The wild, behind my home
Jul 30, 2024 5:29:51 GMT 9.5
Post by tundrawolf on Jul 30, 2024 5:29:51 GMT 9.5
I had been,
trying to commune with cryptids, whom I hoped were able to materialize/lived near me (I know of one that does, but the road to him is far. He also told me he was nervous of meeting w/ me.)
One fated night, around ten PM, or 2200, I had a deeply intimate, supernatural bidirectional communication with a cougar (Mountain lion). We talked about a number of things. I came away from it, unafraid of her people (Big cats.)
My female dog also had a little of puppies, which was somewhat tragic, as my sorrow and substance use, cost the lives of two of the puppies (As I saw, when they were developing, they laid-hold of my sorrow, and each took a part of my heart. The two puppies that died, would have completed my heart.)
My female dog also had a little of puppies, which was somewhat tragic, as my sorrow and substance use, cost the lives of two of the puppies (As I saw, when they were developing, they laid-hold of my sorrow, and each took a part of my heart. The two puppies that died, would have completed my heart.)
As I am unable to leash all of the dogs when going to the dog park, I usually allow them to spill out of the home/van to and from there.
Most recently, as the female dog is in heat and I am already overwhelmed and upset with so many puppies, she has been banished outdoors, as she refuses to be contained by the kennel, she roams freely now.
Yesterday, the puppies connected with their mother, and two of them, ran into the area where i spoke to the mountain lion.
However, previous to this, I had explored this area, as I had not been there in some time, the area was overgrown. A small narrow animal trail ran through it.
Most recently, as the female dog is in heat and I am already overwhelmed and upset with so many puppies, she has been banished outdoors, as she refuses to be contained by the kennel, she roams freely now.
Yesterday, the puppies connected with their mother, and two of them, ran into the area where i spoke to the mountain lion.
However, previous to this, I had explored this area, as I had not been there in some time, the area was overgrown. A small narrow animal trail ran through it.
I also searched where I had seen the female cougar, was living with spoor and evidence of her living just under my home, were readily visible.
There was no more evidence of her being there, for some time.
The cougar admitted a romantic attachment to me, however I did end up shooting her, though she lived- her heart was made afraid of me, and her mate, after I shot at him, was not happy with me, though I made way to his heart- apparently they are quite firm in their attitudes
There was no more evidence of her being there, for some time.
The cougar admitted a romantic attachment to me, however I did end up shooting her, though she lived- her heart was made afraid of me, and her mate, after I shot at him, was not happy with me, though I made way to his heart- apparently they are quite firm in their attitudes
Well, the puppies and the mother disappeared, and I had to write them off, as being food for, a lion, or pack of coyotes.
During their absence, I began to realize, they were likely marking (peeing) various places- that pushes the human boundaries, into the forest- and pushes what is wild, away from us.
Even as I write, this, I realize- if the cougars are pushed back- I am made vulnerable- as it seems as if they, too, like wolves, are protectors of the forest! How many humans understand this? Yet are taught to be afraid
During their absence, I began to realize, they were likely marking (peeing) various places- that pushes the human boundaries, into the forest- and pushes what is wild, away from us.
Even as I write, this, I realize- if the cougars are pushed back- I am made vulnerable- as it seems as if they, too, like wolves, are protectors of the forest! How many humans understand this? Yet are taught to be afraid
The takeaway was, perhaps, the time of the cougar is passing, but I could be wrong, and I hope I am wrong.
Cougars are naturally afraid of dogs, which is strange to me, as they are unmatched in their killing prowess, however, as the dogs no doubt marked their territory in the lions realm, it may push the wildlife deeper into the forest, and farther away from me.
I do not view this as good, especially since I have begun to understand that the big cats actually observe humans constantly and, essentially men us no harm, and actually may protect us, in some cases.
Cougars are naturally afraid of dogs, which is strange to me, as they are unmatched in their killing prowess, however, as the dogs no doubt marked their territory in the lions realm, it may push the wildlife deeper into the forest, and farther away from me.
I do not view this as good, especially since I have begun to understand that the big cats actually observe humans constantly and, essentially men us no harm, and actually may protect us, in some cases.