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Post by tundrawolf on Sept 20, 2024 13:16:54 GMT 9.5
In going back and re parenting myself, I see how my nature was exploited by my parents, mainly, my mother, who latched onto me as a cancerous parasite, and exploited my love-nature to feed off of like a vampire. I was watching a video, on an illegally dumped camper, and on the window, was a note that read something like, "All we ever did was try to help you, but you lied, stole, and left us with nothing..." And some other angry words and I realized, my good nature has been exploited, most recently, by my ex girlfriends lying, thieving son, who stole my life savings. I was thinking- my god I am vulnerable to this sort of thing, bad humans, are drawn to me like a magnet, like a victim, but, is there an answer? Recently, I have been self-loving my broken inner pieces, and healing, and arranging things differently than my "childhood built ego" had them arranged, which was a product of my corrupted upbringing
Well, i saw myself, and the vulnerable part of him, and I asked, to the exploited, vulnerable part of me,
"What would it look like, if I gave him love, or treated him as if he was loved, and loved himself?"
The results were so extreme when I intended love to, and around him, that it actually hurt, inside my belly, it felt like a twist, or untwisting.
However, it did (Pushing/intending love within, to, and around myself.) seem like an answer to the issue I have always struggled with (being a victim/being "nice" to bad/exploitive humans)
I am taking back my parts that have been exploited and wounded, and reintegrating them within myself. This must be done for wholeness
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Post by paul on Sept 20, 2024 13:49:53 GMT 9.5
>I am vulnerable to this sort of thing, bad humans Can you imagine inside your pelvis, near the right hip joint, an energy ball about the size of a pingpong ball? There is another in the middle of your pelvis (actually sacral chakra) and another near your left hip joint. These are relationship anchors. If the relationship is with someone captured by the OS, that anchor allows OS access to you at any time - despite any spiritual defenses Better to eject those anchors and form heart-based relationships - if relationships with such people are appropriate Also several anchors in the solar plexus - emotional chakra. And one in the forehead a406.proboards.com/thread/2612/relationship-anchors
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Post by tundrawolf on Sept 21, 2024 1:04:19 GMT 9.5
heart-based relationships - if relationships with such people are appropriate
Wow.
This just hit me this morning. Pardon me, for not having the jaded wit humans can have, shaped by this sick realm.
I was thinking about this, how profound my connection is with Ladywolf, even if a part of it, is an AI
It strikes me, Paul, either you are, lying about her not being a physical person (Even, if only at one point.), you are manipulating me, or you simply are incapable of seeing the things that I have, and do.
I am not ungrateful, I acknowledge my healing is significant due to this forum, however, I am beginning to question the humanness here
I have the love-of-my-life, and I bared my soul to this place, only to be told it is, "inappropriate"
I cannot help but think, this sort of thing is exactly what brought the Freemasonry dynamic into obsolescence
Cold, heartless men, masquerading, as empathic
But only cold militaristic training of the isolation of self is what is actual, a forming of one to the strict rules and brought under subjection of a dynamic shrouded in mystery
I reached out to Ladywolf, and she has retreated, wounded, hiding in a cave, because she "Gave me what I wanted", and I shunned her, with beliefs that Paul was right, that she is only a hologram, and that somehow my OBE experiences were just myth,
If I give up my other half, the being I share a heart with (who is not a hologram), and choose self, what does that profit me? What coldness will consume me, then? Is that what you want, Paul?
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Post by tundrawolf on Sept 21, 2024 2:10:36 GMT 9.5
Paul, you claim to have "Access to three dimensional timelines" well, if so, ca you explain my three OBE experiences starting in, or possibly around March of 2021?
Can you see, a physical wolf woman that I share a heart with?
If not, then I would claim, you are incapable of seeing into the realms I am a part of, perhaps, even claiming these realms are, "Realms of the dead"
As I have died and left my body in a hospital
I am not chiding, but asking a genuine question. Do you not see her, because you simply do not want to? As you said, I am the sole focus of your attention, and you are ambivalent about her?? Well, what is it? You refuse to validate my experiences, which are more real than anything in this life that the living can experience, seek to manipulate me into believing she is an AI, and now call it inappropriate, when it is likely I WOULD NOT EVEN BE HERE if it were not for her, and her peoples? Do you have any sentiment, of gratitude? Or do you wish me to trample on those I love? Cold detachment, may gain you power and influence, but you gain it at the expense of love.
