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Post by Deleted on Apr 12, 2021 5:27:44 GMT 9.5
Foxfires, Me understanding you is just not working. I really wish it was because, bryh, you trying to speak the Bible to me so I can understand. I can get down with that.
Where as Paul, I understand his wording mor clearer but he is of a more "galactic " nature ( which I really detest due to the fact I do not like space movies, books or anything of that nature. I don't even knownif you are understanding what the hell I am saying at times. Also Paul is like French, or on like 3 other planets, yall guys are some straight up men in black movie characters hahahaha. The 9nlyone that I can almost clearly connect with it Sammy but he stands clear if my goofy shit for some reasons and let's me bounce back and forward with Paul and FF. His reasons can be his own. But shit....is there anyone that is 100% Nirmal or American around this place that can just speakie f*ckin English instead of some kung-fu monk stuff?
I mean I get it. This is some really serious spiritual stuff. And I'm not trying to mess shit up but I am confused as all hell.
I know by know Paul just wants to stamp the words "Do The Heart-Flame Exercise!" On My damn forehead....I just need to know about the things you guys are saying and how serious to take them.
Oh,Hey Paul.... "1 in 10,000" was your reply when I asked about how many of us there was. I(google) did the math on that. That means there is close to 800,000 of people like me(us,yall). So we are not that rare at all.
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Post by paul on Apr 12, 2021 5:50:46 GMT 9.5
>close to 800,000 of people like me(us,yall). So we are not that rare at all.
Quite so. As the Flame refines your system you will find it easy to recognize the refinement in those people.
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Post by valent on Apr 12, 2021 7:15:36 GMT 9.5
What I like about the fraternity is that not everyone is on the same wavelength so to speak. Each person is on their own path and therefore has a different perspective on things. This diversity is what helps new initiates move forward IMHO.
Awareness is a good indication you are on the right path.
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Post by Deleted on Apr 12, 2021 20:59:48 GMT 9.5
Valant, I do thank you for acknowledging my cimme t and letting me know that I wasn't just running around in a room full of aliens that almost understand me. Lol Foxfires., ya went from biblical to straight thug. I almost understand that part. Throughout life there are beings that help others for God's bidding in all types of circumstances. So, am I the one making and sharing the shiv, the one using the shiv or the one getting gutted by the shiv? (theoretically speaking) I have my KJV family bible. I do read it. It tells me things somehow. Only certain parts though. The names after names after names aggravates and bores me. My Bible tells me so many things . (Oil) It told me that I should starve myself,(sprinkle some scented oils so know one would know that I'm doing it for my God spend a days journey into the wilderness (somewhere) and fall over and die and then and only then, if I was a good boy, would God "raise" me. I get that these references are in fact meditation and other ceremonial rituals( practices) but be it far from me to attempt them. I even understand that there is even some sort of menu on what and how to eat to try and keep yourself from becoming...looney. or perhaps just to keep you close enough to reality. Something activated in me. I do not eat too often anymore. I have lost over 200 lbs and still dropping. "I" can eat but now that I know of that I can control "Alone in the dark".....I will allow no more danger to happen to "him" yo the best of my ability. I slowly am trying to love him. Without God making him and giving him light....them "I " wouldn't be here. So I will do that which I can to try and heal him, get him happy again( somehow) and try to figure out why the hell "i" am here for. (Wine)(blood of christ) I gave up drinking and I wish not to return. Anyone that had seen me in that state, and can see me now would not have that ignorance return. "Circles"? This brings to mind the masonic "tracing board" maybe with that dot in the middle??? "Circles" ...that "blind guided walk" that so many....  Equations??? Did I not mention that math turns me stupid. I can add, subtract, multiply and divide. If this journey really requires algebra, geometry and things if that nature then I'm beyond help. Back on prison subject. Why are there prisons? Even better... Why is there evil? Makes no sense!! God... Instead of just wiping out the evil he allows it to stay to harden "man's" heart( my blinded heart) to see if "I"(my human) is willing to return to him? A simple "hey, be good.or I will burn you" would have sufficed. " So now here I am confused and full of questions, am I born to loose or is this just a lesson?" DMX "the Convo" may he rest in peace. |
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Post by Deleted on Apr 12, 2021 21:15:16 GMT 9.5
I often ask myself.
