Alcohol reset
Jul 12, 2024 2:59:15 GMT 9.5
Post by tundrawolf on Jul 12, 2024 2:59:15 GMT 9.5
I am discovering, that alcohol has therapeutic effects when consumed with intention.
The positive benefits, are actually immense for me
However
I am discovering, it is also, to put it into a phrase, "Killing me."
I am also reminded of the philosopher, Alan Watts, who died of alcoholism.
I asked the universe- was this a tragedy, as my upbringing would tell me, he wasted his life, however-
I am also reminded of the philosopher, Alan Watts, who died of alcoholism.
I asked the universe- was this a tragedy, as my upbringing would tell me, he wasted his life, however-
What I was shown was, he died on his own terms, enjoying life.
Is this really, a bad thing?
When sober, I tend to err to fear- and my life is limited- and I do not supp with wild cats- which seemed to be one of the most beautiful experiences of my life thus far
When sober, I tend to err to fear- and my life is limited- and I do not supp with wild cats- which seemed to be one of the most beautiful experiences of my life thus far
When drinking I do crazy things that endanger my safety
Which one is proper?
I am talking with a Canadian who holds opposite views to my heart. However, we are not arguing. The conversation is civil, however difficult not to react with emotion. Forcing myself to soften to understanding his POV
I am talking with a Canadian who holds opposite views to my heart. However, we are not arguing. The conversation is civil, however difficult not to react with emotion. Forcing myself to soften to understanding his POV
It is interesting to understand two conflicting points of view at the same time
And uncomfortable