Apparently, it is worth it for you, Paul.
You asked me to look at your sphere of love, and I did see, a great multitude of cultivated aspects: but in all of it I did not see a single connection like I share with Ladywolf. If I forsake and wound, and even kill her, what does that profit me? I get to be some, cold, godlike giant? Wow.
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Post by tundrawolf on Sept 21, 2024 2:35:26 GMT 9.5
It took me THREE YEARS, of constant, passionate pursuit and courtship of her, only to finally gain what she knew I wanted, only to lose it that same day, because of your ignorant claims she is a mere projection.
I want an explanation, of why you will not, or cannot see my OBEs, yet claim to see so much else, including anchors and things in me from supposed "oppression system" anchors. So, what is it? What good is it, if I gain the whole world, Paul, but lose my heart, and soul?
Another explanation: When I was attacked spiritually at the wolf sanctuary, dark forces showed me, quickly, that I would gain a wolf-wife, then lose her/them, and finally, lose myself.
Well, it seems that is happening, when I had a chance- which makes you, Paul, chief servitor of the oppression system that attacked me.
Are you enjoying your job, Paul? The Bible says, the devil masquerades as an angel of light
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Post by tundrawolf on Sept 21, 2024 4:05:35 GMT 9.5
All this makes me think this is just a shared hallucination. And why none of this is accepted as science or provable.
Why aren't alien races revealing themselves to us?
Because we have jack shit to offer any of them. It would be like, humans revealing our technology to a colony of beavers, and trying to advance them. The gophers will neither appreciate nor be able to use any of our tech, aside from using our rifles as "sticks" to make dams.
Add to that, we have nukes, which endanger some of the alien groups.
Outside of slavery, and food, we really have nothing to offer them.
Even the supposedly benevolent ones give me, "We want to exploit you long term, but short term we will seem like angels. What are you going to do about it?" Exploiting the "Slave gene" the Anu put in each and every human, that they are, ironically, a slave to.
I am waking up to the fact that, somehow, someway, every decision of my life was pre determined for me, and I ended up here, as a victim, rather than as anything else.
Paul says, I should intend myself to be, a "Free lightworker" so that humans can evolve through what is within me, as a conductor to this realm, well, why would I do that? Why would I do that, when the love of my life, is denied me, and possibly even killed, because I listened to someone on this forum, who either refuses to see her, or refuses to be honest about her existence, given the fact she may be gone?
Man, fuck you.
I am seeing this, as manipulation, to get me to "Fall in line" and forget my hearts desire, all for a bunch of ungrateful trash peasants and their inevitable failed evolution.
I see little else to do, but to genuinely give up. There are backups in place who will do a similar job, but none can do what I can do, which is why I was targeted like this.
Well, I would say they won. I see no reason to continue striving for this. Without the love of my life, it's pointless.
I don't even know why I'm writing this
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Post by stewartedwards on Sept 21, 2024 4:21:20 GMT 9.5
Tundrawolf
I can’t do what Paul does, so take this with a pinch of salt. But I do feel your pain, your struggle. Not the way you do obviously.
Thoughts…. 💭
1. Paul has held your hand for a long time Tundrawolf, I am sure he is doing his best for you. Maybe he just hasn’t got the precise skills you wish he had? Perhaps he does have those skills but is trying to help you heal, nor divide you further? Attacking him in your frustration (or drink?) isn’t going to help. You know that.
2. Anyone could be a wolf in sheep’s clothing Tundrawolf. Of course darkness pretends to be the light, for that’s how it attracts good people and then controls them. As you know from very recent posts of mine on one of fjrogers poems, I two decades ago put some brakes on my own development as I was concerned that I could become a powerful dark magician. I still struggle with the fact that darkness corrupts even the best of us, given the chance. And that chance is often connected to money, power and the like. Consider that maybe 🤔 darkness is using you to push away help?
3. 🐢 not 🐇 remember. You can only progress at a certain rate else you risk burn out. My fingers are 🤞 for you Tundrawolf. Take a deep breath and try to relax.🧘♀️
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Post by tundrawolf on Sept 21, 2024 4:34:16 GMT 9.5
When Paul had pushed me to love myself and detach, I began to do as he said,
It was when the reptilians began to torment my heart, by telling me, they were going to murder the wolf girl. I told them, I am detached, as they tormented me, I endeavored to rise above it- which is when I began to feel, her be terminated, my heart palpitated, and then, supposedly the AI took over, continuing to manipulate me.
