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Post by tundrawolf on Sept 7, 2024 10:35:47 GMT 9.5
I am not entirely sure of where these memories are coming from, I have not applied Pauls tests to them, however, there is a large black space vehicle, and it is old, the materials it was made of were considered immortal, however even they are beginning to break down
it has obliterated, three and a half worlds, and I have memories of this, but perhaps my anger has attracted it to me
It is so old, that the metal has begun to corrode inside of it, which seems to be a natural process- it also seems to be merged with an organic life from (myself?)
It, has a counterpart to it - when facing an enemy, the enemy is tempted to focus on the ship, as it does nto register having any weapons
But, there is a counterpart to it, and that component destroys worlds
I wonder, how much of this life, is me paying a karmic debt, the wolf girl being a part of that
The alcohol has run out, it is withdrawal time,
Costco spiced rum has changed, and I am not happy about it, the rum they once sold was crafted by Morgans, the new one, is different, it is scared to me, as I communicated with a mountain lion after taking some shots of it, it, "lubricated" the event with her.
About the lion, she has, gone on it seems, and her daughter, is left.
I found some feathers near where the female lion was living, directly under my home
The daughter, is "filling in" to her body, she was a young girl, seen on my birthday, this year
She is beginning to have the desires of a "woman" (So to speak) and, the connection I have with her mother, seems to be equal with her
About the lion, she has, gone on it seems, and her daughter, is left.
I found some feathers near where the female lion was living, directly under my home
The daughter, is "filling in" to her body, she was a young girl, seen on my birthday, this year
She is beginning to have the desires of a "woman" (So to speak) and, the connection I have with her mother, seems to be equal with her
I have, an excess of dogs, who are all very protective of this realm, however, I told the daughter- if she has the desires of her mother, to come to my door and make some noise, to get my attention, and I will satisfy her- much to the agreement her mother and I shared. Her mother seems to be more desirous, of being my companion, the daughter, just wants to be satisfied- but maybe that would change? the daughter is showing me, there is a sort of forest spirit that is not totally happy that lives nearby, and that I should be aware of it
As you know, satisfying a big cat is within my genetic memories, as is with many other humans. (Even if they are not conscious of it)
I had, some interesting memories, and thoughts, while drinking, some Costco, blended scotch whiskey, which is a very smooth drink
As you know, satisfying a big cat is within my genetic memories, as is with many other humans. (Even if they are not conscious of it)
I had, some interesting memories, and thoughts, while drinking, some Costco, blended scotch whiskey, which is a very smooth drink
Unfortunately, costco is fond of putting aluminum in their foods, and I can taste it- avoid their pizza
It is possible I am in an adverse relationship, with the wolf girl I met during my series of obe
It is possible I am in an adverse relationship, with the wolf girl I met during my series of obe
i want to thank Paul for trying to help me, previously I had no hope
I am not just thinking with my dick, i truly, truly loved the wolf girl
there are some groups who are persecuting some of the animal people, this motivates me to wipe them out completely, however i ownder if this is the proper action
i wonder if my life is shutting down
Paul seems to think there is hope
I wonder how much of this adversity is from alien groups, or unseen forces- I began to "see" the origin of it, see a humanoid being who is tormenting me, so I reckoned, what it fears- and to do that, I wondered- if I am an ancient being- this torment could be what's needed to re-activate my being
it "feels" bad, but without it, I would still be asleep- not saying i want to experience it
I wonder how much of this adversity is from alien groups, or unseen forces- I began to "see" the origin of it, see a humanoid being who is tormenting me, so I reckoned, what it fears- and to do that, I wondered- if I am an ancient being- this torment could be what's needed to re-activate my being
it "feels" bad, but without it, I would still be asleep- not saying i want to experience it
these things serve to bring me to conslusions that exceed the adverse programming i received when i was a child
i think there are governments at work, inner earth and surface
it is possible, i loved the wolf girl, so much I willingly chose this adverse life, in order to make things right with her, so she could have her way with me, if she was a created being, it would be like, giving her autonomy
why, i think she is so beautiful, even when she is not in a clean state