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Post by sammy on May 22, 2022 13:14:41 GMT 9.5
Sammy, Paul Thank you. Much to ponder on. Sammy, so at a very basic and simplified level, you could equate it with eg your conscience v your desires? Then scale it up from there as you get your mind around it? Yes/No? Paul, ok that is going to require some thought, though I remember this framework from a decade plus ago, is it Alice Bailey? On the one hand I simply don’t see ‘entities’, but can feel ‘energies’ which might of course be one and the same thing. What I do know is that I am occasionally able (eg at museum exhibitions) to ‘dive into’ some objects (including religious ones across religions) and swim. Others is more a brief, ‘hand holding’ or ‘hey look here’ type situation. Now, if not through humans, other forms of life, and the physical aspects of this planet, (whether during or pre incarnation), how do they ‘implement’? Where I am at it seems like implementation has to be done through the structures (eg humans) on a planet. Whether overtly (Nefilim come down and tell us what to do) or covertly (as humans balance their internal forces eg desire v conscience). What am I missing? Now I may be mentally ill in some way. I may be too egotistic. It could be the effects of Dexamethasone (cancer steroid). But I spent two decades in a combination of ‘listening and feeling, reflecting etc’ while trying to improve myself, and with the benefit of hindsight I guess implement a renewed, and I really don’t know the correct word here, but we will go with covenant (be nice essentially, though I have often failed there myself). After two decades I realised that I had a choice (not strictly true I was vaguely aware of it in my NDE: though I was also completely unaware of it, which I know will make no sense), of ‘auditing and reporting back’ (my favoured approach) or cracking on and trying to aid self evolution (as opposed to it being imposed from above). This seems, from my NDE to be Gods preferred approach for me (given I was asked to return despite passing judgement (twice) and being extremely willing to take that singular final step out of here). I just can’t see, with any sense of realistically, how I could ‘implement’ that given the way our world is at the moment, beyond having complete freedom, unlimited money, and time. None of which are realistic. Maybe I am making an error of judgement and God really does just want me to observe and report back, which I am more than happy to do, with the rest just being my ego, desires etc. So my point Paul, and I am listening to you, is, if not through humans etc (whether through mass opening of hearts caused by individual work or inspiration; or through specific individuals eg the awaited reincarnated Budda (and similar with other religions); or through ordinary people who have worked hard on themselves illuminating the way for those who follow them), how does God or ‘entities’, implement? I just struggle to see how implementation can happen, if not through the physical structures in place.eg Humans, you, me and the bloke over the road, the lady with a lamp and the dog with a bone. Perhaps consciousness vs will would be a better phrasing. But yes, scaling up or growing in your chosen direction.
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Post by stewartedwards on May 22, 2022 16:08:04 GMT 9.5
Sammy, Paul Thank you. Much to ponder on. Sammy, so at a very basic and simplified level, you could equate it with eg your conscience v your desires? Then scale it up from there as you get your mind around it? Yes/No? Paul, ok that is going to require some thought, though I remember this framework from a decade plus ago, is it Alice Bailey? On the one hand I simply don’t see ‘entities’, but can feel ‘energies’ which might of course be one and the same thing. What I do know is that I am occasionally able (eg at museum exhibitions) to ‘dive into’ some objects (including religious ones across religions) and swim. Others is more a brief, ‘hand holding’ or ‘hey look here’ type situation. Now, if not through humans, other forms of life, and the physical aspects of this planet, (whether during or pre incarnation), how do they ‘implement’? Where I am at it seems like implementation has to be done through the structures (eg humans) on a planet. Whether overtly (Nefilim come down and tell us what to do) or covertly (as humans balance their internal forces eg desire v conscience). What am I missing? Now I may be mentally ill in some way. I may be too egotistic. It could be the effects of Dexamethasone (cancer steroid). But I spent two decades in a combination of ‘listening and feeling, reflecting etc’ while trying to improve myself, and with the benefit of hindsight I guess implement a renewed, and I really don’t know the correct word here, but we will go with covenant (be nice essentially, though I have often failed there myself). After two decades I realised that I had a choice (not strictly true I was vaguely aware of it in my NDE: though I was also completely unaware of it, which I know will make no sense), of ‘auditing and reporting back’ (my favoured approach) or cracking on and trying to aid self evolution (as opposed to it being imposed from above). This seems, from my NDE to be Gods preferred approach for me (given I was asked to return despite passing judgement (twice) and being extremely willing to take that singular final step out of here). I just can’t see, with any sense of realistically, how I could ‘implement’ that given the way our world is at the moment, beyond having complete freedom, unlimited money, and time. None of which are realistic. Maybe I am making an error of judgement and God really does just want me to observe and report back, which I am more than happy to do, with the rest just being my ego, desires etc. So my point Paul, and I am listening to you, is, if not through humans etc (whether through mass opening of hearts caused by individual work or inspiration; or through specific individuals eg the awaited reincarnated Budda (and similar with other religions); or through ordinary people who have worked hard on themselves illuminating the way for those who follow them), how does God or ‘entities’, implement? I just struggle to see how implementation can happen, if not through the physical structures in place.eg Humans, you, me and the bloke over the road, the lady with a lamp and the dog with a bone. Perhaps consciousness vs will would be a better phrasing. But yes, scaling up or growing in your chosen direction. thank you Sammy.