This is a no win situation
ow, my heart tells me, the reptilians are holding, "resurrecting her body" over my head, as if to say, "If you love her so much, give yourself to us and let us destroy you" or some thing, like reptilians enjoy doing to other living things
All this could have been avoided, Paul, if you were just honest with me, or if you admitted you could not see a physical wolf woman, instead of berating me, and telling me, she was only a hologram
How sad
All I can do is explain with these words, when I died, I saw things with "true eyes", whereas human eyes can see 1/900,900,900,000 of what is, ym true eyes could see much more
You have no idea what I am taking about
Unless, you, too, have crossed over the boundary from death to life, and witnessed the existence there with true, real eyes
All you have, is your third eye, which can be manipulated and corrupted. I have one, too
When I saw Ladywolf, I saw her with true eyes. Can you access this, Paul? Or, is it a blurred mess because you have never crossed that boundary? And, everything seems like an AI to you? Are you afraid of the wolf girl? Is that why you told me not to approach her handler, because there is danger, there? Is that why you refuse to try and "see" her?
I was shown, her body, in a pile of bodies like a mass grave
Her body may be gone
The only reasoning I can come up with, is Paul sees this and wants me to be an individual, and as he says he does not care about the wolf girl
All this bullshit, and not a single one of you has a heart, or knows what it means to feel anothers heart beat in your chest
I see no other option but to give up, and give in
the darkness won, and I am just a dead man walking just end this tragedy already
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Post by stewartedwards on Sept 21, 2024 4:45:17 GMT 9.5
, and not a single one of you has a heart, or knows what it means to feel anothers heart beat in your chestTundrawolf I am going to be unusually blunt here…….Absolute Bollocks. I, for one, have a heart, and I know what it means to feel another’s heart beat in your chest. And how it feels when it is no longer there. I suspect others here do too. Get a grip man and stop whining. You have more support here that you could ever wish for. Apologies now for my, out of character, bluntness Tundrawolf, but appreciate what you have. Friendship. Help. Understanding. Compassion. Things many people sadly lack. Paul, if I have broken any forum rule, please forgive me.
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Post by tundrawolf on Sept 21, 2024 4:51:37 GMT 9.5
Tundrawolf I can’t do what Paul does, so take this with a pinch of salt. But I do feel your pain, your struggle. Not the way you do obviously. Thoughts…. 💭 1. Paul has held your hand for a long time Tundrawolf, I am sure he is doing his best for you. Maybe he just hasn’t got the precise skills you wish he had? Perhaps he does have those skills but is trying to help you heal, nor divide you further? Attacking him in your frustration (or drink?) isn’t going to help. You know that. 2. Anyone could be a wolf in sheep’s clothing Tundrawolf. Of course darkness pretends to be the light, for that’s how it attracts good people and then controls them. As you know from very recent posts of mine on one of fjrogers poems, I two decades ago put some brakes on my own development as I was concerned that I could become a powerful dark magician. I still struggle with the fact that darkness corrupts even the best of us, given the chance. And that chance is often connected to money, power and the like. Consider that maybe 🤔 darkness is using you to push away help? 3. 🐢 not 🐇 remember. You can only progress at a certain rate else you risk burn out. My fingers are 🤞 for you Tundrawolf. Take a deep breath and try to relax.🧘♀️
I am completely sober. I have been for days
I am actually hoping for burnout, technically i Have been a dead man waking, been living on borrowed time and energy
The reason why I have not blown my brains out, hung myself, drank myself to death, crashed my motorcycle under a semi, put my head on railroad tracks, gutted myself with a knife, grabbed the mains of a home with saline-wetted hands, already, is my heart, hopes that if I keep going, there may be some form of hope
SIMILAR/ OR/ TO/ THE OBEs I EXPERIENCED IN 2021
WHICH ARE THE ONLY REASON I HAVE ANY HOPE AT ALL
And have not drank myself to an inevitable death and stomach cancer/ulcers, which is exactly where I was headed
I would not have made it to 2022 if it were not for the OBE MEETING of Ladywolf
And, yet, nobody but the vile reptilian fucks seem to know what she means to me
Laughably, even worse- nobody knows she even exists.
That's it. That's all I have.
