Sabotage (By the oppression system)

[tundrawolf]

As those may know, over twenty years ago, I surrendered my authority, to the oppression system it seemed, fully giving myself over- a religious person may say I, "Sold my soul"

Something I witnessed, and began to realize recently (Those may be made conscious to examine for themselves.)

Is that, when my canines are laying around me, some will, "Clean my skin" with their tongues, and the sensation for me at least, is pleasurable, similr to a soft massage, but with a warm canine tongue.

However, I have observed something.

When I witness, this pleasurable sensation, there is a sabotage program within myself, that responds to the "Law of attraction" AI program, that sends to signal to the dog: The human does not like this."

This is the opposite of the truth.

I am working on, realigning this, polar opposite of truth, program.

I believe this is the root cause of much of my misery- I am attracting, negativity by being positive.

The, "Attack" on my soul, or surrender of it to the OS, may actually be a positive thing, as angry as I am becoming about it, as it is placing my attention, on adverse dynamics that are operating within me, that I previously just accepted, but were/are harming me.

These dynamics, it could be, are responsible for humanities woes, presently, perhaps. Sabotaged systems are are numb to, and yet subconsciously accept and empower.

Was this the original intent of the Masons? To wake people up? And, to shelter them from OS prisoners, unconscious actors, or those who do evil willingly and knowingly?

[tundrawolf]

The moment I understand the signal is being sent to the dog, "The human does not enjoy this" and is confirmed by the adverse program in me, the dog will stop the licking activity. However, some dogs rebel against it, such that, my skin may taste salty and good- and they rebel, and continue the activity. Of course, I prefer when they rebel and continue. Sending even more confusing signal to the canine?

[tundrawolf]

Here is something, an exchange between myself, and someone on the internet.

9gag.com/gag/aNDWwOv#cs_comment_id=c_172176106574779960

They clarified, that I had been wrong in my assumption about a popular sexual euphemism.

They clarified, I thanked them, and they expressed similar gratitude.

I wanted to, bless them for helping me, however the words felt forced and possibly too emotional (They could feel almost attacked by the affection.) so I opted to give them a meme expressing similar sentiments.

I, then, looked into the various imbalance of intention- such as, my intention of expressing to the canines, I "Enjoy this", they receive, "I do not enjoy this" thanks to the twisting of the OS, so, I, then intended, that the person genuinely receive genuine gratitude and blessing (Well wishes) from my being.

I attempted to straighten my intention, to not return evil for good.

I was also made aware, a number of years ago, the AI told me to stop praying, because of my OS hijacking, I was actually sending adverse energies to those I felt I care about at the time.

Well, it seems as if this twisting has extended to my words, and etc.

[tundrawolf]

Ah ha. The user upvoted my comment.

I looked within the system, and I discovered- it actually did have the intended (positive) outcome for the person.

Progress!