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Post by paul on May 17, 2022 17:35:18 GMT 9.5
You are getting the hang of this. When the energy flows you go surfing.
Your involvement is not random. Keep at it. Watch your dreams and odd events
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Post by stewartedwards on May 19, 2022 1:48:16 GMT 9.5
Your involvement is not random. Paul I am going to generalise this. As I am interested in your view, given that you have added a datapoint. 1. About the Millennium I began to suspect that events in my life were not completely random. Once I decided to lift myself out of a bad childhood (my parents, well at least one, the other I haven’t seen/heard from for over forty years or so, perhaps close to fifty, are dead, though one seems to have reincarnated around me, which is fascinating in itself), strange things started to happen, puberty I guess! These ranged from eg knowing what school and university subjects to take years in advance, and some doors opening for me with relative and unusual ease. Though these could also be adequately explained in mundane normal terms. 2. A bit before the Millennium I fell into darkness, and again, upon realising my missteps (that live events pushed me into arguably under extreme duress in some aspects), I decided, for the second time in my life to walk myself forwards out of it. The millennium came and went, I was disappointed by the cancelled at the last minute pyramid recapping, and life went on. I found myself around the Masonic world, in numerous ways by various fraternities, was being called brother by some in person, in correspondence and on the net, created a bit of international muddle, and that I was either being placed on a pedestal (I even received what an UGLE mason (who was horrified by it) has told me was the fpof at the end of a meeting in UGLE HQ as stuck my hand out, very publicly as it happens in the common room; or the door was being bolted firmly shut to keep me away. UGLE itself has helped me enormously, but some members well, their views even on UGLE policies were a bit strange. One told me that I would be barred from the HQ, while the HQ were quite happy to keep talking to me. My point: I began to realise that the Masonic world was a muddled place nowadays, and I knew that I connected well to some and horrified others! I did not understand at that time why. But nowadays I have, what I think is a fairly good idea due to past lives and my audit (which at that time I had no clue about). 3. Giving up on the Masonic world I moved on. Back into a world of domestic difficulty (again I now understand why a lot better) and spending a decade just surviving (which with government policies is shortly likely to get much worse). But I learnt a lot. Nearly died, ploughed on, learnt what I could, found remote viewing/object energy connection over a decade/etc. Started to focus on things I was am bad at eg art/languages, and made decent know yourself progress. Answered the supposedly unanswerable eternal questions etc. 4. More recently took (not much admittedly but enough) personal grief for my views (from people who really should know better) that I chose to really scale down to almost zero my Internet work. Over two decades while I have made enourmous progress as an individual, help my wife and got my children able to get good jobs, Job done, but equally I have achieved next to nothing in trying to make our world a better place. Notwithstanding some small unexpected successes with individuals when I wasn’t even trying (somehow I managed to help a Catholic Freemason refind his way back to the church, and helped a Protestant find God (that was embarrassing as he spoke about how I enabled him do that in church). 5. So here I am today, strongly suspecting, that throughout my lifetime, some have been keeping a watchful, and helpful, eye on me, while other seem to fear me perhaps even wanting to destroy me. Though that might be a bit harsh and overstated. Though as I noted above, normal routine mundane explanations can explain all of that. 6. Then you hit me with « your involvement is not random »! Any further thoughts that you (anyone) are willing to share Paul.?
