Extremely positive time
Sept 24, 2024 13:15:30 GMT 9.5
Post by tundrawolf on Sept 24, 2024 13:15:30 GMT 9.5
I am becoming aware, that this is a forum of positivity.
I have been trying to feed my canines, a diet of some rice, so that food overall is not so expensive. They ran out of kibble a day ago, so I have been experimenting with how much rice (I add cheese, salt, garlic.) will keep them fed (Turns out a ton. High quality dog food is MUCH more economical, perhaps I can just supplement a little with rice and to regulate their intake, instead of leaving a mountain of dog food for them to eat.)
So, all day has been going well, I have discovered a positive caffeine source that does not affect my sleep (costco green tea, i was drinking it last night late into the evening, and my watch told me I had,m "Excellent recovery". normally i have to stop drinking any caffeine at 12PM or I won;t be ale to sleep. It could also be my healing, and de3velopment that is more tolerant to caffeine.) and the dogs and I have been playing and synchronizing our energies.
I have been trying to feed my canines, a diet of some rice, so that food overall is not so expensive. They ran out of kibble a day ago, so I have been experimenting with how much rice (I add cheese, salt, garlic.) will keep them fed (Turns out a ton. High quality dog food is MUCH more economical, perhaps I can just supplement a little with rice and to regulate their intake, instead of leaving a mountain of dog food for them to eat.)
So, all day has been going well, I have discovered a positive caffeine source that does not affect my sleep (costco green tea, i was drinking it last night late into the evening, and my watch told me I had,m "Excellent recovery". normally i have to stop drinking any caffeine at 12PM or I won;t be ale to sleep. It could also be my healing, and de3velopment that is more tolerant to caffeine.) and the dogs and I have been playing and synchronizing our energies.
I also, recall when momma dog, a few months after conception, I felt myself, spiritually, beginning to intertwine with the puppies forming in her belly.
This, ties in with, when my German Shepherd passed on, I had her 13 years (A very good girl.) I suddenly found myself struggling with demonic thoughts i had not had in 13 years, it was then I became aware, a good canine, protects you physically, as well as spiritually, humans are not taught this, which is why a canine passing is often devastating to them, they are unaware, they were being faithfully kept safe in ways they may never even understand)
This, ties in with, when my German Shepherd passed on, I had her 13 years (A very good girl.) I suddenly found myself struggling with demonic thoughts i had not had in 13 years, it was then I became aware, a good canine, protects you physically, as well as spiritually, humans are not taught this, which is why a canine passing is often devastating to them, they are unaware, they were being faithfully kept safe in ways they may never even understand)
Well, the puppies are 7 months, and are settling down a bit, we have gone through some ups and down, cussing moments.. I have adopted a 24" long 1/2" PEX pipe as a, "Puppy smacker 9,000" for discipline issues, and it has been remarkably effective...
Well, today, we were synergizing, going through me judging how much rice is enough for them, watching them, and judging their individual behaviors.
Well, a moment or two ago, the 4 girls, decided to cuddle with me, two on my chest, one on the left, one on the right.
Well, today, we were synergizing, going through me judging how much rice is enough for them, watching them, and judging their individual behaviors.
Well, a moment or two ago, the 4 girls, decided to cuddle with me, two on my chest, one on the left, one on the right.
It was wonderful!
Well, they eventually cleared out, and the momma dog, collapsed on my chest. She is the one, I raised from just 5 months, on. She has, "Imprinted" upon me. She, is also a fantastic mother dog, I recall when the puppies were crying for milk, she would instantly come to feed them. never missed a time! never complained! Always tended to her puppies, and was a wonderful mom, 10-13/10.
Well, she plopped onto my chest, and I began to connect with her. She was playful, and responded well to my, "Snout hand" playfully attacking her. I got to see the beautiful blue part of her left eye, with brown/olive/gold below (Very beautiful, she keeps it hidden. native Americans believe dogs with these types of eyes can see two worlds simultaneously, they are correct)
I bonded with her, even deeper, and it felt, wonderful.
