Out of body experience, spirit spouse
Sept 4, 2024 2:36:40 GMT 9.5
Post by tundrawolf on Sept 4, 2024 2:36:40 GMT 9.5
Paul may be unable to locate the wolf girl physically, however that does not mean she does not exist.
Unfortunately, I have been describing my meeting with her in three canonical paranormal meetings, as a "vision" and this is wrong, I had a full on, out of body experience, I did not, "See" the wolf girl, I MET her.
When I say she is more real than pretty much any human I've met, I mean it- she is real.
All I know, for certain, are:
She Is alive.
She is real.
All I know, for certain, are:
She Is alive.
She is real.
We share a heart. (she completes me)
She is physically the most beautiful living person I have laid eyes on.
She is/was not happy with me
She is physically the most beautiful living person I have laid eyes on.
She is/was not happy with me
She may be in an adverse situation, herself- and possibly wants to die rather than endure it (being connected with me)
It is possible, I was very ignorant in my past life with her, took her for granted, treated her like my slave, abused her, treated her cruelly, this life may be my reckoning for that, to teach me, about her.
It is possible, I was very ignorant in my past life with her, took her for granted, treated her like my slave, abused her, treated her cruelly, this life may be my reckoning for that, to teach me, about her.
Guess what, I am still searching for answers. It seems there is a disconnect, from the very real memory of actually meeting her in the flesh, and everything else speculated- one seems grounded in the dense (physical) plane- and everything else- seems etheric, astral, and subject to lies, manipulation, half truths, implanted memories, and I simply cannot trust it, or say any of it, outside of the hard truths above, are actually real.
It is possible, she is aboard an adverse reptilian ship in high earth orbit, and is used to anchor me to them, so they can suck my life force, using her as bait.
It makes sense, if her life was miserable, and cruel, and, "All of her decisions were made for her before she was born." she got her revenge on me during the incident at the wolf sanctuary.
I do not believe she is gone.
Something that made sense, I was shown, the the etheric parts of herself have, "Hidden" from Paul and I, in order to take a break from all this. That makes sense, but I cannot trust it (Say it is true, or canon.)
What is the truth, about her? She has a profound effect on me, and while I am healing and learning to be autonomous, she means the world to me (Still).
It is possible, she is aboard an adverse reptilian ship in high earth orbit, and is used to anchor me to them, so they can suck my life force, using her as bait.
It makes sense, if her life was miserable, and cruel, and, "All of her decisions were made for her before she was born." she got her revenge on me during the incident at the wolf sanctuary.
I do not believe she is gone.
Something that made sense, I was shown, the the etheric parts of herself have, "Hidden" from Paul and I, in order to take a break from all this. That makes sense, but I cannot trust it (Say it is true, or canon.)
What is the truth, about her? She has a profound effect on me, and while I am healing and learning to be autonomous, she means the world to me (Still).
It's possible this love-affair between her and I, spans far outside this lifetime, and is almost certain, as her and I, had a past life together, so, it is already extending out of what is normal, and usual.
She may be, "gone", however even if that is, "true"- she is not "gone", her consciousness is merely held elsewhere, her beingness is not destroyed, as some abrahamic religions might believe that happens after the death of the body.
Where is my wolf girl? What is the story?
I would not want her resurrected back into the same slave-dynamic she was once in, possibly.
I do, have memories of creating here, these seem to be real- but I cannot be sure. However, the man I used to be, lines up with someone she would want to eviscerate, especially if she felt resentful for having been created and placed into a situation she hated to be in, with a horny human guy who just wanted to rail her.
I am simultaneously stepping out of "that" guys old beingness, and allowing new to unfold, which creates a unique situation, that I would hope, Ladywolf would be amiable to- but knowing I have to let her go either way, and I am trying that. I would like answers, real, concrete, answers. Like, why just show me this beautiful woman, then let her heart complete me, then let me find out she's angry with me.
I don't want her resurrected, unless that is what her heart wants.
The strange thing, since I believe she may have transitioned from a physical form, her heart feels freer to open up to me, to tell me, the reality of her situation, whereas she could not before, The reptilians would not allow her to.
She may be, "gone", however even if that is, "true"- she is not "gone", her consciousness is merely held elsewhere, her beingness is not destroyed, as some abrahamic religions might believe that happens after the death of the body.
Where is my wolf girl? What is the story?
I would not want her resurrected back into the same slave-dynamic she was once in, possibly.
I do, have memories of creating here, these seem to be real- but I cannot be sure. However, the man I used to be, lines up with someone she would want to eviscerate, especially if she felt resentful for having been created and placed into a situation she hated to be in, with a horny human guy who just wanted to rail her.
I am simultaneously stepping out of "that" guys old beingness, and allowing new to unfold, which creates a unique situation, that I would hope, Ladywolf would be amiable to- but knowing I have to let her go either way, and I am trying that. I would like answers, real, concrete, answers. Like, why just show me this beautiful woman, then let her heart complete me, then let me find out she's angry with me.
I don't want her resurrected, unless that is what her heart wants.
The strange thing, since I believe she may have transitioned from a physical form, her heart feels freer to open up to me, to tell me, the reality of her situation, whereas she could not before, The reptilians would not allow her to.
now that she is, "gone" she may feel free to be honest with me.
From what I can gather, she would want to be separated from me totally, which, of course, I owe her, and am trying- rather than attempting to continue to court her, in hopes of being with her, again.
When I release her, she may actually decide to return to me. It is hard. I cannot just, "reject" her. She means so much to me. I also do not want to draw out some divorce process with her. I do not want her to feel rejected, or inferior, as if I am letting her go because I do not want her. I am letting her go because I do want her- but there is wounding between us. And, the only way to allow her space to deal with her emotions, is to release her. I don't want to be cruel about it. I can only do what I can do, I guess. I guess this is another step to releasing her. I hope she is well. Or, working things out so she herself is at peace.
From what I can gather, she would want to be separated from me totally, which, of course, I owe her, and am trying- rather than attempting to continue to court her, in hopes of being with her, again.
When I release her, she may actually decide to return to me. It is hard. I cannot just, "reject" her. She means so much to me. I also do not want to draw out some divorce process with her. I do not want her to feel rejected, or inferior, as if I am letting her go because I do not want her. I am letting her go because I do want her- but there is wounding between us. And, the only way to allow her space to deal with her emotions, is to release her. I don't want to be cruel about it. I can only do what I can do, I guess. I guess this is another step to releasing her. I hope she is well. Or, working things out so she herself is at peace.
