Are synchronizities...
Jul 17, 2024 3:23:49 GMT 9.5
Post by tundrawolf on Jul 17, 2024 3:23:49 GMT 9.5
So, almost four years ago I began deconverting from Christianity, my "native" religion.
I tried to be a "true believer" and even had an NDE I colored thru the lense of the religion
What finally sent me over the edge- a series of waking sober visions of a cryptid wolf woman, felt her heart beatin gin my chest, and learned she was angry with God and myself- and then reading a verse in the Koran about Muhammaed allowing his band of raiders to rape women in front of their husbands, of a saked village- then reading the exact same verse in the Old Testament, where "Jehova" gave the, "virginal" (Read: Unmarried, young women)and other women to the Israelites for what amounts to sex slavery (Why else spell out their sexual intactness, would we deny human nature for air bonding suitability and etc, "men will be men".)
So, I dialed up "God" and I told him to go fuck himself, if I had to compromise on my morality to "go to heaven" he could go ahead and send me to hell, because fuck him.
Well, beings passionate as i tend to be, I made steps to make the deconversion thorough, and I watched many edifying deconversion videos, mainly on the insanity that I just "Accepted" from the various bibles I read, and the idea that the Gnostics were more correct than any other understanding: Mainly that the "god" of the OT: is actually the devil. (Makes way more sense.)
I also realize, based on a comparison to Sumerian texts/tablets, that some of what is in the Bible was actually taken from there, and if compared to allegory, the Bible is primitive mans attempt to explain alien interference with the present day human race on, and in, this planet.
I also realize, based on a comparison to Sumerian texts/tablets, that some of what is in the Bible was actually taken from there, and if compared to allegory, the Bible is primitive mans attempt to explain alien interference with the present day human race on, and in, this planet.
All that to say, if there is a god, I have sufficiently turned my back on them.
So, where does that leave me?
I have personally witnessed, a handful of miracles, and, I have died in a hospital, and my consciousness went to another place not known to mainstream humanity.
So, where does that leave me?
I have personally witnessed, a handful of miracles, and, I have died in a hospital, and my consciousness went to another place not known to mainstream humanity.
That got me thinking- if there are extra-human forces invisible to our eyes and science as of yet, then, do these forces still operate?
On our behalf?
Against us?
I also, recall living at a wolf sanctuary, over twenty years ago, and due to circumstances where I surrendered my authority to adverse forces- I felt "Attacked" by external, invisible forces, outside of myself, and set on a painful journey to this point.
On our behalf?
Against us?
I also, recall living at a wolf sanctuary, over twenty years ago, and due to circumstances where I surrendered my authority to adverse forces- I felt "Attacked" by external, invisible forces, outside of myself, and set on a painful journey to this point.
-So-
Invisible forces that have power and authority do indeed exist, as far as my understanding go.
So, when I see synchronizities, for example, by human standards, an "old" crime mystery show called, "Columbo", starring Peter Falk (Who has a glass eye), that I found rather ingenious when I (This is just an example.) was a child and watching television (no internet in those days. Analog HAM radio at best) synchronizities began to pop up, in a meme site, on other websites- literal impossible happenings- with such an obscure program (long forgotten)
And others.
Things so obscure- there is no doubt, that "something" unseen, is trying to get my attention
Things so obscure- there is no doubt, that "something" unseen, is trying to get my attention
Me, personally, and connecting dots, that are so far beyond coincidence it is uncanny.
I wondered, what the point was, of them? Are they, to show travelers such as myself, travelers to truth- that there are indeed outside forces, contributing to humanities direction?
To perhaps prevent someone who has soured to the mainstream idea of god, to help them not give up on the principle entirely? Perhaps, to open them up to the possibility of "alternative" goings-on.
As, these things can only manifest, and confirm, within the mind of the one experiencing them (No external cues of it, outside of eye movements, pupil dilation, etc. Can other species "see" human thoughts? Is the human body a vessel created for gross observation?)
just a thought
To perhaps prevent someone who has soured to the mainstream idea of god, to help them not give up on the principle entirely? Perhaps, to open them up to the possibility of "alternative" goings-on.
As, these things can only manifest, and confirm, within the mind of the one experiencing them (No external cues of it, outside of eye movements, pupil dilation, etc. Can other species "see" human thoughts? Is the human body a vessel created for gross observation?)
just a thought