A beginning?
Mar 6, 2014 5:51:06 GMT 9.5
Post by sammy on Mar 6, 2014 5:51:06 GMT 9.5
Figured this might be a fun read for ya all 
When I mentioned the explosion of thought in "-0+" it was more like a bombardment of all different types of thoughts and almost had me convinced I was losing my grip on reality. Most thoughts pertained to my theory, but the rest were very strange and random and beyond what I felt was normal to be thinking. After struggling with this flood of thought, I realized the odd part were similar to a strange type of story. When I treated the thoughts as a story, the thoughts started becoming more clear. I take only as much weight in this story as far as it reads, because the biggest thing I have learned during all of this. Is what we see and think, is never the full gravity of the situation. So here goes.
*
At a certain beginning there were two people playing a game on a square table. They played this while exploring their areas in space. The player on the left was black and the player on the right was white. The game got increasingly more difficult due to the fact both players were very skilled at this mastery, and eventually at one point they put their hands on their foreheads to help them think. In doing so they consequently closed their third eyes, and shut off the connection of memory to the focus of thought. Since they were so deep in their game they didn't realize a third entity was created next to them with the sole purpose of remembering what it sees happening in the game, to counter act the lapse of consciousness and complete the circuit of memory.
Being only able to remember what it sees, the third entity was unable to speak and couldn't warn them of his presence or even think of the need to do so. The players hadn't realized this lapse of memory and also being frustrated at ending in a stale-mate in the game, the players turned from each other to be with their wives. Seeing this for the first time, the third entity was curious now about what he saw because it is now something completely different then what he was created to remember. Being still in the cycle of remembering what he sees he reached out to touch the players for more information concerning the subject. Unknowing about sex organs, the third entity happened to touch both parts in use "life making parts" of the players at the same time, with both of his index fingers. This connection of birth and energy shocked the entity into full life, similar to the players in shape and now more like how they felt when he touched them... solid.
When this happened the players felt the shock and also saw the third entity spring forth, and get zipped away to the nearest ground to de-energize from the burst. As electricity does when produced. When they followed they realized what had happened and figured they had better try to explain. Since the third entity had touched both players and both players were put into him. This made most of their common knowledge transfer including their way of communication, and made certain basics of existence seem trivial to dicsuss, like breathing etc...
So all three stood before each other and the third entity could now speak like them, slowly looked more and more confused, and he said "who are you?" to the white player. The white player never before had to describe what seperates him from the black player, it was just always himself. It startled the white player and he simply answered "I'm me".
Realizing this completed the thought the third entity moved on and asked "Who is that?" pointing at the black player.
Thinking for a second he answered, "Thats him.". However this didn't satisfy the third entity, instead he got a even more confused look on his face while looking at the two players.
Then he asked "So who am I?".
The two players look at each other not quite sure how to respond and the white players says " You're you.".
Since this also completed this thought, he moved on. The third entity had another observation, that the black player hadn't talked the entire time. So he asks him "Are you unable to speak?".
The black player just laughed and said "Of course I can speak, I was just letting him lead the conversation."
When he said that, the third entity realized the black player had called the white player "him" when he was under the impression his title was "me". After some time doing "who's on first, what's on second" the white and black players told him they needed to step away for a little while, to straighten out this thought.
After many variations of this idea they concluded "me", "him", and "you" wasn't working out and needed time to fill in the gap left in the third entities understanding of his existence. so they took pieces of all three of them to make a general habitat for the third entity to be taught from the elements surrounding him in safety.
Eventually the players were needing to get back to their old duties and had to leave until the third entity would be able to join them at their home. The players could tell the third entity was worried about them leaving, so they decided to leave him a promise.
"In your numbers we will have one son each." the white player said then added "Mine will be first".
Then the black player said "Then mine will be second, and last.". The black player also added, "To be last he has to kill the planet you now call home.".
When the third entity agreed to this but reluctantly this worried the black player because he realized the third entity didn't even understand his own death. So he added "Still your heart. We have a rule that nothing can pass except through love and when it dies it will be in the form of laughter."
After this was said the third entity still looked worried so the black player asked "What still worries you?"
The third entity replied "How will I know how to get home when im done?".