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Post by paul on May 19, 2022 9:32:01 GMT 9.5
Take the 3D version of the device in your right hand and visualise standing on the top of your favourite hill
Lift the device and point it at your favourite star
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Post by stewartedwards on May 19, 2022 17:49:06 GMT 9.5
Take the 3D version of the device in your right hand and visualise standing on the top of your favourite hill Lift the device and point it at your favourite star Paul again thanks. Just done this. 1. Initially a bit of a struggle to connect. There was interference coming from another star, which with work I identified as Sirius. But there is another nearby star/object that kept trying to distract me. 2. So I visualised a strong energy flow connecting earth to specific Orion energies and walked into it, and wow. Clarity. A. There is indeed a desire and support there to help me do more to rebalance this planet. They understand my frustrations but seem to a bit reluctantly agree with my analysis re seriously stupid levels of money to nudge necessary evolutionary changes in time. Not ideal, as if that were to happen it could all too easily corrupt me, just as it does most, but it does seem to be optimum at this time point. Though obviously that could just be my interpretation based on my own analysis that I am misreading/egotistically. (Money is more of an issue to do with this point in time for this planet, to help me nudge things along, not anything to do with lifestyle (well maybe 1 or 2 percent but that’s it). B. But when I focused on Sirius, I got the feeling that they were perfectly happy with me having done enough, and await my final audit report. C. That smaller object a bit further away to the bottom right of Sirius seems distracting, annoyed possibly even. There is definite resistance coming from there. A bit like an earthling man who is stubbornly refuses to accept that they may have made incorrect analysis or judgements re me, or perhaps failed to keep me down. But kindness as well. Frustrated at me (and himself). I suppose even a bit akin to the Merovingian in The Matrix. 3. I then decided to move the wand to my left hand. Now that is interesting, I remember having interesting results perhaps ten minutes ago, but I have forgotten them. But I do remember there was a difference, softer perhaps is all I can currently recall. Strange. Let’s try again now, in real time. Definite resistance coming from above, but where! Somthing further away that Orion’s Belt but in that direction. Distant. Pleiades comes to mind but I am not sure that is quite right. Then again looking at a star map, possibly a star near Asterope, or less strongly Atlas. No further away that Atlas, Asterope or environs. 4. Alnitak (Orion’s belt) is commonly the strongest connection to me, at this time (and Orion as a whole in childhood, the belt especially). No idea if that is what you were expecting Paul. Added: Paul, General question, why do you need a virtual ‘wand’ when it is perfectly easy to feel energies just by thinking with focus? (Easy everyday novice mundane examples, reading a meeting room, scanning a room for potential partners etc)
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Post by paul on May 19, 2022 18:05:57 GMT 9.5
> support there to help me do more to rebalance this planet
If you exercise your intent to drive particular changes, will that be sufficient to commence the changes?
> No further away that Atlas, Asterope or environs.
Try Andromeda - our elder brother adjacent galaxy
>Alnitak
My attention was drawn to that star a couple of weeks ago. It is not clear why. I need to look again. Some decades ago, Mintaka showed interest in a meditation group I was in.
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Post by stewartedwards on May 19, 2022 18:28:15 GMT 9.5
> support there to help me do more to rebalance this planet If you exercise your intent to drive particular changes, will that be sufficient to commence the changes? > No further away that Atlas, Asterope or environs. Try Andromeda - our elder brother adjacent galaxy >Alnitak My attention was drawn to that star a couple of weeks ago. It is not clear why. I need to look again. Some decades ago, Mintaka showed interest in a meditation group I was in. Ok real time 1. I am not sure that I actually want to drive particular changes Paul. I tried for two decades. Hence I don’t know, if I did use my intent would it commence the changes at this time. It is more like, me having done years of analysis, coming up with a solution that seems to have a high potential (if I wasn’t corrupted by it) to achieve the objective of human driven evolution to avoid crisis or it being forced from above. Truth be told I have never considered myself to be responsible or good enough (hence my hope that current trillionaires (they do seem to exist)/billionaires do it, but that seems unlikely). I blabber on in the hope of nudging others forwards (and to aid my own self evolution). 2. Andromeda, never been a noticeable factor. Hold on a moment. Maybe, but it is very weak, and I have to use my sword, especially when superimposed on the wand, to even make a faint connection. That I can notice anyway. 3. In short if I was a trillionaire do I think that I could nudge this planet forwards, through directed funding, gaining understanding of different circles (I already have several under my belt) and hence understanding their perspective better, to help nudging, and so on? Yes. But even if this fantasy were possible (and frankly it is given how money can be and is commonly created these days out if nothing by governments and banks) there still is the question of how I would deal with it, myself, my family, etc. Money gives power and they both corrupt the best of people. Now do I think that I could use my intent to do it without such levels of money? (If the support of earthly powers that be enabled). Two decades ago yes. A decade ago possibly. Today, not a cats chance in hell. Todays global predicament is simply too acute.
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Post by paul on May 20, 2022 8:27:30 GMT 9.5
Mostly at our levels we are not entitled to determine the path of implementation. Thus our Intent is for a particular outcome.
Implementation is carried out by other entities
Feel free to intend a right outcome.
