Post by tundrawolf on Sept 20, 2024 9:38:13 GMT 9.5
Well, I made the decision not to run from the darkness I brought into my life a number of years ago
I was struggling with forgiving my parents for doing, and not doing, unforgivable things to me as a child
Well, in the span of only one full day, and a half, I began to feel a form of joy begin to form, connecting my circumstances, and releasing "aught" against those who have wronged me, I was able to connect to a joy and a future that is positive, in the idea that, those I did not forgive, would create suffering that would taint my joy.
I go back and forth a lot, as the pendulum swings, as I am being earnest to myself, and not compromising, or only compromising when it comes to survival, but being true to myself
