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Mar 28, 2023 2:49:53 GMT 9.5
Post by stewartedwards on Mar 28, 2023 2:49:53 GMT 9.5
Here is a question for you Paul. I know the answer in terms of our life experience, you know real world stuff.
But, from a completely esoteric perspective, while I can make an educated guess, you are the expert here: why do I have so many family problems? (I know many families also do).
I post this as it might help others here.
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Mar 28, 2023 8:52:44 GMT 9.5
Post by paul on Mar 28, 2023 8:52:44 GMT 9.5
There are perhaps 3 main immediate sources of high level family problems:
- group/family karma - personal karma - the Oppression System.
These are how (mechanisms) rather than why (causes)
I was looking at such a case yesterday: a single father with a young boy with chronic pain in the abdomen with no medical cause.
A year ago I removed the entity causing the pain but now a different entity has taken over and the pain is back.
I was shown a scene in 1640 in Lancaster where the current father with a sword, proudly cut off the head of a young man, now his son.
I saw a scene in 1820 in a basement flat in London where the current father was beating his son (now reborn with him) with a heavy rod - and enjoying being righteously angry.
Unfortunately the father is still instinctively proud of the beheading - hence unable to move on.
It does not help that the father has a dark entity sitting on top of his heart - preventing the Flame exercise.
The father has another dark entity on the bottom of his heart with a dark energy line to his genitals.
The woman asking about him, came close to a sexual relationship with him, despite being warned about engaging with his family karma.
So the family situation is far from being resolvable. The man needs humility and self-forgiveness. That is a long way off.
I have mentioned a woman before who has come from outside this universe to take human form (on this planet at least). She was born into a family that is subject to the Oppression System. This was overtly to prevent her unfolding of her cosmic functionality but there may be deeper reasons - for example to provide excuses for inner Earth species to assist surface dwellers.
She is divorced from her current OS handler and told me that she had been determined not to have children but wanted grandchildren. (There seems to have been an instinct that she would not get pure children). So they adopted two children, both heavily under the OS. The boy, now about 40 is a drug addict, so the adoptive mother manages his money - being on call 24/7 to put a few dollars into his account so he can buy food etc. What a good way to fill up her bandwidth.
Anyway the adopted girl had some children and the first born is a beautiful cosmic being - unfortunately currently believing every thing her mother tells her.
In such situations the OS usually has attractively unsuitable males lined up to ensure she always has an OS partner.
>why do I have so many family problems
In your case the trouble seems to start in later Atlantis where there was much political conflict between the various kingdoms.
(Apparently the first ray (will) temple from Atlantis set up in UK - hence the UK role in world political processes. Arthur was from the NE kingdom - travelling to Scotland by small boat to avoid detection)
There were/are various Atlantean colonies in Europe including the Moray Firth, Etruria and the Basques and probably Sumer. Egypt too.
The political conflicts continue through the reincarnated descendants - with plenty of family karma involving land and blood.
So there you were in the decline of Atlantis attempting to put together alliances with groups/kingdoms that did not respect you.
Your current broad family contains players from various warring groups.
Is it time to move on?