During this bonding time, I began to go through deeper spiritual healing, and- I began to discover, deeper, she does indeed, see a future and a hope for me, and I was able to "See through her eyes." to lay hold of this healing, what a miracle these dogs are! Seeing such a future, and holding onto it, for me. The relationship between dogs and wolves and humans, is truly, truly divine.
Well, I was in awe over this. We played for quite some time, and it was fun! She would, slap me with her paws, and grab my, "Snout hand" and I would grab her fur and make growling noises, it was quite the canine synergy (Very enjoyable.)
Well, they eventually cleared out, and the momma dog, collapsed on my chest. She is the one, I raised from just 5 months, on. She has, "Imprinted" upon me. She, is also a fantastic mother dog, I recall when the puppies were crying for milk, she would instantly come to feed them. never missed a time! never complained! Always tended to her puppies, and was a wonderful mom, 10-13/10.
Well, she plopped onto my chest, and I began to connect with her. She was playful, and responded well to my, "Snout hand" playfully attacking her. I got to see the beautiful blue part of her left eye, with brown/olive/gold below (Very beautiful, she keeps it hidden. native Americans believe dogs with these types of eyes can see two worlds simultaneously, they are correct)
I bonded with her, even deeper, and it felt, wonderful.
During this bonding time, I began to go through deeper spiritual healing, and- I began to discover, deeper, she does indeed, see a future and a hope for me, and I was able to "See through her eyes." to lay hold of this healing, what a miracle these dogs are! Seeing such a future, and holding onto it, for me. The relationship between dogs and wolves and humans, is truly, truly divine.
Well, I was in awe over this. We played for quite some time, and it was fun! She would, slap me with her paws, and grab my, "Snout hand" and I would grab her fur and make growling noises, it was quite the canine synergy (Very enjoyable.)
Well, she eventually peeled off, and her son, Stryder, plopped in her place. He had been, being picked-on, and though he is large, and dominant, in fights, always ends up on the bottom. Sometimes, sigma dogs, will purposely submit to smaller males, in order to not hurt them. In a fight to the death, the sigma would destroy them.
Well, I invited him up, to encourage him if he was feeling beaten down, (this was before.) to encourage him from "Dad".
Well, I invited him up, to encourage him if he was feeling beaten down, (this was before.) to encourage him from "Dad".
(Dad has also been very benevolent. Very good father and dad to the pups! He has a top notch temperament.)
Well, Stryder, plopped on, and I played with him, much the same as with Momma dog.
In doing so, I felt such a joy in me, it was, youthful, canine, human, spiritual- and I began to see, future events with him, and I, and goals- go to camping with him, his heart saw it, and my heart saw it, and I felt him grow excited over spending time with me, and a can of beans (?)
It gave me hope for the future, coupled with, deep, spiritual healing and hope, with hope for the future, an infusion of positive energy, and a synergy with a wonderful canine.
It ended up being so positive, that I am writing this, now.
In doing so, I felt such a joy in me, it was, youthful, canine, human, spiritual- and I began to see, future events with him, and I, and goals- go to camping with him, his heart saw it, and my heart saw it, and I felt him grow excited over spending time with me, and a can of beans (?)
It gave me hope for the future, coupled with, deep, spiritual healing and hope, with hope for the future, an infusion of positive energy, and a synergy with a wonderful canine.
It ended up being so positive, that I am writing this, now.
What a profound effect, these canines (Momma dog, Pops, Stryder, Audrey, Laura, David, and Sasha) have been having on me
This also marks the day I began to see more clearly, how fake this all is, this life, and all that is in it. This was, a deeply freeing realization that has given me, a euphoria all day!
Also, I saw, how these wonderful canines, are going to incarnate with me in my next life. jasmine, may become my wife (I hope) and the pups may become lovers/great friends.
Also, I saw, how these wonderful canines, are going to incarnate with me in my next life. jasmine, may become my wife (I hope) and the pups may become lovers/great friends.
i thought, what a great deal! I welcome that. This is the pups first incarnation here, for some or most of them.
