Post by tundrawolf on Oct 5, 2024 2:19:27 GMT 9.5
It seems as if my mothers energy has discovered my anger against her, for her excellent portrayal as a cruel and vicious, sadistic and cannibalistic mother in this incarnation, that she did her job so well, even though we were "close" in a past life- I literally never want to see her again, in any incarnation.
Well, I can see her, sort of slinking away and feeling rejected by me, and returning to me various things.
I do not believe she will be appearing to me again- nor do I want her to. I feel she has been too tainted, and my anger goes too deep, that perhaps she is unrecoverable.
Well, I can see her, sort of slinking away and feeling rejected by me, and returning to me various things.
I do not believe she will be appearing to me again- nor do I want her to. I feel she has been too tainted, and my anger goes too deep, that perhaps she is unrecoverable.
If, she was supposed to do a job this well, then this is truly tragic, but oh well. I see that, if there is a positive to this horror I have endured for 45 years now, to "Wake me up" in a cosmic sense, her cuntish duty was done all too well, and now I want nothing more to do with her, ever again
Well, I am being shown that finding such a vicious, disgusting person, or someone willing to be such, may be rare, and that I would possibly "need" her in the future for some similar horrific purpose
I want this bullshit to be over, off the wheel