Of course I could be wrong
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Mar 28, 2023 11:23:50 GMT 9.5
Post by stewartedwards on Mar 28, 2023 11:23:50 GMT 9.5
>why do I have so many family problems In your case the trouble seems to start in later Atlantis where there was much political conflict between the various kingdoms. (Apparently the first ray (will) temple from Atlantis set up in UK - hence the UK role in world political processes. Arthur was from the NE kingdom - travelling to Scotland by small boat to avoid detection) There were/are various Atlantean colonies in Europe including the Moray Firth, Etruria and the Basques and probably Sumer. Egypt too. The political conflicts continue through the reincarnated descendants - with plenty of family karma involving land and blood. So there you were in the decline of Atlantis attempting to put together alliances with groups/kingdoms that did not respect you. Your current broad family contains players from various warring groups. Is it time to move on? Thank you Paul. That does help explain a few things, right from childhood till today. Thoughts.. 1. Unlike say Egypt or China, or Russia, I just don’t remember Atlantis. 2. I agree for some, until now, unexplained reason, I have always felt that my country had an importance in global affairs that, short of being post colonial, I could not explain. 3. I do have a family member who resonates strongly with Sumer/Babylon/Assyria. 4. Interesting, a few years ago now, I began to be able to resonate with that part of the world myself. Gaining, in a museum, cross religion and culture support and assistance took decades, (it was something that I never intended, I just followed the energies), and one of the last were Assyrian guardians. Blew me away. 5. My wider family, like many, does have some issues (which I won’t go into out of respect), that could be explained this way. 6. As you know, much of my work since the millennium has been trying to bring diverse groups into better harmony. 7. Re respecting me, fortunately that doesn’t worry me so much. I am far more interested in sustainable global balance moving forwards. As you know I have concluded that to achieve this we need to evolve as a species. 8. I agree about my broad, and sadly near, family warring. It’s sad to watch, though fortunately I have managed to get through nearly six decades of it. 9. I agree that it is time to move on, and as you know have been, on one level doing this for quite some time. On a another level I decided enough was enough last November. I am much more content as a result. Interesting I am now beginning to see some unexpected progress in a couple of family members, but it is still early days. 10. Relating point 9 to a wider non family perspective (in this lifetime), I have always found it interesting how similarly reflected things are, nationally and globally. Though some of the childhood stuff only begun to make sense, in this context, over the past quarter century. 11. Funny old life. Thank you again Paul.
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Mar 28, 2023 11:32:18 GMT 9.5
Post by paul on Mar 28, 2023 11:32:18 GMT 9.5
> I just don’t remember Atlantis.
Can you visualise a cloud of energy around your head. It closes your head blocking off Atlantean experiences.
There is an elemental sitting on top of the cloud. I do not advise either way, but if you have had enough of that blocking, push heart-light to the elemental and send it home. You have the inner authority to do that
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Mar 28, 2023 11:41:27 GMT 9.5
Post by stewartedwards on Mar 28, 2023 11:41:27 GMT 9.5
> I just don’t remember Atlantis. Can you visualise a cloud of energy around your head. It closes your head blocking off Atlantean experiences. There is an elemental sitting on top of the cloud. I do not advise either way, but if you have had enough of that blocking, push heart-light to the elemental and send it home. You have the inner authority to do that I will come back to this Paul, as it is 3am here, and I would rather explore such things when I am more awake. At a more general level, I can easily visualise many energy threads around and within me, mostly radiating outwards (above, below and on this planet). In some ways I can almost feel the beating heart of this planet. But that is not the question you asked. Now that is interesting, I can feel an unease above my head, as if it is annoyed that it has been spotted. I am not going to act rashly, for I understand that to properly balance you need to balance the whole spectrum. I am going to go and have a bit of an explore and try ascertain whys. Thank you.
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Mar 28, 2023 11:53:38 GMT 9.5
Post by stewartedwards on Mar 28, 2023 11:53:38 GMT 9.5
Well that was quick. I am only typing this to record and give some real time feedback.
1. Paul, do you perceive a hinged connection between the elemental cloud and the back of my neck? 2. Was Atlantis in the North Atlantic, and Lemuria the South Pacific? 3. Are you yourself, Paul, from Lemurian stock?
4. Initial elemental feeling, it seems to think, and I have to say perhaps with some justification, that it has been helping me not to burn myself out through going too fast. Equally though I understand that there may be other underlying reasons, with that been a cover.
Back to exploring and dozing.
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Mar 28, 2023 13:46:25 GMT 9.5
Post by paul on Mar 28, 2023 13:46:25 GMT 9.5
>a hinged connection between the elemental cloud and the back of my neck? I can see that now. The hinge is likely an implant. How does the implant feel to you? >Atlantis in the North Atlantic, and Lemuria the South Pacific? Both were quite large and so rather central in both cases. The Lemurian black magicians are still actively incarnating - largely within the Oppression System. Hawaii used to be part of Lemuria. www.amazon.com.au/Lost-Continent-Mu-James-Churchward/dp/193188272XThe Canary Islands were once part of Atlantis - or at least were a refuge for some escapees. The Guanches seem to have had no sea-going craft. en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Guanches>Are you yourself, Paul, from Lemurian stock? I have seen myself in some Atlantean scenes and also in a scene about 63 000 years ago at the Great Pyramid. I know a wife that I had in Hawaii perhaps 80 000 years ago. She is now a NZ Maori.