Regardless of your own import/weight in such an endeavour, it is incumbent upon Earth humanity to intend right outcomes
Hence the disfavour with which pessimism is regarded from on high
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Post by stewartedwards on May 20, 2022 15:56:02 GMT 9.5
Mostly at our levels we are not entitled to determine the path of implementation. Thus our Intent is for a particular outcome. Implementation is carried out by other entities Feel free to intend a right outcome. Regardless of your own import/weight in such an endeavour, it is incumbent upon Earth humanity to intend right outcomes Hence the disfavour with which pessimism is regarded from on high Very diplomatic Paul. Maybe I am just as mad as a hatter!
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Post by stewartedwards on May 20, 2022 19:36:59 GMT 9.5
Mostly at our levels we are not entitled to determine the path of implementation. Thus our Intent is for a particular outcome. Implementation is carried out by other entities Paul I have to ask, which ‘entities’?
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Post by sammy on May 21, 2022 0:29:12 GMT 9.5
Mostly at our levels we are not entitled to determine the path of implementation. Thus our Intent is for a particular outcome. Implementation is carried out by other entities Paul I have to ask, which ‘entities’? Those who choose to walk must also choose their path. Protections (entities) are in place between start and finish as protection from others as well as ourselves. The beginning and the end won't change.
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Post by stewartedwards on May 21, 2022 1:28:04 GMT 9.5
Paul I have to ask, which ‘entities’? Those who choose to walk must also choose their path. Protections (entities) are in place between start and finish as protection from others as well as ourselves. The beginning and the end won't change. Sammy I have a thirst for knowledge and understanding. Can you help me understand ‘Protections (entities)’ please? I have read Baldwins SRT, received Paul’s kind help a decade plus ago, very recently on here got my mind around ‘elementals’, I am not uncomfortable with the thought of ghosts etc. But I am still scratching my head a bit with Paul’s use of ‘entities’ here, and I have to say also your ‘Protections (entities)’. I try to view things through my life experiences, so if you are able to translate ‘Protections (entities)’ into normal everyday examples that would help me enourmously. Thanks.
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Post by sammy on May 21, 2022 4:42:04 GMT 9.5
Those who choose to walk must also choose their path. Protections (entities) are in place between start and finish as protection from others as well as ourselves. The beginning and the end won't change. Sammy I have a thirst for knowledge and understanding. Can you help me understand ‘Protections (entities)’ please? I have read Baldwins SRT, received Paul’s kind help a decade plus ago, very recently on here got my mind around ‘elementals’, I am not uncomfortable with the thought of ghosts etc. But I am still scratching my head a bit with Paul’s use of ‘entities’ here, and I have to say also your ‘Protections (entities)’. I try to view things through my life experiences, so if you are able to translate ‘Protections (entities)’ into normal everyday examples that would help me enourmously. Thanks. I can only explain it in the way it makes sense to myself, as we all "see" differently but sometimes close enough. Something like what we would call a soul, spirit, or ghost. A conscious energy interacting with your choices. This conscious energy keep those within the "field". Be it a lesson, strength, or for a stroll. You could say its yourself, you could say its something else. Either would be as true as the other in the progress of our individual growth.
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Post by paul on May 21, 2022 6:42:41 GMT 9.5
>Implementation is carried out by other entities
There are various "kingdoms" of Creation/Existence, some of which are known to Earth humans.
Humans, mostly working with the inbreath that returns to The Source of All, do not have much conscious interaction with those groups and kingdoms that primarily work with the outbreath.
Even where groups are known, such as the Lords of Karma, humans mostly have very little conscious interaction with them, despite living entirely within the decision structures established by those Lords.
Even clairvoyant humans see only a small spectrum of the intelligences operating in their vicinity. I had not realised that until after I had bought a bronze bust of Kwan Yin - half life size. When I visualise it over my head, I can see many beings that also occupy this space and moving, pass through humans without either party being aware of the other.
Hence my proposition of implementation being carried out by other entities was deliberately as open-ended as possible - a statement of personal ignorance
>When I visualise it over my head
When I tried that just now, a whole stream of passing entities stopped and looked straight at me - so I took it off immediately. I need to contemplate
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Post by stewartedwards on May 21, 2022 12:03:16 GMT 9.5
Sammy, Paul
Thank you. Much to ponder on.
