Sleeping with the enemy... Logistics...

[tundrawolf]

Well, last night was tumultuous... A plot or plots were uncovered...

I know, my "group" is only trying to, "help" me (What are the internal politics? At what point, do they stop caring about me as an individual, and end up only being concerned with results?)

And, to show me the truth about this wolf girl I am aligned with. Except, they do not understand, that there is a yin to the yang, and it only bonds me deeper to her, showing me the truth...

Which is why I am writing this.

I probed into some amiable timelines, and I discovered:

Angelwolf is intimidating.

She is so intimidating, that no one from my group wants to make space with me. Even some from her group put their backs to the wall when she walks by.

This makes for a lonely existence.

I saw her, her libido vanishing (As happens in women, when there is a problem with the relationship) and, she tells me, she wants to spend time with her group As my group is terrified of her. Apparently, there aren't many wolf people in their midst.)

So, of course I agreed- and she left.

Some time later, I began to be stalked, by a figure of terror, however when I confront it, it turns out, it is her (Angelwolf)

She falls into my arms and weeps, admitting she misses me.

Of course, I gladly take her back-

Problem resumes.

What are we to do about this?

In some timelines of deep heartache, she goes to live with, a rather adverse reptilian group, and I am heart broken over it. (She is likely not coming back. Even if she misses me. They are a deep space group)

But, if she is not happy with me, what are we to do?

I admit, as I explore my existence, and discover how much of my being has been hijacked in my slumber, I take it back- and my beingness does attract her (Such as a woman is attracted to a man with power. Nothing wrong with that. Everyone desires security.)\

This is perhaps a reason she was assigned to me?

Well, perhaps I should just take it a day at a time with respect to this.

Angelwolf is rather cranky and does not want to hear my physical voice. So we have been communicating via the heart

I have given her a lot of real estate that I had been previously keeping to myself. It is "right relationship"

[tundrawolf]

The answer could be, to baste myself up good, and let her nibble me again.

And, when I am asked for the results of that- rather than giving her more life and love- to this time, give her joy.

I see, a joy'd up wolfess, (Wolfling? They are known by different terms in different realms) she becomes really chatty.

Her self now, is stoic and solemn.

Few dare to look her in the eyes for long.

One of the reasons why I say this, is even when she goes to live with the deep space reptilians, she ends up missing me over time. And when she misses me, her problem of zero libido is transferred to whomever she is with at the time.

Would a joy infusion, be what this wolfess needs? Would she have other needs, down the line? If I am responsible for her, then perhaps this is part of it.

I have to be okay with it.

I see in some timelines, she grows.. Entitled to eating me. And I am not so happy about it.

I am being shown there is a medical solution to this, a sort of repair of her gut biome that does not involve me being eaten alive

Rather good news, actually

I am also seen, the only thing that makes her group, at enmity with my group is- her groups eyes and bodies are irritated by light.

That's it.

That's the reason for the war

Fuck, could we, medically assist them, and help their bodies adapt, so they can find meaning in the light? Speed up their evolution?

Imagine the peace between realms and worlds, if Angelwolf and her group are the first to adopt (I am seeing many in her group are willing to undergo this transformation, first a few- then many more, then it begins reverberating across other realms, generating strong bonds of peace) this medical assistance?

How many other, seemingly hopeless dynamics could be healed, with just such simple solutions?

Well then

And I am not beyond realizing, I myself, need healing and repair, in order to be better suited for a relationship with the wolfess. She has desires of me, too. I have been ignoring them. This is partly why she is a bit cranky

Actually, when adapted better to light, she does actually begin to delight in the light, and opens up like a beautiful flower- her heart included- she seems joyous, and child-like

Her, brooding has infected my heart, and returns brooding back to her- so this is my new task- create joy within my heart, for her to feed on.

It is actually, a good thing!

[tundrawolf]

Well, I am seeing, there is a way to monitor adverse reactions in the gut biome in humans, and other beings- to various stimuli.

These things can be healed- however it "Changes" "who" you are.

A number will object to this, however, the result will be, "Less war for your children"

I am also seeing, this will deny a sort of karmic flow- and experienced adversity in the future will be met with extreme aversion and often violence.

(In other words, if people with black skin generate aversion in someone, that can be "healed" in the gut. However, if this, healed person goes on to experience adversity with another group, say reptilians- their response will often be disproportionate- such as a desire to wipe them all out, for a "Small infraction")

I am unsure what the answer is- it is, perhaps, homeopathic- small changes, rather than entire groups being "fixed" at a time, so evolution can run it's proper (right) course, and extreme adverse reactions are minimized

I am shown, this sort of meddling has indeed resulted in the extinction of a number of peoples and groups, in the name of "peace"

Small groups, altered over time, to effect greater change, overall- with an awareness that adverse effects may come later. Some time violent reactions can be managed, if the subject is made aware such tings are possible. This does, in some cases, make the "Changed" person, dangerous.