What does it mean to share a heart with someone? An enemy?

[tundrawolf]

Wow.

Well, what a wild ride.

March 13, 2021 I received the first of three canonical visions, of a half wolf, half human woman.

She is the most beautiful (Attractive) woman I have seen with true (real) eyes in this lifetime.

However, she also hates me.

She also has big teeth, and she partially ate the vulnerable body I am associated with, and i felt every inch (13MM) being consumed, it was as fun as you would expect

Recently, bullshit has happened (yet more of it, this planets capacity for it astounds me. How did I end up here?)

And I ma bale to see deeper into her heart, and it turns out, she is pretty still fucking angry at me.

Imagine, sharing a heart with a gorgeous woman who hates you. And being her prey and her, thinking of you, as her prey.

She may have been compromised on her side, as I apparently, am a part of a military group, who is at war with her group

Well, this was the past: She murdered the fuck out of my clone body, and he refused to come back to life, with a six hundred pound eight foot tall vicious wolf woman, imagine that.

So, her spark of life was used to lure him back to life, her wolf's heart was cloned and placed in his body, beating, with her spark of life

Today, contemplating this, I discovered more of her anger against me- yet, when I switched to attention to self, as she was ruler over me- I became ruler over her.

Interesting...

Well, she's pretty raw.

She comes from a world of viscera, prey opened up and ripped apart, my world, is one of gentleness and civility

And, some-thing has happened to make her furiously enraged at me. Did I have a past life with her? Why is she so mad?

If I didn't want to make her life one long orgasm, I would be tempted to go to war right back with her.

How do we reconcile?

I was told, hatred is love turned inside out

Well, how do I get back in touch with that love?

What do our next lives look like?

Who, arranged this union? (If it were a force of darkness, what force of light was working right there as well?)

Is there a higher, lighter version of herself, calling to me? Because I willingly, lovingly gave her life, and love, form my existence, as she ate a part of me? Was this preordained?

Are we, the original odd couple?

God damn it. I am so into her. She is so fucking hot. Did they use this visceral canine attraction to bind me to her, to torment me, thus?

Feeling her heart complete me, possibly April of 2021, made me a whole person- because of the heart connection? Does anyone in existence, know what it feels like, to have the sexiest women you have seen in existence, complete you?

Is that part of the trap?

Well it's fucking god damned effective

I feel like more will not be known until I learn how to draw her

I realized today., that her darkness is back feeding into my heart- the same as my love fed into hers. How does that affect me? What are the ramifications

How much of me, is her? How much of me, torments her? Is it a bad thing (long term)

Is this a part of the unification process and demarcation of these spiritual boundaries? She may be the rightful owner of these umbral lands?

There are almost countless "positive" wolf girls. Why does this one call to me like no other

What can I do about it, as one sharing her spark of life, her heart, with her

It is a bittersweet symphony.

[tundrawolf]

600LB=272KG

8'=244CM

Big 'ol wolf girl

She likes the idea of a chaotic world similar to, "Helluva boss" but with less oversight

[paul]

While "sharing a heart" can be used loosely to indicate strong emotional connections (6.7 to 6.1), the heart chakra operates 2 planes higher (4.7 to 4.1).

Most humans are still learning to develop heart functionality. Women tend to be more advanced than men.

Humans with strong relationships have an intermediary entity (mostly nature spirits) that connects the pair or group and coordinates actions and feelings and perhaps thoughts.

Where the participants are inner plane initiates and have past life connections the relationship entity may extend past heart levels

[tundrawolf]

Jul 17, 2024 18:31:33 GMT 9.5 paul said:

While "sharing a heart" can be used loosely to indicate strong emotional connections (6.7 to 6.1), the heart chakra operates 2 planes higher (4.7 to 4.1).

Most humans are still learning to develop heart functionality. Women tend to be more advanced than men.

Humans with strong relationships have an intermediary entity (mostly nature spirits) that connects the pair or group and coordinates actions and feelings and perhaps thoughts.

Where the participants are inner plane initiates and have past life connections the relationship entity may extend past heart levels

You are helping me become aware, of some of these, "Managing entities"

However, I am also becoming aware of something else...

The only explanation is, Angelwolf, and I, are happy together- and "we" are sending, "Do not give up" energy to me, present day.

I explored if Angelwolf was hopelessly adverse- I would have no other choice but to disconnect from her.. or worse.

However, the remains an ember, a seed of hope, that won't die...

I am trying to manage this, versus the realization that she is, pretty fucking pissed