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Post by conflagratorofspirit on Aug 9, 2022 8:41:48 GMT 9.5
Generally the human population recognises some experience of telepathy from remarkable coincidences of thought with close companions. (If there antagonism the telepathy is inverted - with a tendency to opposite thoughts) How do those humans that experience telepathy know when it is their own thought and when it is other? Hey Paul, would this sort of situation also be considered schitzophrenia? I did a search on the forum for schitzophreniaand returned no results so this is as close as I could get. I'm not thinking half of the things I post on this forum. I mean they are clearly not my thoughts until I get "switched on" I would say. I find this has been an on going issue for quite some time now. I mean, these voices( thoughts), they burst out on their own some times and just take over my conversations. I can even have full out arguments /discussions at times. I find myself wanting to apologise on the forum most of the times after things are said. A lot of times after writing complete topics with just the most ignorant things said, I catch myself and delete what took hours of my time to write. I am working on bringing in the light yet I also fight these voices which tell me not to. I can't believe that it should be this difficult.
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Post by sammy on Aug 19, 2022 1:27:18 GMT 9.5
Generally the human population recognises some experience of telepathy from remarkable coincidences of thought with close companions. (If there antagonism the telepathy is inverted - with a tendency to opposite thoughts) How do those humans that experience telepathy know when it is their own thought and when it is other? Hey Paul, would this sort of situation also be considered schitzophrenia? I did a search on the forum for schitzophreniaand returned no results so this is as close as I could get. I'm not thinking half of the things I post on this forum. I mean they are clearly not my thoughts until I get "switched on" I would say. I find this has been an on going issue for quite some time now. I mean, these voices( thoughts), they burst out on their own some times and just take over my conversations. I can even have full out arguments /discussions at times. I find myself wanting to apologise on the forum most of the times after things are said. A lot of times after writing complete topics with just the most ignorant things said, I catch myself and delete what took hours of my time to write. I am working on bringing in the light yet I also fight these voices which tell me not to. I can't believe that it should be this difficult. This happens to me constantly as well.. better now I think (probably not). When lines of logic cross it can be tricky keeping the pathway straight.
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Post by stewartedwards on Aug 19, 2022 2:16:07 GMT 9.5
Hey Paul, would this sort of situation also be considered schitzophrenia? I did a search on the forum for schitzophreniaand returned no results so this is as close as I could get. I'm not thinking half of the things I post on this forum. I mean they are clearly not my thoughts until I get "switched on" I would say. I find this has been an on going issue for quite some time now. I mean, these voices( thoughts), they burst out on their own some times and just take over my conversations. I can even have full out arguments /discussions at times. I find myself wanting to apologise on the forum most of the times after things are said. A lot of times after writing complete topics with just the most ignorant things said, I catch myself and delete what took hours of my time to write. I am working on bringing in the light yet I also fight these voices which tell me not to. I can't believe that it should be this difficult. This happens to me constantly as well.. better now I think (probably not). When lines of logic cross it can be tricky keeping the pathway straight. I wish that I had something useful to say here, as I have never experienced this. Harsh as this may sound, if it were me I definitely would be talking to my doctor. About the only constructive thing that I could suggest if when you want to post, do your post to a notepad, and go back to it later to see if your still want to post. Hopefully Paul can sweep in and guide you in ways I can’t.