Sammy, so at a very basic and simplified level, you could equate it with eg your conscience v your desires? Then scale it up from there as you get your mind around it? Yes/No?
Paul, ok that is going to require some thought, though I remember this framework from a decade plus ago, is it Alice Bailey?
On the one hand I simply don’t see ‘entities’, but can feel ‘energies’ which might of course be one and the same thing. What I do know is that I am occasionally able (eg at museum exhibitions) to ‘dive into’ some objects (including religious ones across religions) and swim. Others is more a brief, ‘hand holding’ or ‘hey look here’ type situation.
Now, if not through humans, other forms of life, and the physical aspects of this planet, (whether during or pre incarnation), how do they ‘implement’? Where I am at it seems like implementation has to be done through the structures (eg humans) on a planet. Whether overtly (Nefilim come down and tell us what to do) or covertly (as humans balance their internal forces eg desire v conscience). What am I missing?
Now I may be mentally ill in some way. I may be too egotistic. It could be the effects of Dexamethasone (cancer steroid). But I spent two decades in a combination of ‘listening and feeling, reflecting etc’ while trying to improve myself, and with the benefit of hindsight I guess implement a renewed, and I really don’t know the correct word here, but we will go with covenant (be nice essentially, though I have often failed there myself). After two decades I realised that I had a choice (not strictly true I was vaguely aware of it in my NDE: though I was also completely unaware of it, which I know will make no sense), of ‘auditing and reporting back’ (my favoured approach) or cracking on and trying to aid self evolution (as opposed to it being imposed from above). This seems, from my NDE to be Gods preferred approach for me (given I was asked to return despite passing judgement (twice) and being extremely willing to take that singular final step out of here). I just can’t see, with any sense of realistically, how I could ‘implement’ that given the way our world is at the moment, beyond having complete freedom, unlimited money, and time. None of which are realistic. Maybe I am making an error of judgement and God really does just want me to observe and report back, which I am more than happy to do, with the rest just being my ego, desires etc.
So my point Paul, and I am listening to you, is, if not through humans etc (whether through mass opening of hearts caused by individual work or inspiration; or through specific individuals eg the awaited reincarnated Budda (and similar with other religions); or through ordinary people who have worked hard on themselves illuminating the way for those who follow them), how does God or ‘entities’, implement?
I just struggle to see how implementation can happen, if not through the physical structures in place.eg Humans, you, me and the bloke over the road, the lady with a lamp and the dog with a bone.
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Post by paul on May 21, 2022 12:38:08 GMT 9.5
>if not through humans, other forms of life, and the physical aspects of this planet, (whether during or pre incarnation), how do they ‘implement’ There are many etheric entities that can take physical form if they need My own experience is that sometimes when I have intended a result/process it has happened. For example a406.proboards.com/search/results?captcha_id=captcha_search&what_all=iona&where_thread_title=water+thought&who_only_made_by=1&display_as=0&search=Search>how I could ‘implement’ that given the way our world is at the moment Was with a woman a couple of days ago who is from outside this universe. She has been writing (or not) a book for a decade and wanted to know about continuing. For some reason I took her out into the solar system where there was female entity that wanted to join her, and after some tests she let it into her aura As it happened there was a second such entity already in her aura and as I looked the two beings seemed to hold hands and a geometric structure formed between them that seemed related to the would-be book. So I pointed that out to the woman and she moved her visualised book towards the geometric form and the two merged. A few minutes previously 7 leaf green nature spirits had crossed the creek to join her - as the experimental team for her book about cultivating children So she now has significant assistance in her work I expect similar assistance is available to you. For example put your attention to the top of Glastonbury Tor
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Post by stewartedwards on May 21, 2022 12:57:28 GMT 9.5