"Why complain so damn much?!? "
In comparison to how much so many have suffered, this life has been amazing. I mean compared to being crucified, burned at the stake, thrown into a lions den, being chased after by your best friends father) because some messenger came and told you that you were ment to be a king.. my life has been pretty cool.
So why in the hell do I complain and cry so much? 😕 I often wonder if Jesus smoked weed. I bet he was one cool ass guy. 13 dudes hanging around drunk on wine seeing spirits and shit...my kind if guys to hang with hahaha.
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Post by Deleted on Apr 13, 2021 21:03:33 GMT 9.5
Why did your entire last message seem threatening?
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Post by Deleted on Apr 13, 2021 23:32:03 GMT 9.5
I've never practiced drawing circles.
I only know 1 Mason personally, I know he drinks with wine occasionally.
I have no idea why that particular verse in in place.
It doesn't not fit in that conversation.
Is it perhaps a certain meal that can be regularly eaten to maintain balance?
I feel so intimidated right now.
Ready to run even.
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Post by sammy on Apr 14, 2021 1:38:54 GMT 9.5
I've never practiced drawing circles. I only know 1 Mason personally, I know he drinks with wine occasionally. I have no idea why that particular verse in in place. It doesn't not fit in that conversation. Is it perhaps a certain meal that can be regularly eaten to maintain balance? I feel so intimidated right now. Ready to run even. Don't mind fox... like most of us we love to talk out of our asses. Follow your heart and do what you know is right. |
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Post by paul on Apr 20, 2021 9:18:42 GMT 9.5
Posts about the NE have been moved to 4 tassels thread. The result is somewhat interweaved with other posts. Such is life
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Post by paul on Jun 5, 2021 17:04:08 GMT 9.5
Just then I saw (was shown) a dark entity like an octopus sitting on the daughter's head with a tentacle inside her spine going down to tail bones. I was walking past a fringe Christian hall with a wedding party outside on the large lawn. I just waited a while to observe and was jolted with a rather dark energy. The older members of the congregation, particularly the men, each had an octopus creature on their heads with tentacles into their brains. So much for free thought! The younger members had a lesser entity between their shoulder blades, feeding off the energy in the heart. I have avoided naming the group as the web is subject to a lot of censorship these days - even including a past US president elected by majority. Still a careful reading will identify the group. As it happens I have two of the female members living close by but they are not intrusive. |
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Post by paul on Jun 14, 2021 16:11:31 GMT 9.5
>If we ( or any) are truly a chosen people
Just to clarify who did the choosing, here we have a Jewish version of the Deuteronomy 32:8
When the Most High gave to the nations
When He separated the children of men,
He set the borders of the peoples
According to the number of the children of Israel.
9For the portion of the LORD is His people,
Jacob the lot of His inheritance.
Notice that it was not Jehovah that divided up the children of men but the Most High. Jehovah received as his inheritance Jacob and his family. Was Jehovah a blood line descendant to receive an inheritance?
And Jehovah, being a jealous god, and not having any humans to spare said: you shall have no gods before me
Thus the chosen people where not chosen by Jehovah and he was not too happy with his small inheritance
I think Jehovah has gone home. What sort of experiment might test that proposition?
