Edenic autonomy.
Sept 2, 2024 15:32:44 GMT 9.5
Post by tundrawolf on Sept 2, 2024 15:32:44 GMT 9.5
In my journey, as I am becoming conscious, I pushed my beingness to the Antarctic realm, where the Wolfess Annah lives, and is known by one of the board members, here.
As I am, learning to focus my will, and intent, and heal, I am being made aware of a number of things.
The vitriolic instinctive hatred humans have for these people, is alarming. I have seen calls to straight up violence against them, just for existing.
I was also made aware, of two military servicemen, who I stopped- load up a machine gun to slaughter a group of six animal people- just because they thought they could.
As I am, learning to focus my will, and intent, and heal, I am being made aware of a number of things.
The vitriolic instinctive hatred humans have for these people, is alarming. I have seen calls to straight up violence against them, just for existing.
I was also made aware, of two military servicemen, who I stopped- load up a machine gun to slaughter a group of six animal people- just because they thought they could.
Annah and I connected- and she showed me a number of things- especially if I am to take her as my mate. It was serious business, but then again, what strikes me as odd is, what, then, of human relationships? Why don't we take those equally as seriously? Anyway
I began to, get a little overwhelmed- when I pulled back (The connection is permanent, and constantly on.) and asked her to allow me some self introspection- which she did (IT all must be okayed. I began to watch a video as I was talking to her, and she told me, that is scared her, it came on so suddenly. I began to realize, that the connection is ongoing and deep.) and I realized, I have more healing to do, more self discovery, before I can engage with Annah (She told me, she likes the name, "Angela.") in earnest, I must heal myself.
I told her, I wouldn't ask her to wait for me, that, she has wolf-girl-needs that I wouldn't want to deny her of, but she did tell me, she would wait for me.
Recently, I have discovered a dark vortex, behind me and to my right, that is sucking life force out of me. I am able to switch it off. However it takes work, with intent. I am finding new positivity.
And, I am learning not to exist from a platform of fear- to just accept. This is helping me a great deal to stay positive.
I am also angry with the reptilians, for many reasons, and am cancelling every contract with them. I can;t help but shake the feeling, that much of when humans say they believe a devil exists- these reptilians seem to match that description perfectly.
I also am seeking a role, as protector of the animal folk in Eden. I summoned their collective mood- and it is oppressed, by the humans. I want to put an end to that, and give them autonomy, so they do not feel, "Ruled over".
I would, prefer to act as an ambassador from the humans, to them. To this end, taking Angela as a mate would help them mean I am serious about it.
My plan, would be to get them their autonomy, slowly release knowledge of their existence to the human race, arm and train the Wolfen people, some would say an AR-15 won't take out a war drone (not true) but it can provide much needed morale for them.
And, I am learning not to exist from a platform of fear- to just accept. This is helping me a great deal to stay positive.
I am also angry with the reptilians, for many reasons, and am cancelling every contract with them. I can;t help but shake the feeling, that much of when humans say they believe a devil exists- these reptilians seem to match that description perfectly.
I also am seeking a role, as protector of the animal folk in Eden. I summoned their collective mood- and it is oppressed, by the humans. I want to put an end to that, and give them autonomy, so they do not feel, "Ruled over".
I would, prefer to act as an ambassador from the humans, to them. To this end, taking Angela as a mate would help them mean I am serious about it.
My plan, would be to get them their autonomy, slowly release knowledge of their existence to the human race, arm and train the Wolfen people, some would say an AR-15 won't take out a war drone (not true) but it can provide much needed morale for them.
However, I see, too, that in a place where your emotions are so amplified you can laugh yourself to death, that I must be cautious, lest I get in a trap.
It is why, when Angela lets me smell her under-tail region, that that scent is all I can think about experiencing, that I want to touch, and look, and smell, and lick, and almost brings me to tears with how beautiful it is.
However, this ideal is not known to most humans, so how can we guard against it?
But, yes, having a role as a passionate protector of the Edenites, would be something I would really want to do. In fact I wonder what the goal would be of continuing in this incarnation, though I understand there may yet be more milestones I need to reach in healing, and becoming whole. What an experience that will be, feeling healed, and whole.
It is why, when Angela lets me smell her under-tail region, that that scent is all I can think about experiencing, that I want to touch, and look, and smell, and lick, and almost brings me to tears with how beautiful it is.
However, this ideal is not known to most humans, so how can we guard against it?
But, yes, having a role as a passionate protector of the Edenites, would be something I would really want to do. In fact I wonder what the goal would be of continuing in this incarnation, though I understand there may yet be more milestones I need to reach in healing, and becoming whole. What an experience that will be, feeling healed, and whole.