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Mar 28, 2023 17:48:42 GMT 9.5
Post by stewartedwards on Mar 28, 2023 17:48:42 GMT 9.5
>a hinged connection between the elemental cloud and the back of my neck? I can see that now. The hinge is likely an implant. How does the implant feel to you? >Atlantis in the North Atlantic, and Lemuria the South Pacific? Both were quite large and so rather central in both cases. The Lemurian black magicians are still actively incarnating - largely within the Oppression System. Hawaii used to be part of Lemuria. www.amazon.com.au/Lost-Continent-Mu-James-Churchward/dp/193188272XThe Canary Islands were once part of Atlantis - or at least were a refuge for some escapees. The Guanches seem to have had no sea-going craft. en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Guanches>Are you yourself, Paul, from Lemurian stock? I have seen myself in some Atlantean scenes and also in a scene about 63 000 years ago at the Great Pyramid. I know a wife that I had in Hawaii perhaps 80 000 years ago. She is now a NZ Maori. Well it has been an interesting night. I will start with the replies you kindly made Paul. This has been a learning experience that I hope others here can learn from. 1. The hinge/implant I hope is now gone. Can you still see any remnants Paul? It was easy enough to remove, but took time, as it was on numerous levels piled on top of each other. The first was very much like medieval ironwork, the last very light and near transparent. The sheer number of connections in the first kept me busy, both tube and chain like (how my mind interpreted them). Both before and after I have no feelings about it. It only became apparent after a quick chat with the elemental you directed me too. I hope that I have healed the area sufficiently, but equally am not that bothered. 2. The location of Atlantis and Lemuria were just pieces of information that came to me as I started to get the elemental moving. Hawaii is very much in the North Pacific so I guess that I was being misled. Just as the information that you were Lemurian yourself Paul. Hope that you are not offended! I certainly don’t see you as a black magician. 3. So where did the incorrect information in 2 come from? Presumably the elemental. Buy why? To hinder your work? 4. I have zero doubts about you and the Great Pyramid Paul. Other.. 5. On balance, besides any control aspects slowing me down, I do think that this cloud has helped me be the tortoise in a positive way. It was interesting lifting it open to let 5% more light in, etc. There is quite a force of light above it. The elemental did not seem agitated nor concerned about increasing the flow of light. Though I remain curious as to why I encountered incorrect information. 6. I would imagine that this is just imagination based on my recent work with gemstones, but it did seem to be within a green flat crystal, within the cloud. 7. Overall, this exercise has helped me visualise better a number of issues, and has been very much worthwhile. 8. As I type this I do get the sense that some powerful forces, in Europe of all places (I feel very much at home in Europe), are a tad annoyed at this progression. Still as I remain happy to let them do their thing I am unsure why. If I were to hazard a guess they seem to be in fear of losing their power. I think that I might irritate them. Which is funny given that I spent many years identifying solutions to this planets issues that meant, subject to normal electoral whims, that no one lost their relative power, while securing everyone’s future! Mind you that’s addiction for you (to power, fear of losing it, money, etc). 9. Proper balance requires all sides. Too far to the light and you become airy fairy and ineffective in daily life, while too far into darkness and you do harm. Getting the balance right is the challenge.
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Mar 28, 2023 18:45:00 GMT 9.5
Post by paul on Mar 28, 2023 18:45:00 GMT 9.5
>Can you still see any remnants Paul?
There is a dent in the top of your lightbody. I suggest you push heart-light to fill it up
>The location of Atlantis and Lemuria were just pieces of information
Both continents existed for a long time and no doubt were subject to various earth changes. So location/extent without timeframes is difficult to evaluate.
For example the Greek accounts of Atlantis only refer to the final period.
> it did seem to be within a green flat crystal, within the cloud.
Within the green crystal is an energy anchor from outside this planet
>they seem to be in fear of losing their power.