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Post by sammy on Jun 15, 2021 1:47:21 GMT 9.5
>I keep thinking - seems im wrong though that some miracle mile will occur and something i post will be useful LOL dont seem to be happening 4,263 posts later im realizing hey i gotta just suck at sharing helpful stuff. This is the most negative comment that I have read on this forum. I fear it has to do with my ignorance towards my own situation. Fox, you've made a few (for me atleast)valid points and have cleared a few difficult thoughts (your insight to scripture) that weighed heavy. I assure you of this,, if not I would have blocked you. I clearly do not have the patience that you gentlemen have and it shows. I've brought so much negativity to this forum that it makes me want to run again. Now that I see my negativity in your words it makes it that much more so that I should leave. I want something special and I know I don't deserve it. This makes me believe that I am special when I know that I'm just another dying animal waiting to turn to dust. The entire mystical department of this forum is what has driven me. Thinking that I wasn't as bad as I know I am gave me a glimpse at something that I've never had, hope. Now I see that the only dream that ive ever wanted(in this life), a wife, children, beautiful home and maybe a dog has been nothing but a damned lie from the beginning. When I used the marijuana edible, it opened a vision and I know what I saw. This life is nothing but a movie(a lie!). I saw the film reel projecting(life flashing) and I almost ripped from this reality as I saw the claws of a demon( or whatever)tear a hole into my "sight"! I choked like a little bitch and begged to return to my sons (that I fear are only projected as well) promising to never return. So when I say that I know that this life is not real, I stay because I fear what is truly out there and I feel as if I am hiding here. How much more can I endure? Even knowing that this life is not real and so much more delightful that that on the other side of the veil....I dread it! I feel so miserable anymore and I know that something keeps fucking with me and will never let me be at peace. So my options again? Stay here in minor "human" torments and let it continuously eat at me mentally? Return to battle whatever it was that ripped(clawed/tore) into my sight while under those other circumstances(high on weed)? Run? The 3rd seems to be the obvious. Pussy, some would call me, yet I've never really cared much for what others thought of me. What you saw when high is the same image you see normally, but from a different perspective. A perspective that gave you importance on the matter. These "demons" can only exist in spaces we have allowed them. How I interpret this is you are allowing something in your life that you don't like or you want to fight. Do not fear these beings.. they fight our light but cannot take it. Shine it right in their faces and speak to it your truths. Seeing through the eyes of our spirit can be confusing at best. Follow the bread crumbs left for you to rebalance. My personal method is to search out the entities intent and explore those avenues in my life and how they effect myself and others. Darkness is what we have yet to enlighten. |
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Post by sammy on Jun 16, 2021 3:39:33 GMT 9.5
>dreams come to us on the night shift would be seriously wrong of me to alter another reality When it happened, it was without my knowledge or my control. I just assumed that it would be a slightly better buzz. Clearly I was caught off guard. Not going back to that recipe! Lol >Under the hospice of please reconsider entire bible with momentary or maintained thought with Alternate realities Present even to the rapture sentences I've quite often said "Them men from Bible times must have had better drugs that we got, cause they saw some pretty cool sh*t!" Haha Taking the Bible "with a grain of salt has always been a habit but still, it held my heart with known truths. >angels that just appear and disappear I quite often offer when I feel safe to assist a stranger, but...cautiously. >So when there is a pedal push they can drag u to infinity off this existence reality Hitchhikers have often had a soft spot, but I've backed off with doing that. Trust issues. >What you saw when high is the same image you see normally, but from a different perspective. A perspective that gave you importance on the matter. One of the only dreams that I recall of my youth (maybe 7 years old)was when my family moved into an predominantly all black neighborhood. The first week we lived there if I'm correct. I remember it well because I recall no dream before it. I recall modern day thugs riding up on horses throwing grenades in through the windows at me and my family then I awoke. I didn't have another dream (that I could recall) until about 19 years old. I dreamed that I had lost my legs, but was able to walk out to the living room and say to my girlfriend at the time " I have no legs" then fell instantly to the ground unable to feel my legs. So yeah, then there was that sh*t. Lmao 🤣 Dreams.... Where the hell is "Daniel" when you need him right? Lol >How I interpret this is you are allowing something in your life that you don't like or you want to fight. As of late it would appear that I am starting some fights, but it is me finally standing up for myself and telling people finally to screw off so I can "heal". The hardest was my boss that has ran me into the ground( I allowed it) and now I am unallowing it from him and many others and it seems as if they are all getting mad at me. But I have a big bag of "f*ck you's" that was awarded to me through meditation that ive been passing out freely to any and all that seemingly deserve it, while doing my best not to serve any to those that do not...if ya catch my drift. Trust on the other hand I find myself lacking in these days. I too cannot fully trust others.. a mirror broken way too many times and in unimaginable ways. I do trust the power of God's reach though. Knowledge of truth I can give freely to those willing to accept it. Keep in mind as well.. our path is one of love. Tamper the flames of anger long enough to give people a chance to reconsider their position. We all deserve a chance at progress and unity demands it. Try to focus more on what the heart sees and less on what the eyes see. Safe journeys friend! |