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Post by sammy on Aug 19, 2022 6:28:35 GMT 9.5
This happens to me constantly as well.. better now I think (probably not). When lines of logic cross it can be tricky keeping the pathway straight. I wish that I had something useful to say here, as I have never experienced this. Harsh as this may sound, if it were me I definitely would be talking to my doctor. About the only constructive thing that I could suggest if when you want to post, do your post to a notepad, and go back to it later to see if your still want to post. Hopefully Paul can sweep in and guide you in ways I can’t. None needed but thank you for the effort! If "thoughts" are causing harm in your life then I would suggest help as well. All thought is shared good or bad. We cannot say any thought exists that hasn't been thought of yet throughout time and space. A question I see is, how much personal energy can a person leave within a thought?
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Post by paul on Aug 19, 2022 7:11:12 GMT 9.5
>these voices( thoughts), they burst out on their own some times and just take over my conversations. First stage enlightenment requires control of the internal mind. Prior to that, the myriad external intelligences can drop in thoughts that are often not recognized as external. The entity that operates as the Personal Will is the first culprit but there are many others and in the last 50 years, there has been human technology including V2K www.targetedevidence.com/voice-to-skull-v2k.htmlThe more refined the human personality and the stronger the heart-light, the less the mind/brain influence possible by external intelligences
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Post by stewartedwards on Aug 19, 2022 17:50:27 GMT 9.5
A question I see is, how much personal energy can a person leave within a thought? Short answer…I don’t know. Fuller answer…. 1. At least one retired US Military Remote Viewer, I think Lyn Buchan, has somewhere in his books, website, Facebook (but it’s a closed group), or YouTube on Teressa Marshall Frishs channel (one of his students), has talked about how they were able to get inside the mind of targets and direct their thoughts (eg look over there) to get intelligence. I hesitate with this as if it worked why would the US allow such things to be discussed openly by their retired viewers? So maybe propaganda. 2. Everything starts with a thought….I fancy her…..I want to marry her…I want that job with that company….I want to go on holiday too. Actions then follow the thought. 3. How much of your own energy is in your thought, I don’t know, as other factors such as your willpower then also come into play. 4. How much of your own energy you can leave in someone else’s thoughts I don’t know. But it ethically difficult in any case. The above all said I have tried, and visibly failed, over some years now to get powers that be to think about my skillsets (who knows perhaps I have been successful, but the powers that be for whatever reason have discounted me) to help prevent ww3 etc (it’s probably too late for my input to be effective now). I have used exoteric skills eg repetition, fun, it’s £2.7 trillion now , and esoterically, by trying to make my words powerful. But I lack gravitas. Which, incidentally is another reason why I would need stupid sums of money, as, sadly people listen to pound signs/dollars. Forcing your thoughts on others could lead quickly to darkness taking over. Better to gently guide and let others get there in their own time. Paul is a great example of this approach.
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Post by paul on Aug 19, 2022 18:17:17 GMT 9.5
>how much personal energy can a person leave within a thought?
There are several aspects:
- how much energy can be contained/entrained in a thought-form (formed by coherent thought processes over a period of time) - that energy contained is elemental and therefore can be driven/intentioned by a higher entity including a nature spirit - the relationship between the thought-form quality/intent and the quality/intent of the entity within which the thought-form is embedded. E.g. A thought-form about intelligent force may be degraded if within a larger entity that is committed to right relationship - the presence of opposing thought-forms - etc
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Post by stewartedwards on Aug 19, 2022 21:50:16 GMT 9.5
Proof of psychic ability could be….
1. I forget his name (I am really bad with names), but the retired US military remote viewer, who live on Japanese television, was given a missing person case each episode, and he found about half of them.
2. Having mathematically robust results from a large number of events that have been scientifically structured.
Most psychics are not as good as they think they are. It’s relatively easy to get good results from the low hanging fruit. It’s also easy to convince yourself that you are never wrong. Equally successes could be nothing more than good analysis and judgement of more mundane things, whether (in my case) critically reading the news, or in some others, reading people.
My own, albeit limited, experience of psychics is that their accuracy can be woeful.