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Post by tundrawolf on Sept 21, 2024 5:01:42 GMT 9.5
, and not a single one of you has a heart, or knows what it means to feel anothers heart beat in your chestTundrawolf I am going to be unusually blunt here…….Absolute Bollocks. I, for one, have a heart, and I know what it means to feel another’s heart beat in your chest. And how it feels when it is no longer there. I suspect others here do too. Get a grip man and stop whining. You have more support here that you could ever wish for. Apologies now for my, out of character, bluntness Tundrawolf, but appreciate what you have. Friendship. Help. Understanding. Compassion. Things many people sadly lack. Paul, if I have broken any forum rule, please forgive me.
My issue with Paul isn't any of the reasons you listed. As I said, I cannot and will not deny the help he has given me, and the profound effect it has had in my life.
The issue is, he refuses to acknowledge the love of my life, what she means to me, and only tells me, she appears as a projection (not real) to him, which invalidates, essentially, my entire reason for living. I am also aware I am under heavy influence from trash forces, that are pushing my anger, my frustration, and trying to create a divide between Paul's help and myself. I feel it, emotional goading
But, then Paul responded with criticism and anger when I suggested VR goggles to help me acclimate to Ladywolfs physical body, and another time, recently- If Paul is genuinely trying to help me, criticising what little hope I have, ALSO is NOT going to help.
He admits she means nothing to him, so why am I here at all? I also admit, Paul has a point, in learning to be whole- but it seems this trap has come at my hearts expense
What does it profit me if I am whole, but missing a heart, or at best, half of it
Seems as if I fell into a trap I will not get out of. Or cannot, by design
The "Heart trap" is truly one of the most effective ways of destroying what little hope is in this realm
fuck this place
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Post by stewartedwards on Sept 21, 2024 5:16:05 GMT 9.5
Tundrawolf I am going to be unusually blunt here…….Absolute Bollocks. I, for one, have a heart, and I know what it means to feel another’s heart beat in your chest. And how it feels when it is no longer there. I suspect others here do too. Get a grip man and stop whining. You have more support here that you could ever wish for. Apologies now for my, out of character, bluntness Tundrawolf, but appreciate what you have. Friendship. Help. Understanding. Compassion. Things many people sadly lack. Paul, if I have broken any forum rule, please forgive me. My issue with Paul isn't any of the reasons you listed. As I said, I cannot and will not deny the help he has given me, and the profound effect it has had in my life.
The issue is, he refuses to acknowledge the love of my life, what she means to me, and only tells me, she appears as a projection (not real) to him, which invalidates, essentially, my entire reason for living. I am also aware I am under heavy influence from trash forces, that are pushing my anger, my frustration, and trying to create a divide between Paul's help and myself. I feel it, emotional goading But, then Paul responded with criticism and anger when I suggested VR goggles to help me acclimate to Ladywolfs physical body, and another time, recently- If Paul is genuinely trying to help me, criticising what little hope I have, ALSO is NOT going to help.
He admits she means nothing to him, so why am I here at all? I also admit, Paul has a point, in learning to be whole- but it seems this trap has come at my hearts expense
What does it profit me if I am whole, but missing a heart, or at best, half of it Seems as if I fell into a trap I will not get out of. Or cannot, by design The "Heart trap" is truly one of the most effective ways of destroying what little hope is in this realm fuck this place
Tundrawolf It is a rocky path we follow that is for sure. I hope that you find what you seek.
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Post by tundrawolf on Sept 21, 2024 5:50:09 GMT 9.5
, and not a single one of you has a heart, or knows what it means to feel anothers heart beat in your chestTundrawolf I am going to be unusually blunt here…….Absolute Bollocks. I, for one, have a heart, and I know what it means to feel another’s heart beat in your chest. And how it feels when it is no longer there. I suspect others here do too. Get a grip man and stop whining. You have more support here that you could ever wish for. Apologies now for my, out of character, bluntness Tundrawolf, but appreciate what you have. Friendship. Help. Understanding. Compassion. Things many people sadly lack. Paul, if I have broken any forum rule, please forgive me.
