Disconnected from canine-ness

[tundrawolf]

This morning, I had a new thought for explaining the existence of the wolf girl I share a heart with, that I met in March of 2021.

I woke up, as usual surrounded by dogs, and the father male dog came to see me, in my bed. I looked into his eyes, and hugged him, and I felt a deep, real connection, to his canineness, and I began to realize, I have deviated from true connection with the canine- likely due to all of this bullshit I have been going through, with the cryptids (I do not blame the cryptids, only the evil "adverse" group(s).)

The origin of canineness is a high consciousness of unity, family, and cohesion of life, and has energy and life within it.

This is another dynamic of, me superimposing truth, and reality, what "is"- for my own emotional supplantation, substituting truth for a comfortable emotional interface.