Just because it is not seen, does not negate its existence

[tundrawolf]

So,

things have been all over the place, in many ways, with my experiences, that relate to this board its members, and its administrator.

I physically met a wolf person in an out of body experience, March of 2021, though, I am also told, she is, "unable to be located."

What does that mean? She does not exist?

She DOES exist.

Unless you have direct experience with:

Dying and returning from death

Having a conscious out of body experience (Which was almost the same as experiencing death, just without the unpleasantness of bodily dying. The consciousness transfer experience was painless and effortless in my OBEs, but when I died in a hospital, it was terrible, like being sick-to-bodily-death suddenly with the flu, then it taking effect and death occurring)

There is a chance you will have NO experience relating to these things, which is understandable.

Regardless of astral, spiritual, or other connection, unless you have hunted dangerous humans, you simply cannot know what it is like, though you can read books on it and imagine yourself there.

I believe, I brought connections back with me.

The reasons why the wolf girl is real (physical):

In the first OBE, I saw her with eyes that belonged to an existence that was, perhaps eternal. What those eyes witness is like 400,000p ultra high definition spiritual eyes. Nothing those eyes see is fake. As a contrast, human eyes may be 1080p at best. This will do little to explain it, outside of: these words are all I have. I can look at an object with my human eyes, but they lack the resolution to know if that object is real. All I have is physical touch as confirmation, but am I really looking at another human?

There is a knowingness, that comes with "true" eyes, that does not exist with human sight.

Another example, is, "eyewitness accounts" with humans- it is proven, many times, that humans can be assured they, "Saw" something- but the facts prove- they did not.

However, when my spiritual eyes see something- in a cosmic court of law- it is irrefutable, that that is what I saw.

I will add, that, due to the complexity of these experiences, that there are "piggybacked" dynamics here, that have attached themselves to the memory of the physical wolf girl (I was drinking heavily at the time too) and if I am not careful, I can begin talking about non physical "assumptions" about her, rather than her physical form. 

Such as: The sex-slave wolf girl "I" created in a past life: If she is physical, I have not seen her with true eyes. Therefore, she may be an implanted memory, to get me from seeing the truth, or for other reasons I do not understand yet.

Other proofs:

After meeting the wolf woman in March of 2021, and I calmed down enough to be allowed to experience another OBE (A few weeks or months! As much as nearly 3 months of supercharged energy over seeing a real life wolf woman!) I was again, transported, next to her body, our chests were touching. My vision was blurry, perhaps intentionally, perhaps, to keep me from seeing what was going on, because, our chests may have been opened, and we both needed to remain calm.

Well, her heart was touched to my heart, and they both beat at the exact same resonant frequency, and this is when I believe, they gave me life.

I think it should go without saying, feeling a physical heart touching yours, and feeling her complete me, and feeling the entirety of her beingness as a wolf girl, confirms she is a physical being. If she was a spiritual being, such physical contact would not be neccessary, or even possible.

Further:

In the third OBE, after calming down from the heart completion experience, I again, was transported next to her head. Her physical head.

If she is a spiritual being, or some ethereal thing, there would not have been, a physical head. And, communicating with her mind on the same plane of existence as my own mind.

Finally, and this was confirmed by members on this very forum,

The wolf girl, did find my mangled up body, with spilled intestines, and began eating my intestines. This was something that was, horrifically agonizing, and I experienced this, over twenty years ago, I remember, being part of a construction crew, and feeling something "horrible" happening to me, somehow, though at the time I had nothing to explain it, it was revealed to me, it was the pain of having my intestines, chewed up and swallowed by the wolf girl.

WHICH, may be when she was captured- it could be, my body was an easy meal for her, and she being a hungry inner earth wolf girl, took the opportunity to feast- which may even have killed the body- and, hence, her heart was used to bring it (me) back to life, with her hearts spark of life- again! confirming she is a physical, realm, woman.

Finally,

And I have related this multiple times,

A being came to me, earlier this year, and showed me- my bodily tissue is being digested in the stomach of one of the wolf women, or perhaps a few- but the densest one was the one I focused on, (The one I met), and it told me, I have options,

1. Give her gas

2. Give her indigestion

3. Make her nauseus

4. Give her cancer (kill her)

5. Give her life

And I IMMEDIATELY  chose to give her life, and, I added- also, give her love, from my return from death experience when I died in the hospital.

Because, I love her.

She cannot be digesting my organs, unless she is a physical (real, dense.) being.

Further, Paul, it may be you cannot find her, because you are being protected. You warned me, not to go near her reptilian handler, (I did anyway) well the same can apply to you, it is possible, if you find her, she may attack you.

From what I understand, she is not happy with everything, probably does not appreciate having her heart used to bring me back to life, and does not want to be meddled with any further- and is hiding from everybody.

Further, I can see she has a boyfriend/mate, and that complicates things.

So, just because you cannot see something, or find it, does not mean it does not exist.

Further, if there is an animal that cannot see the color red, to that animal, the color red, may be "spiritual".

But, to us humans, it is not- it is just the color red.

So, it is for the consciousness dynamic, I can simply see FAR more than human eyes, when I am in the vessel, I was transported to, in March, etc, of 2021, when I met, and experienced, the wolf girl.

Sadly, this seems to be an experience unique to me, and me only, as even "near death experiencers" are still- just humans, and do not have the scope of consciousness that I do.

All, of these amazing experiences, only to find out, I am completely alone in them.

The only other dynamic is, the group that touched the wolf girls heart, to my heart, seems to be aware of these things, but they may be the only ones.

Are they adverse- they seemed to have no issue, ripping my immortal clone body to pieces (Another thing- just because you cannot see it, does not mean it does not exist! Does a light body have intestines that can be eaten by a dense wolf girl??? Because if not, then it is a physical, immortal, clone body!!! While this brings some answers, it also confirms I am more alone than even I had hoped. )