RESULTS, programming, generational methods and trauma

[tundrawolf]

So I am making accelerational progress with my alignment, healing, and changing of programs and thinking.

I came to a realization:

I am gen X raised by boomers.

Boomers are a trauma-based generation of people trapped in ignorance and poor programming (My estimation and what I see.) they are too weak/afraid/poorly equipped/too far gone in their age to re-parent themselves or to correct their adverse thinking and child-raising patterns.

What I am seeing:

Boomers, from my own experience, "Force" things. Such as, forcing you to go to work to participate in this society, that hates humans so much they enslave them without even so much as a secure future.

Boomers: You don't work, you don't eat!"

Slavery.

Me, going backwards in time to re-parent myself, utilizing skills Paul and others are helping me with, re-shifting from a forced dynamic, to a dynamic that my being can accept (Such as, I always had to know why... Why do I have to go to work? Why do I have to go to church? Why? Explain it to me so I understand- but they almost never did outside of simple, childish explanation. It was all about forcing- whether you wanted to, or were ready, or not.)

I am seeing, now, as I heal the trauma, I am actually able to soften myself, so that labor is not adverse- it is not something that kills me, where I would rather be dead than participate.

In short, coming to these conclusions naturally, allows someone to accept these dynamics with a healthy- read:not agonizingly painful and adverse, understanding.

In short the boomers simply did not know why. All they knew was that they were slaves to a system, a system that paid off in the end. It is no longer the case for my generation or any of the others, who are growing increasingly despaired, not only for a place to live (A home) but even down to intimate relationships.

I am also seeing, too, that my God- I believed that?

That is my mothers programming! AND IT IS FALSE.

The real world, the healthy world, the centered and balanced human being, IS NOT THAT WAY. (Speaking of sexuality! How corrupted she made me! And how the answer is so pure, and simple! How has this affected my wolf girls, too? For fucks sake!)

This is, definitely good.

I had a break in the storm recently, too, where I saw where I was NOT OF GOOD CHEER in an aspect of my life, and, so, I intended to replace that feeling, with one of good cheer! What a life changing difference it makes!

results, results, results. Motivation. Acceptance of life dynamics present-day. Instead of being forced.

[tundrawolf]

further, after re- arranging the wrong programming, inserting positivity, it began to grow self perpetuating. Momentum of positivity, began to replace fearful foundations. This is one of the break throughs I have desired for decades, if not multiple lifetimes.