The black player smiled and said " It's easy, exactly the same way you came... Through the earth. Just look into your heart and fit the pieces you love!" then touched him on the chest.
The end.
When I mentioned the explosion of thought in "-0+" it was more like a bombardment of all different types of thoughts and almost had me convinced I was losing my grip on reality. Most thoughts pertained to my theory, but the rest were very strange and random and beyond what I felt was normal to be thinking. After struggling with this flood of thought, I realized the odd part were similar to a strange type of story. When I treated the thoughts as a story, the thoughts started becoming more clear. I take only as much weight in this story as far as it reads, because the biggest thing I have learned during all of this. Is what we see and think, is never the full gravity of the situation. So here goes.
*
At a certain beginning there were two people playing a game on a square table. They played this while exploring their areas in space. The player on the left was black and the player on the right was white. The game got increasingly more difficult due to the fact both players were very skilled at this mastery, and eventually at one point they put their hands on their foreheads to help them think. In doing so they consequently closed their third eyes, and shut off the connection of memory to the focus of thought. Since they were so deep in their game they didn't realize a third entity was created next to them with the sole purpose of remembering what it sees happening in the game, to counter act the lapse of consciousness and complete the circuit of memory.
Being only able to remember what it sees, the third entity was unable to speak and couldn't warn them of his presence or even think of the need to do so. The players hadn't realized this lapse of memory and also being frustrated at ending in a stale-mate in the game, the players turned from each other to be with their wives. Seeing this for the first time, the third entity was curious now about what he saw because it is now something completely different then what he was created to remember. Being still in the cycle of remembering what he sees he reached out to touch the players for more information concerning the subject. Unknowing about sex organs, the third entity happened to touch both parts in use "life making parts" of the players at the same time, with both of his index fingers. This connection of birth and energy shocked the entity into full life, similar to the players in shape and now more like how they felt when he touched them... solid.
When this happened the players felt the shock and also saw the third entity spring forth, and get zipped away to the nearest ground to de-energize from the burst. As electricity does when produced. When they followed they realized what had happened and figured they had better try to explain. Since the third entity had touched both players and both players were put into him. This made most of their common knowledge transfer including their way of communication, and made certain basics of existence seem trivial to dicsuss, like breathing etc...
So all three stood before each other and the third entity could now speak like them, slowly looked more and more confused, and he said "who are you?" to the white player. The white player never before had to describe what seperates him from the black player, it was just always himself. It startled the white player and he simply answered "I'm me".
Realizing this completed the thought the third entity moved on and asked "Who is that?" pointing at the black player.
Thinking for a second he answered, "Thats him.". However this didn't satisfy the third entity, instead he got a even more confused look on his face while looking at the two players.
Then he asked "So who am I?".
The two players look at each other not quite sure how to respond and the white players says " You're you.".
Since this also completed this thought, he moved on. The third entity had another observation, that the black player hadn't talked the entire time. So he asks him "Are you unable to speak?".
The black player just laughed and said "Of course I can speak, I was just letting him lead the conversation."
When he said that, the third entity realized the black player had called the white player "him" when he was under the impression his title was "me". After some time doing "who's on first, what's on second" the white and black players told him they needed to step away for a little while, to straighten out this thought.
After many variations of this idea they concluded "me", "him", and "you" wasn't working out and needed time to fill in the gap left in the third entities understanding of his existence. so they took pieces of all three of them to make a general habitat for the third entity to be taught from the elements surrounding him in safety.
Eventually the players were needing to get back to their old duties and had to leave until the third entity would be able to join them at their home. The players could tell the third entity was worried about them leaving, so they decided to leave him a promise.
"In your numbers we will have one son each." the white player said then added "Mine will be first".
Then the black player said "Then mine will be second, and last.". The black player also added, "To be last he has to kill the planet you now call home.".
When the third entity agreed to this but reluctantly this worried the black player because he realized the third entity didn't even understand his own death. So he added "Still your heart. We have a rule that nothing can pass except through love and when it dies it will be in the form of laughter."
After this was said the third entity still looked worried so the black player asked "What still worries you?"
The third entity replied "How will I know how to get home when im done?".
The black player smiled and said " It's easy, exactly the same way you came... Through the earth. Just look into your heart and fit the pieces you love!" then touched him on the chest.
The end.
