what's real? true? Angelwolf, captured? worse...

[tundrawolf]

I did some more connecting with Angelwolf.

I am leaving my emotional "needs" (That are still, partly unhealthy.) out of it, and allowing her to speak.

She did show me some things, and my higher sponsors, prompted me: to intend to make a permanent connection with her. Regardless of her condition, I will always have a connection.

She showed me, she is like, a "Zany little girl" in spirit. I began to intend to change and mature her- but I felt, deep down- that is wrong. If I love her, it would be good to meet her as-is, and, if, later down the line, her heart desires to change, perhaps mature in her ways (Which is natural progression with right relationship!) then I wish to be there with her, every step of the way.

Well, this was a positive turn. I did feel her, put her darkness aside for just long enough to show me the truth.

She, or someone attached to her, told me, "The honeymoon is definitely over!" I did some searching- no, it's actually not even yet begun.

[tundrawolf]

Another thing.

I have been doing some very uncomfortbale (If I fight it, I stay broken. If I accept it, then i find healing.) healing of my inner child, and re-parenting myself.

Yes, indeed, in many ways, I am still a single-digit child.

However- on this journey- Angelwolf, and I, are coming into alignment.

My, inner child- loves the idea, of a rough and tumble, gothic wolf girl, as his girlfriend on this journey.

Wow, that worked out pretty well actually..

This arc, this timeline seems to have been damaged by adverse forces who saw the entire thing- however, it is turning out, for the complete opposite side, for good.

[tundrawolf]

A thought occurred to me.

What a love story.

A cosmic hunter was sent to destroy a man of light, and nearly accomplished her task- but he ended up falling in love with her, and through much work, sacrifice, and growth- he learned to bring her into his life, where they found connection, and in the end, true love.