It is the end of an era. The new era is likely to be a discontinuity with the past
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Mar 28, 2023 20:32:20 GMT 9.5
Post by stewartedwards on Mar 28, 2023 20:32:20 GMT 9.5
>they seem to be in fear of losing their power. It is the end of an era. The new era is likely to be a discontinuity with the past Hopefully the evolution will be relative smooth and beneficial to all throughout it’s happening. Mind you it’s a multi generational thing. Sadly it appears that the chances are, in getting there, things might be quite turbulent (eg consider current global affairs and how they are being handled and playing out). I am just an optimist. but one who recognises the inbuilt resistance to change . Mind you I can only see forward a quarter of a century, while you can see to at least 2080. Given that I am now simply observing, it is interesting to watch. I wonder how those currently putting off the inevitable in fear or over confidence, will cope when/if divine powers decide to help humanity take a leap forwards? Still they have had plenty of time to choose to retain control, but instead seem to have chosen to have one last hurrah, at the expense of everyone up to and including the middle class.
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Mar 29, 2023 5:01:48 GMT 9.5
Post by stewartedwards on Mar 29, 2023 5:01:48 GMT 9.5
Within the green crystal is an energy anchor from outside this planet And it is an interesting anchor Paul. I have been exploring it. It’s got a lot of force to it. When I push up on it, brilliant light streams in. When I climb up it and follow to its source, it is quite beautiful, brilliant light, white with golden hues, and I think a touch of blue. I feel quite at home there swimming in the light. Coming back down, I can feel the step progression from divinity to physical. Absolutely fascinating. Does my data make sense with what you perceive Paul?
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Mar 29, 2023 6:06:35 GMT 9.5
Post by paul on Mar 29, 2023 6:06:35 GMT 9.5
>I climb up it and follow to its source
Is that source within the solar system?
>I feel quite at home there swimming in the light
Can you see that that light is connected to your heart, even when you are back in human form?
>I can feel the step progression from divinity to physical
Now that you have experienced that process, can you go back up without using the energy anchor?
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Mar 29, 2023 16:56:55 GMT 9.5
Post by stewartedwards on Mar 29, 2023 16:56:55 GMT 9.5
>I climb up it and follow to its source Is that source within the solar system? >I feel quite at home there swimming in the light Can you see that that light is connected to your heart, even when you are back in human form? >I can feel the step progression from divinity to physical Now that you have experienced that process, can you go back up without using the energy anchor? Ok let’s try this in real time. I am a bit tired but let’s see how it goes. 1. Is that Source within the solar system? Initial thought and perspective from viewing from the source - No. it seems more like the centre of our galaxy. Let me double check. Same. 2. Can you see that that light is connected to your heart, even when you are back in human form? Interesting. Initially no. Looking from source, after two attempts I just realised that I saw the connection. It was easier from Earth perspective. Looking purely from human form, it took a few seconds (but seemed like minutes) but yes, I can now see it. Let me focus back on it, hold on, yes. This is interesting as the strongest initial connection was with my lower heart, but the more that I look (in human form) the more my upper heart is filling with it. In some ways it feels powerful. A bit like a nuclear reactor coming on line in my upper heart, I guess. 3. Now that you have experienced that process, can you go back up without using the energy anchor? Having just done precisely that a few times during this post, the answer is yes. Let me experiment for a moment. That was funny. Yes. It seems that I might now be able to view our entire galaxy from the centre. There is a lot of activity. A quick look at the dark side of our moon showed structures and activity. More generally there are a fair number of craft in our neck of the woods. It seems those astronauts that have spoken out were telling the truth. This is worthy of another test, based on past feeling. Hold on. It seems that I do indeed hold the authority to enter craft, even those who don’t like me much. The difference in attitudes towards what I have been doing for the past quarter century is interesting and confirms my instinct. Some more than happy, some ambivalent, some annoyed that I haven’t been forceful and simply taken power, some annoyed that the relevant humans (undefined) haven’t enabled me as was expected of them. For me I am very grateful to those fellow humans who have enable me right from childhood. There is no way of me being objective about this. Either my ego is surging out of control or there is indeed a lot of support above for me. Interesting some of the more forceful above are annoyed at other humans for not doing what is expected of them to enable me; much more than they are annoyed at me for not forcing things. I would most definitely not want to be in the shoes of those on Earth who have defied their instructions from above.
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Mar 29, 2023 18:09:27 GMT 9.5
Post by paul on Mar 29, 2023 18:09:27 GMT 9.5
Good
> strongest initial connection was with my lower heart, but the more that I look (in human form) the more my upper heart is filling with it.
The lower subplanes of the heart chakra are the personal heart. The subplanes anchored in the top of the heart chakra are cosmic heart
>hold the authority to enter craft, even those who don’t like me much
Many of the craft are biological and will respond to your intent - if you have sufficient authority.