Now all that said, some people clearly do have skillsets, some of which can do real harm. But these might be quite mundane skills that we don’t yet understand.
On the bright side as we edge closer to global war the various militaries are likely to look again at such skillsets, even if only for propaganda purposes. Mind you I think that the West has a lot of catching up to do. Though I hope that I am wrong.
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Post by sammy on Aug 20, 2022 0:26:43 GMT 9.5
Proof of psychic ability could be…. 1. I forget his name (I am really bad with names), but the retired US military remote viewer, who live on Japanese television, was given a missing person case each episode, and he found about half of them. 2. Having mathematically robust results from a large number of events that have been scientifically structured. Most psychics are not as good as they think they are. It’s relatively easy to get good results from the low hanging fruit. It’s also easy to convince yourself that you are never wrong. Equally successes could be nothing more than good analysis and judgement of more mundane things, whether (in my case) critically reading the news, or in some others, reading people. My own, albeit limited, experience of psychics is that their accuracy can be woeful. Now all that said, some people clearly do have skillsets, some of which can do real harm. But these might be quite mundane skills that we don’t yet understand. On the bright side as we edge closer to global war the various militaries are likely to look again at such skillsets, even if only for propaganda purposes. Mind you I think that the West has a lot of catching up to do. Though I hope that I am wrong. I believe you are at the point you recognize your area of skill/power but can't "connect" to it. Simply resolved... believe it. The world could tell you that you are the most amazing writer ever to live.. but if you don't believe it that power/skill will never be harnessed.
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Post by sammy on Aug 20, 2022 0:45:34 GMT 9.5
Some "thoughts" I feel a large energy behind:
Equality
Truth
Justice
Forgiveness
The biggest energy I feel though comes from love.
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Post by stewartedwards on Aug 20, 2022 2:01:54 GMT 9.5
Proof of psychic ability could be…. 1. I forget his name (I am really bad with names), but the retired US military remote viewer, who live on Japanese television, was given a missing person case each episode, and he found about half of them. 2. Having mathematically robust results from a large number of events that have been scientifically structured. Most psychics are not as good as they think they are. It’s relatively easy to get good results from the low hanging fruit. It’s also easy to convince yourself that you are never wrong. Equally successes could be nothing more than good analysis and judgement of more mundane things, whether (in my case) critically reading the news, or in some others, reading people. My own, albeit limited, experience of psychics is that their accuracy can be woeful. Now all that said, some people clearly do have skillsets, some of which can do real harm. But these might be quite mundane skills that we don’t yet understand. On the bright side as we edge closer to global war the various militaries are likely to look again at such skillsets, even if only for propaganda purposes. Mind you I think that the West has a lot of catching up to do. Though I hope that I am wrong. I believe you are at the point you recognize your area of skill/power but can't "connect" to it. Simply resolved... believe it. The world could tell you that you are the most amazing writer ever to live.. but if you don't believe it that power/skill will never be harnessed. Very astute Sammy. 1. I can connect, I actually stared a post to Paul about this earlier today, to do with me merging into an energy thread that connects to many places, potentially everywhere, from what is most easily described as a black hole, that I feel very comfortable in. The source flow is beautiful. But I decided against it, yet here we are.. . My issue is whether (i) I actually want to be responsible for the proper use of said power. (2) It is an immense responsibility, and there are so many flaws in my character that there must be better qualified candidates out there. 2. I believe it alright, and being immersed I no longer have to follow the energy threads, but can be part of them. Again however I question whether I am the best choice? Would I employ myself for this role? 3. Even if I went for it, and in a way I already have on a small scale, I can see no obvious ways that I could make a positive difference (short of the trillionaire scenario) as some religious folk, some nations, etc, may well want to assassinate me, blackmail me or kidnap and torture my family. There is no way (short of the money route) that I could keep the different earthly forces sort of in balance. That I currently see. Ultimately though, in principle you are correct, in that I am not sure that I am good enough for the job. Support from on high is no problem, support from nations, corporations and organisations now that is another matter. I guess that I am neutered on the modern day earthly plain. Which is a two edged sword as if I hadn’t been neutered I doubt I would be where I am today.
