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Post by tundrawolf on Sept 9, 2024 6:07:06 GMT 9.5
Rather than trying to draw it from scratch, I edited an illustration.
I think some of the confusion is, for me at least, is when I see a wolf person I am connected to, unless I change my perspective, it can seem like there is just one, when, if I shift my view, then there are many
This can be why it seems as if, what Paul sees and what I see, often do not align, and others!
For example, the wolf woman (person, depending on how they identify) I met in 2021, has no fur, and her skin is black.
In talking with a member on this forum, he introduced me to a tribe of wolf people, with a specific female, who has brilliant white fur, and soft, pink skin. A stark contrast!
However, I did not notice her, until I shifted my perspective.
The black skinned hairless girl, is my reason for this deep dive.
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Post by paul on Sept 9, 2024 6:55:39 GMT 9.5
Sometimes I am offered energy cubes by well known and tested entities. Still, I always test cubes - at least for smell, intent and level.
Occasionally I reject a cube then get offered another. Usually I reject that too. By the 4th the cube is pretty good and I take it.
That process seems just to keep me on my toes.
There is a parallel in the Oppression System. Some women I know get presented with a long stream of unsuitable males. It appears that the OS fills up the space in front of them so that no suitable males can find room
One of the women is learning from experience - rather reluctantly - but more quickly once she saw an energy ball in the pelvis of a friend. The energy ball was the anchor for a contaminated relationship
With that relationship anchor in place it was not possible to protect against the OS. The OS energy came in through the relationship anchor
Be very careful in selecting close friends
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Post by tundrawolf on Sept 9, 2024 8:44:01 GMT 9.5
Sometimes I am offered energy cubes by well known and tested entities. Still, I always test cubes - at least for smell, intent and level. Occasionally I reject a cube then get offered another. Usually I reject that too. By the 4th the cube is pretty good and I take it. That process seems just to keep me on my toes. There is a parallel in the Oppression System. Some women I know get presented with a long stream of unsuitable males. It appears that the OS fills up the space in front of them so that no suitable males can find room One of the women is learning from experience - rather reluctantly - but more quickly once she saw an energy ball in the pelvis of a friend. The energy ball was the anchor for a contaminated relationship With that relationship anchor in place it was not possible to protect against the OS. The OS energy came in through the relationship anchor Be very careful in selecting close friends
This is why I found myself, "good" with one best friend, and one potentially decent friend- who is a friend of the best friend- and not comfortable allowing others into my life, they would have to be *very* special.
I was going to draw another dynamic, however my pen thing is broken, and I am using a tablet with no mouse, which is very hard, so I will use the above diagram to illustrate it. 
This is where the confusion is. Many of the wolf women I have been "playing" with are indeed projections, and not "real" (AI controlled, and connected to my heart/mind/gut etc.)
I am seeing this because, I have to push intently just to see the physical girl just for a fraction of a second.
However, the OBE bypassed the holograms, entirely, and put me in direct contact with the black skinned wolf girl that ate some of my guts. (A hologram cannot eat your intestines or complete you via the heart)
That is the difference. There is a lot of interference.
Another thing, the black skinned wolf girl, was apparently a good pairing to me, because she has a lot of negativity and anger, I was made aware of this, a moment ago, so I pushed some positivity to her, but it overwhelmed her. I sent her three levels of positivity, but the accepted one, kind of resisted the second, and the third, she could not accept (take on.)
I was shown, this is because I am on a different journey than her, but there is something within her, that is willing to try to follow me on my journey. Maybe in the future?
I think I connected with her well this morning, and ran some things by her, about caring for her, physically, and she was, okay with some of it, then just shut down for the rest. I think it is the inner earth lifestyle, it is not too "complicated' and it seems extremely easy to instantly overwhelm an inner earth, natural wolf girl. Also this may be why wolf "girl" fits, and not wolf, "woman".
For example, I may enter the baser, and see her, naked, kicking her legs up in the air (I am NOT poking fun at her whatsoever.) and writhing while growling in order to "play" and get her wolf energies out of her body. When living in those caverns, life can be hard, and there is no, "School system" there, so the folks down there, sort of do what they can. The young are cared for until they are able to hunt on their own then they go out and make lives for themselves. It is possible she is limited in verbal language, though when I was connected to her mind, she communicated bluntly, and clearly, with intent and proper emotion about it. (She wasn't rude.)
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Post by tundrawolf on Sept 9, 2024 9:31:59 GMT 9.5
You know what? You know what???
I just had an epiphany...
The OBEs were a positive thing!
I am seeing this.
Some, positive, benevolent force, said, "Look at this guy, languishing with no idea what's going on with this body he is connected to, let's show him, the pretty wolf girl, then show him her heart beats in his chest- and then have him ask her how she feels about him...
This accomplished three vital things...
1. It made me aware that wolf women are real
2. It made me aware, that a beautiful wolf woman, shares a heart with me (That connects it profoundly!!)
3. It made me aware that, she is rather, not happy about any of it.
These are vital dynamics, for me to "escape the OS", and to return to myself!
no shit.
There seems to be a lot of "freeing" going on within me, especially the last few days.
Because, before this I had no explanation, no hope, no clue, outside of, religious damnation.
It is possible, assholes went into the base, took my unconscious body out, got me to agree to get ripped apart, they ripped it apart, then benevolent forces, returned in it, captured the wolf girl, and then arranged the meetings.
I recall very clearly, when I saw her first, she was in the darkness and afraid of me/shy. Why? Likely because she was not supposed to be eating "my" guts, and may have been scolded about it. My group should understand how i feel about her. I hold nothing against her and would relish the opportunity to win her heart (if possible) as a mate/companion, but she may not be into that at all. I am not entirely sure and it is very far from me, I have other things to be concerned with, just, that, I would not turn down an opportunity to court the wolf woman, assuming things are positive.
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