Oh yeah? You do? You've felt someones heart complete you? Bring you back to life, with their spark? You've known them, by having same same neurological pericardial sack grafted onto your own? You've been through the gates of death? You have? How many fucking times? Wow, Stewart, why didn't you tell me this, before??? Instead, you just listened to me "whine" then waited until I was circling the drain to kick me when I was down. Some friendship I have here, bro! Sounds like I am truly in the company of humans
You edited your reply mid reply
Shove your, "Man up and stop whining!" bullshit right up your ass
I am actually restraining myself, as I probably could get myself banned here for what I really think, whining? I'll wait until you lose someone you care about, more than yourself, more than anything you have ever loved in your entire miserable existence, gut punch you in public, kick you in the jaw, and demand you stop whinging and crying like a little fucking BITCH. FUCK YOU, Stewart, and go fuck yourself. You haven't known an ounce of pain in your entire life, and if you have, you nurse it away with food rather than confronting it like I am trying to do. This world does not deserve me, it does not deserve people like me, and I believe in the end, it will crumble to dust, as it deserves, rather than be any sort of anchor of life like was hoped for.
And it will because of people who tell others, to "Stop whining"
fuck yourself
This "man up" bullshit is why men are suffering the way they are, why this world sucks, I am not WHINING you little pussy, I am EXPRESSING MY PAIN and if you have a problem with that (if it makes you uncomfortable because you are WEAK), kindly place me on ignore/no friend list. I don't like weak little men who are incapable of pouring their hearts out, and I loathe cowards who tell men who do, to "stop whining"
You are the worst kind of being in existence: a fucking human
There is no grip to get for me, and if my presence here has taught me anything, it's only given me enough to hope to finally see that, and come to terms with it
You are the reason why this world sucks, your hard heart, your cold heart, you know NOTHING of the matters of the heart. None of you do, and this goes to prove it. You only have your own experiences, and my guess is- not a single one of you has passed through deaths door, nor seen the woman you have been longing for your entire life, nor felt her heart complete you, beating in your chest as your other half, nor connected with her mind.
The more I respond here, the lonelier I feel.
I can't wait to find someone who's suffering, and struggling, and tell them to stop whining, maybe if I eat ten pizzas I'll finally feel better and all my problems will go away
fuck you!!!
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Post by stewartedwards on Sept 21, 2024 6:05:21 GMT 9.5
Tundrawolf I am going to be unusually blunt here…….Absolute Bollocks. I, for one, have a heart, and I know what it means to feel another’s heart beat in your chest. And how it feels when it is no longer there. I suspect others here do too. Get a grip man and stop whining. You have more support here that you could ever wish for. Apologies now for my, out of character, bluntness Tundrawolf, but appreciate what you have. Friendship. Help. Understanding. Compassion. Things many people sadly lack. Paul, if I have broken any forum rule, please forgive me. Oh yeah? You do? You've felt someones heart complete you? Bring you back to life, with their spark? You've known them, by having same same neurological pericardial sack grafted onto your own? You've been through the gates of death? You have? How many fucking times? Wow, Stewart, why didn't you tell me this, before??? Instead, you just listened to me "whine" then waited until I was circling the drain to kick me when I was down. Some friendship I have here, bro! Sounds like I am truly in the company of humans
You edited your reply mid reply Shove your, "Man up and stop whining!" bullshit right up your ass I am actually restraining myself, as I probably could get myself banned here for what I really think, whining? I'll wait until you lose someone you care about, more than yourself, more than anything you have ever loved in your entire miserable existence, gut punch you in public, kick you in the jaw, and demand you stop whinging and crying like a little fucking BITCH. FUCK YOU, Stewart, and go fuck yourself. You haven't known an ounce of pain in your entire life, and if you have, you nurse it away with food rather than confronting it like I am trying to do. This world does not deserve me, it does not deserve people like me, and I believe in the end, it will crumble to dust, as it deserves, rather than be any sort of anchor of life like was hoped for. And it will because of people who tell others, to "Stop whining"
fuck yourself
This "man up" bullshit is why men are suffering the way they are, why this world sucks, I am not WHINING you little pussy, I am EXPRESSING MY PAIN and if you have a problem with that (if it makes you uncomfortable because you are WEAK), kindly place me on ignore/no friend list. I don't like weak little men who are incapable of pouring their hearts out, and I loathe cowards who tell men who do, to "stop whining"
You are the worst kind of being in existence: a fucking human
There is no grip to get for me, and if my presence here has taught me anything, it's only given me enough to hope to finally see that, and come to terms with it You are the reason why this world sucks, your hard heart, your cold heart, you know NOTHING of the matters of the heart. None of you do, and this goes to prove it. You only have your own experiences, and my guess is- not a single one of you has passed through deaths door, nor seen the woman you have been longing for your entire life, nor felt her heart complete you, beating in your chest as your other half, nor connected with her mind. The more I respond here, the lonelier I feel.