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Post by stewartedwards on Aug 20, 2022 2:17:19 GMT 9.5
Sammy
Some of the necessary, but not sufficient, earthly things I would need to do to leap forwards and have half a chance….
1. Visit certain places globally. Antarctica obviously, Bhutan, plenty of others. 2. As I did a couple of decades ago, face certain physical fears and gain certain experiences. I had to miss one today due to a family issue that I prioritised, but for many I would need to be in other countries. Some are high billionaire expensive. 3. Fund parts of the UN, certain charities, attend certain specific conferences, direct funding to certain (mainstream) areas, etc. 4. Learn French (I have very basic skills) and Mandarin. 5. Me, family, country, world. Ensuring I maintain my integrity through blackmail etc.
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Post by sammy on Aug 20, 2022 3:28:53 GMT 9.5
I believe you are at the point you recognize your area of skill/power but can't "connect" to it. Simply resolved... believe it. The world could tell you that you are the most amazing writer ever to live.. but if you don't believe it that power/skill will never be harnessed. Very astute Sammy. 1. I can connect, I actually stared a post to Paul about this earlier today, to do with me merging into an energy thread that connects to many places, potentially everywhere, from what is most easily described as a black hole, that I feel very comfortable in. The source flow is beautiful. But I decided against it, yet here we are.. . My issue is whether (i) I actually want to be responsible for the proper use of said power. (2) It is an immense responsibility, and there are so many flaws in my character that there must be better qualified candidates out there. 2. I believe it alright, and being immersed I no longer have to follow the energy threads, but can be part of them. Again however I question whether I am the best choice? Would I employ myself for this role? 3. Even if I went for it, and in a way I already have on a small scale, I can see no obvious ways that I could make a positive difference (short of the trillionaire scenario) as some religious folk, some nations, etc, may well want to assassinate me, blackmail me or kidnap and torture my family. There is no way (short of the money route) that I could keep the different earthly forces sort of in balance. That I currently see. Ultimately though, in principle you are correct, in that I am not sure that I am good enough for the job. Support from on high is no problem, support from nations, corporations and organisations now that is another matter. I guess that I am neutered on the modern day earthly plain. Which is a two edged sword as if I hadn’t been neutered I doubt I would be where I am today. The old addage "with great power comes great responsibility" is overwhelmingly true. Everything that happens serves a purpose. As do we.. we will always fulfill our destiny. It's who we are. When and how?... *shrug* it's God's plan not ours..
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Post by sammy on Aug 20, 2022 3:37:25 GMT 9.5
Sammy Some of the necessary, but not sufficient, earthly things I would need to do to leap forwards and have half a chance…. 1. Visit certain places globally. Antarctica obviously, Bhutan, plenty of others. 2. As I did a couple of decades ago, face certain physical fears and gain certain experiences. I had to miss one today due to a family issue that I prioritised, but for many I would need to be in other countries. Some are high billionaire expensive. 3. Fund parts of the UN, certain charities, attend certain specific conferences, direct funding to certain (mainstream) areas, etc. 4. Learn French (I have very basic skills) and Mandarin. 5. Me, family, country, world. Ensuring I maintain my integrity through blackmail etc. To connect "everything" you cannot do it in 3rd dimension. It's simply too much to process consciously. What if I said the answer to everything lies within anything? If what connects everything lies within anything, you would only need 1 thing to place it. It would not matter how much you know or how many places you've been to. Literally any place, time, or object would have the key the only thing missing is understanding. Simply put... a defined point. *wink*
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Post by stewartedwards on Aug 20, 2022 5:00:29 GMT 9.5
Sammy Some of the necessary, but not sufficient, earthly things I would need to do to leap forwards and have half a chance…. 1. Visit certain places globally. Antarctica obviously, Bhutan, plenty of others. 2. As I did a couple of decades ago, face certain physical fears and gain certain experiences. I had to miss one today due to a family issue that I prioritised, but for many I would need to be in other countries. Some are high billionaire expensive. 3. Fund parts of the UN, certain charities, attend certain specific conferences, direct funding to certain (mainstream) areas, etc. 4. Learn French (I have very basic skills) and Mandarin. 