All of this, bullshit

[tundrawolf]

Well, recently i have been going back in time, and trying to figure out how I came to exist in and on this place

What agreements were made- what half truths and half lies were spoken that I believed whole-heartedly, in good faith and yet, was betrayed (Reptilians)

What is my origin?

What was my purpose, here?

Well, it seems, as if this is a very special realm of horror, of lies, deceit, promises made "In the spirit" of good faith, and yet wholeheartedly broken- soul-aspects held HOSTAGE- and life HELD OVER YOUR HEAD

This is how, those coming here to help this place be better, are kidnapped and held hostage, by the "Laws and rules" that masquerade as good

And, the adverse aliens masquerading as benevolent, yet- are filthy as any demon- and doing the work of pure evil

Well, I saw myself, detached from all of this, nightmarish horror

(All I want to do is to capture those who lie in the spirit, and tell half truths, and subject them to horrors beyond their imagining)

Well, I saw myself, in some, umbral planes, and a single wolfling, following me, nervous and shy- but it began to eat me- and while I was not angry about it, I was hurt- and then, changed- yet again, trapped, yet again it seemed

If only humans knew, the cruelty and wickedness that happens deep in the depths of this planet

I tried giving them a chance, however all they did was beat me for it, and rape/enslave me.

now, I want the karma to be poured out, every last drop on these beings, and their horror, multiplied in ways that make even the gods shake in terror

I haven't found a pure heart, except in the discarded, abandoned inner earth

Every being associated with this bears the burden of guilt in some form, or another

Is this why Paul pushes forgiveness? Because not one would be able to stand, otherwise?