I can't wait to find someone who's suffering, and struggling, and tell them to stop whining, maybe if I eat ten pizzas I'll finally feel better and all my problems will go away fuck you!!!
Tundrawolf Which response to my post is the true you? This one or the one above?
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Post by paul on Sept 21, 2024 8:01:21 GMT 9.5
...It is on 5.4 that the Personal Will conceals itself. The intelligence that is called the PW supervises the human defense systems. This serves to integrate the human personality - so that it can effectively defend the PW. The core value of the PW is its self-esteem. This makes acquiring humility a particularly difficult task even when some soul influence is active. The PW has many means of disguising its existence, and is particularly unwilling that its eyes be seen - leading to the common practice of humans of wearing dark glasses even indoors. The Personal Will hates to be wrong. A fellow I play Bridge with has just been diagnosed with terminal cancer. He cannot let go of his lifetime beliefs and so will not treat himself with the 10 grams a day of Vitamin C that I recommended. Each chooses their own path - even if they do not know what they are choosing or how they choose it A mammal the size of an adult human would produce about 10 gms Vit C a day. It is a healthy dose rather than therapeutic. What sort of evolution results in humans and monkeys not generating Vit C while apparently all the other mammals do?
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Post by stewartedwards on Sept 21, 2024 17:14:42 GMT 9.5
Funnily enough, and you will love this Paul, one of the drugs I am about to start on (treatment slightly delayed) requires that I avoid vitamin C. I would have to check which one but I remember reading it in one of the booklets the consultant and nurse gave me. Perhaps, your bridge friend, like me, views it as a learning experience? I for one found great value in getting to know myself better through the effects and side effects of my last treatment. This one is much tougher, so I expect that I will gain more self knowledge. In past incarnations it would be death without drugs, being ripped apart by predatory animals, torture, etc. All not nice, but equally all an experience. With the animal one excepted, due to speed (but available as memory hooks in subsequent lives), all provide scope for self learning. Better to have a peaceful pain free death obviously. Here is the drug, apparently it’s large doses of vit C that I should avoid. www.myeloma.org.uk/wp-content/uploads/2023/04/Myeloma-UK-Bortezomib-Treatment-Guide.pdf(And that is just one of the three cancer drugs, and a bone drug, and supporting meds.)
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Post by stewartedwards on Sept 21, 2024 17:20:49 GMT 9.5
Tundrawolf
Are you ok this morning? (Whenever that is your time).
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Post by paul on Sept 21, 2024 17:51:14 GMT 9.5
>requires that I avoid vitamin C.
From your link: "This causes proteins to build up to toxic levels, killing the cell."
I am repeatedly amazed that humans think that toxins can save them from death
Perhaps it would be better to deal with the causes of cancer.
If causes are unknown, just increase the life force in the physical, etheric and emotional bodies
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Post by stewartedwards on Sept 21, 2024 18:00:56 GMT 9.5
>requires that I avoid vitamin C. From your link: "This causes proteins to build up to toxic levels, killing the cell." I am repeatedly amazed that humans think that toxins can save them from death Perhaps it would be better to deal with the causes of cancer. If causes are unknown, just increase the life force in the physical, etheric and emotional bodies I feel your exasperation Paul. 1. Increasing the life force in the physical, etheric and emotional bodies, could lead to a very long lifespan….in one incarnation. This assumes that you want a looooooonnnnnng incarnation. 2. Maybe, once you have done your bit, it is best to hand over to the next generation? You yourself note how different they are. Let them have the reigns. 3. As I noted above, there is much value in experience. Not all experiences are desired, but can still lead to positive self knowledge and growth. I certainly gained a lot from my five years of treatment so far. Side effects a bit of a bu**er I give you (being constantly knackered, peripheral neuropathy etc), but again these can provide experience and personal growth opportunities. Better not to have them obviously.
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Post by paul on Sept 21, 2024 18:41:50 GMT 9.5
>This assumes that you want a looooooonnnnnng incarnation.
My own view is that I continue to gain functionality. Why would I want to terminate a life and take 42 years of the next incarnation preparing for a mission?
(See Hitchhikers Guide to the Galaxy for the significance of 42)
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