Post by tundrawolf on Sept 10, 2024 1:07:30 GMT 9.5
Yesterday evening, I was excited to wake up today. Things are changing, what was next?
Well, this morning, thinking about the OLV, coming to understand, I am returning to the, pre-wolf sanctuary traumatized self. The old me. It is interesting, going back in time... To push forwards into it
Post by tundrawolf on Sept 10, 2024 1:10:18 GMT 9.5
I have been, only doing what I want to do. not violating my inner child, who is in my gut area.
Well, yesterday I began to feel a push into discomfort.
I fought it, as I am like fuck it, I only do what I want, and do not do, what I do not want. Well, as the dynamic began to split off, I was reminded of a saying, as I wish to proceed with my life, or, at least, finish the OVL.
"You can have the pain of regret, or the pain of discipline."
Meaning, there will be pain either way, it might be beneficial to have pain that is accompanied by gaining something from discipline,
This whole, healing thing, has been no longer convincing myself to be concerned with the pain of regret, and focus on myself. It is yielding positive results.
