The enfuckening of of old attachments, anthro peoples
Jul 17, 2024 3:38:01 GMT 9.5
Post by tundrawolf on Jul 17, 2024 3:38:01 GMT 9.5
Well,
In an intellectually, and morally honest pilgrimage, It seems of recent, that my attachment to anthropomorphic (human/animal/other/hybrid) is beginning to wane.
It seems, as if, a young and child-like version of my underdeveloped ego, was attached to their simplicity, and purity, such as children gravitate to "Carton animal people", and the anthro peoples are a sort of continuation of that
It seems, as if, a young and child-like version of my underdeveloped ego, was attached to their simplicity, and purity, such as children gravitate to "Carton animal people", and the anthro peoples are a sort of continuation of that
My attachment to four footed animals is also waning, as my child-like fantasy world begins to deconstruct, in favor of a more human-centric (As this body is human, hence a more firm connection to my humanness...)
That is not saying, I am departing from them, certainly not.
just... going through some reconstruction, and deconstruction, in exchange for right understanding, and right relationship with them.
Perhaps my heart for them, is needed- I am certain of it.
Humans are naturally terrified and intimidated by them, which negates their ability to interact much less, govern them.
just... going through some reconstruction, and deconstruction, in exchange for right understanding, and right relationship with them.
Perhaps my heart for them, is needed- I am certain of it.
Humans are naturally terrified and intimidated by them, which negates their ability to interact much less, govern them.
Or, even worse, a humans mind is rendered limited by their outward appearing to "animals"- which are in many cases- more advanced than humans are, in nearly every way. (Yet we consider them to be under us, which is laughable)
With respect, the the cryptid wolf woman who has had several names, whos heart beats in my chest, my heart is hopeful, that as I detach, mature, heal, and grow, that she returns to me, and we are able to resume our relationship, but in rightness.
The, deconstruction, and reconstruction that has been happening the last few days has been of interest to me.
Last night, I dreamed of my mother, and, of a world with anthropomorphic animal people (The dream was long, fully present, segmented and yet fully contiguous, "Pick up where it left off" and as-if I was transported to another world entirely, and got to experience it through a different body.)
If I was truly a drag on the cryptid wolf woman I saw in a series of visions in 2021- which I do not deny- she will appreciate what is happening in the physicality of my understanding, belief systems, and motivations, etc.
Further, my Siberian Husky, when he wants attention, he will insert himself between me and whatever I am doing, it is so completely annoying, did so between me and my tablet, so I grabbed him, and pulled him into me, and "forced cuddled" him, however after this- he must have, been amiable to it, as I felt his Beingness, connect with mine, and I was able to discern between his canineness and humanness (Many canines have humanness as well, and other animals)
This directly applied, to "Angelwolf" (Asrael, then Ladywolf, then Anastasia temporarily until i was able to separate her from another cryptid wolf woman,- and finally Angelwolf), so I was better able to discern her being, and to separate canine from human, and to connect with both.