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Mar 31, 2023 4:40:26 GMT 9.5
Post by stewartedwards on Mar 31, 2023 4:40:26 GMT 9.5
Just wanted to provide a data point.
Today I have done nothing unusual. I have not intended to change anything, except the neck lever, that after eradicating, returned as a hook, which I dealt with again. It is funny visualising mechanical devices, anyhow I don’t need anything to raise me up so it got the proverbial boot. Let’s see if it returns.
But, three things have happened today that were unexpected. I won’t provide details just conceptually.
1. I had to deal with a sadly common event, and my words seemed to have more, in a positive way, influential power. Just a little thing, but noticeable.
2. I was able to break an annoying energy bond, in another real life event. Again just a small, but material thing.
3. Again my words in an everyday situation resulted in progress. Normally they would have had no or negative effect. There are a couple of other aspects here for full understanding but I want to be evasive. Unusual for me I know.
As I reflect upon the day, I have to ask what has changed? Yesterday.
My point, the decades of work is worth persevering with.
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Mar 31, 2023 8:47:42 GMT 9.5
Post by paul on Mar 31, 2023 8:47:42 GMT 9.5
Do you feel that your spiritual authority has increased?
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Mar 31, 2023 17:02:58 GMT 9.5
Post by stewartedwards on Mar 31, 2023 17:02:58 GMT 9.5
Do you feel that your spiritual authority has increased? Yes. The question for me is does the following accord with your perception Paul? (A check to see if my ego is running riot). If you disagree please be blunt, I really will not mind. 1. This planet, as I have suspected, is my responsibility. As such I do have the authority to act as I see fit in its long term interests. 2. Our solar stem is under my authority. But obviously not day to day control. That one surprised me. 3. My authority comes from the centre of our galaxy. I found it fascinating to look from that perspective, both into the ‘black hole’ and outwards into creation. 4. Within myself I can feel much stronger energy flows. Mad as the proverbial hatter, Slogging Scotsman (my old triathlon race name), Ma’at Ankh Re. Stewart. Keep Slogging! Added: I do recognise that this might be a sign of undiagnosed mental illness or the effects of long term medical use of Dexamethasone.
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Mar 31, 2023 19:23:04 GMT 9.5
Post by stewartedwards on Mar 31, 2023 19:23:04 GMT 9.5
The above makes me sound very arrogant, sorry. Obviously we all have a responsibility to this planet we call home.
On a practical level, nothing has changed.
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Mar 31, 2023 19:40:02 GMT 9.5
Post by paul on Mar 31, 2023 19:40:02 GMT 9.5
>Our solar stem is under my authority. But obviously not day to day control. That one surprised me.
The key concept is "my".
The real you has extended a myriad of lines of light into this solar system anchoring in various kingdoms/species on/in various planets and inter-planetary spaces. There is much redundancy
As the human you becomes aligned and transparent, the central authority flows easily into the humanness
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Apr 1, 2023 1:21:48 GMT 9.5
Post by stewartedwards on Apr 1, 2023 1:21:48 GMT 9.5
>Our solar stem is under my authority. But obviously not day to day control. That one surprised me. The key concept is "my". The real you has extended a myriad of lines of light into this solar system anchoring in various kingdoms/species on/in various planets and inter-planetary spaces. There is much redundancy As the human you becomes aligned and transparent, the central authority flows easily into the humanness 1. Well that certainly explains a lot, eg the keys and signposts I have stumbled across in life that have helped me forwards. Paul, I had assumed everyone had these and you just had to be ready to feel them. Please tell me that is true (ie it is not only me). 2. As you might imagine Paul my inner energies are somewhat more coherently formed. I just hope that once I have finished harmonising that I will act with wisdom and manage to rebalance, and retain that balance. 3. Spooks - I could use a WEF invite in January, just to observe in the first year. Oh and £6 trillion (inflation ), freedom and time, to help me work with the banking system to encourage more sustainability and less money addiction. Feeding through to corporate values, environmental impact and employee work life balance. Oh and to fund and operate an oceanographic research fleet. I can start today. Shall I wait by the phone (Bug**r I just realised that I would then have to keep myself going for another quarter of a century ish). 4. In the meantime I remain happy to remain passive.
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