5. Me, family, country, world. Ensuring I maintain my integrity through blackmail etc. To connect "everything" you cannot do it in 3rd dimension. It's simply too much to process consciously. What if I said the answer to everything lies within anything? If what connects everything lies within anything, you would only need 1 thing to place it. It would not matter how much you know or how many places you've been to. Literally any place, time, or object would have the key the only thing missing is understanding. Simply put... a defined point. *wink* let me hasard a guess, it’s within me. Funnily enough I know that. Where I am at just now is that I see esoterics as lubricating the framework, the infrastructure, a bit like roads, ships, hospitals, docks, schools, etc. But without the buy in of darker forces re progress is a fools errand. The addiction of money can only be dealt with through this existing infrastructure, and that has to be the first step in rehabilitation of this planet. Which is where directed funding, donations etc come into play. Bankers would be frustrated by me. Though Oxford Science park would likely be very happy. Having come this far I know money doesn’t matter for individual development. But for rebalancing darkness I think it vital at this moment in time. Which reminds me of the time I sought help for alcohol addiction. When it was time for me to stand up I took a deep breath and said « hi my name is Stewart I am a battery. » They we’re not well pleased, and called the police. I was charged, put in a cell, but my lawyer told me to stay positive. I am here all night folks
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Post by stewartedwards on Aug 20, 2022 5:17:01 GMT 9.5
Sammy Some of the necessary, but not sufficient, earthly things I would need to do to leap forwards and have half a chance…. 1. Visit certain places globally. Antarctica obviously, Bhutan, plenty of others. 2. As I did a couple of decades ago, face certain physical fears and gain certain experiences. I had to miss one today due to a family issue that I prioritised, but for many I would need to be in other countries. Some are high billionaire expensive. 3. Fund parts of the UN, certain charities, attend certain specific conferences, direct funding to certain (mainstream) areas, etc. 4. Learn French (I have very basic skills) and Mandarin. 5. Me, family, country, world. Ensuring I maintain my integrity through blackmail etc. To connect "everything" you cannot do it in 3rd dimension. It's simply too much to process consciously. What if I said the answer to everything lies within anything? If what connects everything lies within anything, you would only need 1 thing to place it. It would not matter how much you know or how many places you've been to. Literally any place, time, or object would have the key the only thing missing is understanding. Simply put... a defined point. *wink* Sammy Let me ask a very direct question, one that with all the nudging I have had from various people over the years, why me? Why not eg you, or Paul. You are both more advanced than me. I realise it has to be someone, but why me? I am a social nitwit in real life, sure I have intelligence and am widely educated, but I am not even religious. Though I do value religion. Whether like Paul suggested I am effectively leading an advanced party, or as some think I might be the ‘one’, why me? All I know is that at one moment in time I put my faith in God when I was informed of his desire for me to return here, and I went from very ill in hospital to bright as a bunny (though very energy drained for years) at the moment I chose to return instead of taking that final step that I dearly wanted to do. But our world must be full of better people than me.
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Post by sammy on Aug 20, 2022 5:25:42 GMT 9.5
To connect "everything" you cannot do it in 3rd dimension. It's simply too much to process consciously. What if I said the answer to everything lies within anything? If what connects everything lies within anything, you would only need 1 thing to place it. It would not matter how much you know or how many places you've been to. Literally any place, time, or object would have the key the only thing missing is understanding. Simply put... a defined point. *wink* Sammy Let me ask a very direct question, one that with all the nudging I have had from various people over the years, why me? Why not eg you, or Paul. You are both more advanced than me. I realise it has to be someone, but why me? I am a social nitwit in real life, sure I have intelligence and am widely educated, but I am not even religious. Though I do value religion. Whether like Paul suggested I am effectively leading an advanced party, or as some think I might be the ‘one’, why me? All I know is that at one moment in time I put my faith in God when I was informed of his desire for me to return here, and I went from very ill in hospital to bright as a bunny (though very energy drained for years) at the moment I chose to return instead of taking that final step that I dearly wanted to do. But our world must be full of better people than me. To answer this question would be to divulge God's plan.. to which I have no power over. I will say, whatever it is.. it hasn't happened yet. Keep holding fast, keep growing what you can. You will know the fit when you see it. Who knows though, perhaps it is only our words here and now. We can only project what we have seen.. not what is to come.
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Post by sammy on Aug 20, 2022 5:35:27 GMT 9.5
Another way of seeing this:
Because it's you.
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