision on human evolution based on their wider perspective. I recognise that probably means forced, homo whatever comes next. 6. Having achieved nearly everything I want to (in any realistic financial sense), my will has done everything I need it to, mostly a decade ago. Answering the eternal questions etc. 7. My intent for the future of humanity is for it to evolve past bullying, excessive warmongering, money addiction, power corruption etc. Being nicer basically. 8. You already know that I don’t think that I can add value here, short of being seriously stupidly rich, as money talks. Directed donations and investments, while pulling up those stuck in darkness through my own actions. Equally time has essentially run out due to ww3 risks and climatic matters, not forgetting the likely instability as China more fully takes over global hedgemony from the U.S., and then within a couple of decades seems to lose it to someone else. It’s pretty much impossible to aid global rebalancing from within the structure of a nation at war. Unless you are on the winning side and are willing to impose order. I am a Brit, not Chinese. Or American if the U.S. can somehow pull an unseen card out of the hat. (Added for completeness such money would also enable improvements in my skillsets in clearly defined ways). 9. So I remain a bit bewildered as to why serious people (well person) recently chose to give me a helping hand (or hinderance if it does turn out to be bad). It would have been better if it had happened a decade ago. But then again how often do substantial numbers of global leaders get together in one place in a non competitive way. (Thus enabling those esoterically aware present to potentially view the transfer). 10. I am just tired of the ridicule and grief Sammy, my efforts have been described as trouble, and I don’t mean to trouble anybody. Two decades of it! 11. I don’t need esoteric gifts to enable me (though this one could quite considerably), but for those on the darker side of humanity (money addicted, ego controlled, power corrupted, etc) to think, ‘maybe we should hedge our bets’. Culture changes have to start at the top. And it needs bought into. For all that seriously stupid sums of money are now required. Not so a decade or two ago, but time is now so short that the power of money would need to be harnessed to have half a decent chance. 12. Unless of course there is someone else out there who can do the job. Paul? 13. In short after two decades of trying I no longer really want the job. Added: though I am not sure if I ever really did. Why? I have never really considered myself good enough nor ready for the sheer responsibilities. There must be better qualified people than me out there. A fair caution to be sure. The majority who were tested and approved for the crown mostly saw themselves as just another citizen and none wanted a "ruler" position. They were chosen simply because their words held the most authority over the minds and hearts of the people. I.E. the most influential in the realm. Many people had the connection without a crown at all. It was those who could not see it that needed a "tool". Royalty had nothing to do with it. Remember when I asked what it would take for you to believe God already gave you everything? I mean.. to truly believe all the power and potential in the cosmos exists within you already. In this light the question of "why you" becomes a simple answer of "because it's you". Your will guides your future. If you will to progress the future for humanity, continue your work with the crown. If you feel you need to fade away and report back then that is your will and you may do so. Regardless of why you, what would you choose? The proper influence will outweigh money. If all it took was wealth, we would have advanced ages ago. Value and wealth do not meet at the same scale.. Sammy You know how to get someone to think that is for sure! 1. Feedback, so far as far as I can tell, my work has had very limited success. 2. Even with feedback, I genuinely do think that at our worlds current position, the cancer of money addiction needs to be worked on from within. This will in turn help re align egos, corruption etc. It doesn’t have to be me, someone already in the 0.000000001% could do it. Though I do sometimes wonder why they don’t. Otherwise I think you, at this moment in time in earth history, are simply pi@@@ng in the wind. 3. I already made my choice, about 3 years ago. Then life started to encourage me to rethink. So there is clearly a force out there that wants me to make a different choice. So I don’t think it is as straightforward as you think Sammy. What is for sure I am no longer going to waste my time hitting my head against brick walls. And frankly the esoteric world must have a number of suitable candidates ready and willing to chose that route. Let them. Or let Coutts and Co call me (though the monetary requirements are way above their assets under management). Esoteric work alone will not rebalance a money addicted world at crisis point. Hearts need to open, and part of that involves basic food security etc. 4. Sammy if you have everything inside you why not you? I am no one special.
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