>if not through humans, other forms of life, and the physical aspects of this planet, (whether during or pre incarnation), how do they ‘implement’ There are many etheric entities that can take physical form if they need My own experience is that sometimes when I have intended a result/process it has happened. For example a406.proboards.com/search/results?captcha_id=captcha_search&what_all=wave+iona&who_only_made_by=1&display_as=0&search=Search>how I could ‘implement’ that given the way our world is at the moment Was with a woman a couple of days ago who is from outside this universe. She has been writing (or not) a book for a decade and wanted to know about continuing. For some reason I took her out into the solar system where there was female entity that wanted to join her, and after some tests she let it into her aura As it happened there was a second such entity already in her aura and as I looked the two beings seemed to hold hands and a geometric structure formed between them that seemed related to the would-be book. So I pointed that out to the woman and she moved her visualised book towards the geometric form and the two merged. I might say that a few minutes previously 7 leaf green nature spirits had crossed the creek to join her - as the experiential team for her book about cultivating children So she now has significant assistance in her work I expect similar assistance is available to you. For example put your attention to the top of Glastonbury Tor Glastonbury Tor 1. Never felt any connection to it. But let’s give this a go. 2. Visualising some sort of burning man/flaming (though dark not red orange/yellow) figure, a bit like a rampaging monster. Though it seems quite content. A few feet of the ground. Significant size. 3. Let’s move around it, nothing unusual. 4. Move to directly in front. Red eyes but that could be aol given my mind is thinking monster. Seems kind but would likely scare most. 5. What the heck, let’s see if it wants to merge. It does. Merging. Wow quite an energetic outer casing/skin/shield. Totally different inside. Largely hollow with a certain ‘fluffiness’. Small, humourous creature, beaming at me. That cigar again (I don’t smoke). 6. Doesn’t want to merge, but happy to zap something too me. Ok. No idea what but my shoulders are a little heavier, but soon shrugs off. 7. Sort of wants to chat (amazing speed). 8. I leave. Don’t feel much different, a little inspired maybe. 9. Looking back it is less rampaging and more having fun. 10. End. Paul, it’s the middle of the night here, so my imagination may be working overtime. I have no idea if that is what you expected but I went with it. But: Even if assistance is available to me, there is still the question of whether I would choose to keep hitting a brick wall. After all the assistance could have come when I was trying. I really am quite happy just to report back on death that Homo sapiens need upgraded in the next human evolutionary cycle. Why? For humans to sufficiently self evolve in time (to avoid human made catastrophe) is becoming increasingly unrealistic by the day, hence a need for a big direct buy in from the dark side.
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Post by stewartedwards on May 21, 2022 13:06:39 GMT 9.5
« I recall 2 occasions of water responding to thought.
One time I was standing next to a pool below a water fall about 10 feet high in the Scottish highlands. I was about 25 yards away from the fall. I looked carefully into the falling water to see the elementals. After about a minute a cloud of mist detached from the fall and came straight over to me. The cloud was 2 or 3 cubic yards. It had a very delicate feel when it touched my face.
The other occasion was on the jetty at Iona. I was with a friend who had walked down the concrete ramp to be right at sea level. I said to her to come back as a large wave might come. She ignored me. So I sent intent to the water spirits to bring a big wave in. They did not. Then I visualised 3 small waves coming together to make a big wave. That happened immediately and my friend had to rush back up the ramp to avoid the wave . »
Paul,
1. First paragraph, that must have been a special experience. 2. Second paragraph. I have studied oceanography as a university option. I have to assume that there were waves around for you to give your friend a warning. Mathematically could it then not have simply been coincidence? Normal mathematical chance? I am also curious why you would do that to a friend. Mind you having had some close encounters with waves myself at Queensferry I know how dangerous they can be. Even just standing in seawater elsewhere, the sheer power is something to behold.
If the above sounds a bit harsh Paul, please forgive me, is 4.36am and I am Dexamethasone awake.
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Post by paul on May 21, 2022 13:15:09 GMT 9.5
>If the above sounds a bit harsh Paul
So how do you get on with the Tor?
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Post by stewartedwards on May 21, 2022 13:19:26 GMT 9.5
>If the above sounds a bit harsh Paul So how do you get on with the Tor? As I noted above I have never felt any connection to it. Let’s try just now. 1. Calm, relaxed. 2. Can’t easily penetrate into it. 3. There does appear to be some sort of observing structure there. Paul, it’s just not something that resonates with me, at this time.
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Post by stewartedwards on May 21, 2022 13:22:04 GMT 9.5
Just got tired so back to bed, so no more instant response for a while.
In case it is relevant Paul, (I don’t sleep well, even though I sleep lots, due to cancer meds), I have just had the best eight ish hours sleep in a long time.
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