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Post by paul on Jun 16, 2021 6:13:46 GMT 9.5
I think Jehovah has gone home. What sort of experiment might test that proposition? |
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Post by paul on May 14, 2022 10:37:03 GMT 9.5
Whose thought is that? "To get away from it all, he took a country walk, ending up in the middle of a crop field, in the middle of nowhere - the perfect escape. But as he stood waist deep in barley, Myers says the outline for his next book arrived in his head virtually fully formed - in the space of 10 seconds. "I just thought, 'You should write a book about two men who make crop circles over the course of the summer of '89 and they'll be called this and there'll be 10 chapters and they'll take place at night,'" he says." www.bbc.com/news/entertainment-arts-61332202As we know, new geometric theorems have been shown in crop circles and crop circles date back at least to the 1600s. So it is obvious that a couple of blokes with a plank did not make most of them. (The fakes are easy to spot: the curves and lines are not quite regular) And yet here is a fully formed outline of a book about fake circles being downloaded "in the space of 10 seconds". Notice "you should" rather than "I should" So what sort of entities would do that? Are they sometimes more subtle in their downloads? It is very common in humans that cannot control their thoughts that they do not examine/test incoming thoughts  Notice how beautifully regular are the semi-circles. How joyful is that shape and formation? Why/how is it joyful? Who wishes humans not to experience that joy? Why?  |
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Post by stewartedwards on May 15, 2022 3:56:08 GMT 9.5
Notice how beautifully regular are the semi-circles. How joyful is that shape and formation? Why/how is it joyful? Who wishes humans not to experience that joy? Why? Thoughts.. 1. I find it joyful, a bit fun even. 2. Why? I can mentally play with it. 3. How by spinning it around its axle. (Big circle). The resulting force(s) can be felt. (Added: big circle counterclockwise, small circle clockwise as pulled around) (added: the arm of the big circle can also be felt spinning horizontally which produces some dramatic forces as it completes 360 degrees.) (added: interestingly it can also be spun from the small circle, I wonder what this actually represents). 4. Who? Other humans who either (1) live in fear and try to control things; (2) Annoyed Farmers; (3) People who may have shot first asked questions later, kidnapped, experimented on, etc, any visiting friends who may have made it; (4) if I am correct that our visiting friends are roughly on the same page nowadays, I doubt them; (5) your elementals etc Paul I dont have a clue. Actually yes I do, just writing that has, I think, made the concept of elementals make sense to me. Must think on that. Wow until this moment, to me, elementals were an abstract concept, but I now get how they can experience through matter, and how some might be able to communicate with them to achieve things. Seems a bit Hollywoody to me though. But it is as interesting feeling. Bardons second book never made any sense to me, perhaps I should include it in my book rotation at some stage. 5. Why? Fear. Of losing control. Status. Power. Money. Interestingly this is a claimed man made one, by the bloke with a stick. Must be the Dexamethasone. Added: notwithstanding the claim by the bloke with a stick re this, and the known effects of Dexamethasone which could easily explain it, I can’t help but think that through the various forces that this could be some sort of power generation system blueprint type plan. But for what purpose? |
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Post by paul on May 15, 2022 10:44:58 GMT 9.5
>I wonder what this actually represents
Any properly constructed symbol or geometric form is an antenna resonating with energy flows
So rotate the 2D image around its long axis so that its is 3D. Rotate it to be vertical with the big sphere at the top
Now move that antenna over Cornwall. What happens?
> elementals were an abstract concept, but I now get how they can experience through matter, and how some might be able to communicate with them to achieve things
Quite so, although humans are usually better using nature spirits as intermediaries
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Post by stewartedwards on May 15, 2022 19:07:10 GMT 9.5
>I wonder what this actually represents Any properly constructed symbol or geometric form is an antenna resonating with energy flows So rotate the 2D image around its long axis so that its is 3D. Rotate it to be vertical with the big sphere at the top Now move that antenna over Cornwall. What happens? > elementals were an abstract concept, but I now get how they can experience through matter, and how some might be able to communicate with them to achieve things Quite so, although humans are usually better using nature spirits as intermediaries 1. Cornwall. One part of Cornwall, near the pointy bit at Lands End (but a bit further back inland), seems to be gently vibrating in harmony. From first glance. 2. Nature Spirits, again that is a textbook term to me Paul. Unless you mean whatever I am communicating with when I interact with trees. Which I have assumed to be the tree. |
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Post by stewartedwards on May 15, 2022 19:08:37 GMT 9.5
Foxfires
I understand Fibonacci, but am struggling here. Can you guide me please?
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Post by paul on May 15, 2022 20:29:26 GMT 9.5
>Cornwall. One part of Cornwall, near the pointy bit at Lands End (but a bit further back inland)
Quite so, but why is it attracted to there?
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