"David"

[tundrawolf]

I have come to discover, that a number of distinct personalities, have/are attached to me.

Since the vision of the Wolf Girl (With true eyes) in March of 2021, and feeling her heart, beating in my chest, I have begun to discern that a number of these personalities are influencing me.

I want to address a specific personality, whom I call "David".

He, had a hand in creating, the wolf girl I saw in the vision in 2021.

He made her, "Perfect" (For him)

Except: He is the source of my anger.

I got angry (Took on anger/saw everything through eyes of anger) yesterday while drinking, and today- I want to know where that came from (What is the source)

It turns out, David, who created Angelwolf- was highly abusive of her- and likely use his royal status to remain a cruel jerk. If he would have gotten marriage counseling with her, he would likely blame her for everything and take no responsibility for himself whatsoever. In his eyes he is perfect. I am not sure, what syndrome that is, but he seems to be the source of a number of my problems!

I ask myself, why am I so angry? What makes me so angry? I am living my best life... I have the heart of a beautiful wolf girl in my chest, and a deep connection to her (She is the woman of my dreams so to speak)

I am starting to get angry with this guy.

He hurt Angelwolf.

She shows me, though, that she would not like it if I physically assaulted him- though his body is twisted up and mangled horribly, and he is in pain (I can feel it)

She has a programmed instinct to protect him from violence, in spite of what has happened between him and her- she is partly regretting what happened, however- she did tell me, she would rather be with me.

I told her, if he raised his hand over her, I would go-between him and her, and if she did not have the protection instinct in her, David would discover the hand of fucking God coming down on his ass.

I would reduce him to a piss soaked, quivering mess- he is scared of Angelwolf, but he has not fallen into my hands- he would seek to hide behind her to avoid me!

I assure him!

Well. If it were not for how she feels about him, I would be inclined to... Delete him entirely.

Still, Angelwolf, refers to him, as her "ex".

I am unsure, entirely, what to do with him, he seems to enjoy taking his anger out on me, by making me say stupid shit on line, throwing my possessions out into the forest and never to see them again (unless returned, like my watch)

He is a nasty little bastard and I see why Angelwolf rebelled! Good for her!

SO, I am going to have to begin work to isolating this adverse character, and learning to control him, rather than the other way around.

Any advice about this would be helpful

[tundrawolf]

With Pauls help, this may be a cover story, in order to shift Angelwolf's possible, inherent anger and malevolence, to blame "myself" or a past life version of myself, for her (former) anger and rage.

I cannot fully discount it, however, I am still trying to suss out why the wolf girl was so angry. It was deeply personal. It could also have been militarily, such as, the anger one enemy has for the other.

I do not count her as an enemy, but as a living person. She admits, now that I have seen (witnessed) her, I now have the power here, but as I said, I do not view her as an "enemy" but an intelligence that can be reasoned with, and even won over for the other side.

Is, she surrendering, and being inducted into my "side", which is why she is not able to be found? If so, it would be my duty to find her

[tundrawolf]

Wow. So yesterday I received a massive download, and update, and I saw how, on high, is actually using this situation with Angelwolf.

I also, especially this morning, began to discern, how the personality of Angelwolf's ex lover, and creator, "David", has actually been intertwined with this incarnation, and myself!

The things I am seeing, that are helping us detach from one another so that I can exist in beingness (Without other personalities hitching along for the ride...)

David is, indeed my love of wolves and lupines and canines, although I do have love for these beings.

It is amazing to me, to feel "myself" and to feel David separate, whereas before, "I" just accepted these personalities as of myself! no wonder it never worked properly!

[tundrawolf]

I can see something, else, too.

David is limited in his understanding. He is part of the inner earth realm, and it seems, even though they have a functioning society and government, education seems to be limited.

So, his beliefs were my beliefs- and I am seeing, I am having to release his beliefs about wolves- in order to gain true understanding of the canine.

This lack of understand, passion almost entirely taking its place- did not help him in a positive manner with his mate, Angelwolf- and in fact, his passionate obsession with her, ended up causing her rebellion (Along with his not understand himself!) And the trouble and restructuring he is presently going through.

It is also a possibility, that when the living things within the inner earth rehab realms, become adverse- this is a sort of punishment (learning) for them too. How interesting

[tundrawolf]

I am seeing, something else. As the individual consciousnesses ("Personalities") have become intertwined with my mine, influencing my beingness, I wondered, in what life, did I abuse and hate wolflings?

It turns out, it wasn't "me". It was David. "I" am a pure being. Similar to Candy the mountain lion. This is interesting.

How many other beliefs do I hold- that do not belong to me, or are not attributable to my being??