I actually began to feel positively about the incarnation system, with that realization, about this divine litter of pups.
Also, a milemarker has been achieved, I began to shrug off the fear of this life, and joy has been exchanged. I am glad, I waited to move on this new energy, to allow it to osmose. It is like a weight is lifting from off of me! This is good.
Also, the overland vehicle, my entire perspective is changing, I was worshiping it, now, I am to view it as wholly disposable (But still, significant) and to focus on my own well being, rather than relying on a vehicle to, "Complete" me so to speak, so this, is also difficult, but good.
I actually began to feel positively about the incarnation system, with that realization, about this divine litter of pups.
Also, a milemarker has been achieved, I began to shrug off the fear of this life, and joy has been exchanged. I am glad, I waited to move on this new energy, to allow it to osmose. It is like a weight is lifting from off of me! This is good.
Also, the overland vehicle, my entire perspective is changing, I was worshiping it, now, I am to view it as wholly disposable (But still, significant) and to focus on my own well being, rather than relying on a vehicle to, "Complete" me so to speak, so this, is also difficult, but good.
A positive experience for me for a positive day. Dogs are divine, and I am living with the next generation of uplifted, intelligent canines. People at the dog park consistently remark on how happy they seem (Especially the puppies. It is so interesting to see Momma, police the pups, and keep other dogs from them when they also try to join in the play. "These are my kids, go away." Ha! What a fantastic mother. My solar plexus area, is filled with, a great and shining hope for the future, with them. I am resting a week (To resume next Sunday) before I resume work on the vehicle. I am also deeply looking forward to setting up the dog pen outside of my door, next to the enchanted yurt, to set the boy dogs up, as the girls go through their cycles, until I can figure out a sterilization scheme that leaves them intact "enough" without mutilating their abilities to reproduce if needed. I saw myself, waking with the sun, like my ancestors, brewing coffee, perhaps some alcohol, listening to youtube, and literally- singing! My gut area is very much looking forward to it.
And, as I type, Stryder has lain on my feet. Stryder is the male dog, who was always in my arms when I awoke, or draped over my neck or on my head somehow, when he was smaller. He, "Chose" me. For a canine, this is very special, it means he, "Sees" something in me that makes his heart glad. It is a deep, sacred, and spiritual connection between a human, and a canine. I see it in his eyes. He is, heterochromic. One brown eye, one blue. Same as, the other male, David, who wanted my name. I look into Stryders always smiling eyes, and it instantly lifts my spirits. These are, divine pups. I am glad I decided to keep them. Though it is hard, sometimes. I am hoping to keep them all. They are such a joy. It feels so good to bond with them, and the momma, and Pops, even deeper. I feel it should be this way with humans, but it seems humans are unwilling to go to these levels. Sad. They are missing out.)
And, as I type, Stryder has lain on my feet. Stryder is the male dog, who was always in my arms when I awoke, or draped over my neck or on my head somehow, when he was smaller. He, "Chose" me. For a canine, this is very special, it means he, "Sees" something in me that makes his heart glad. It is a deep, sacred, and spiritual connection between a human, and a canine. I see it in his eyes. He is, heterochromic. One brown eye, one blue. Same as, the other male, David, who wanted my name. I look into Stryders always smiling eyes, and it instantly lifts my spirits. These are, divine pups. I am glad I decided to keep them. Though it is hard, sometimes. I am hoping to keep them all. They are such a joy. It feels so good to bond with them, and the momma, and Pops, even deeper. I feel it should be this way with humans, but it seems humans are unwilling to go to these levels. Sad. They are missing out.)
I feel like, an older cabin dweller, with my littler of puppies, in the wild, living in my cabin. I feel the joy of it, of being in nature, unbothered by the affairs of men.
Bonding with my dogs, getting to know, and to love them. These are times I will remember (fondly) the rest of my life.
Bonding with my dogs, getting to know, and to love them. These are times I will remember (fondly) the rest of my life.