Spirit work: Sekhmet
Jul 6, 2024 11:03:28 GMT 9.5
Post by tundrawolf on Jul 6, 2024 11:03:28 GMT 9.5
In 2023 I had a deeply intimate conversation with a mountain lion who lives near my home.
Present with her, was the goddess, Sekhmet, who appeared as an anthropomorphic lion-headed but two-footed woman.
Present with her, was the goddess, Sekhmet, who appeared as an anthropomorphic lion-headed but two-footed woman.
She asked me to do something extreme, and it turned out I was unable to fulfill her request of me, however, our connection remained
As in my hidden DNA, I am part-wolf, and share a heart with a wolf woman, a "wolfling" who is half human, half wolf, perhaps I have a connection to these realms
Well- as being part wolf I am a highly sexual/intimate being, I broached the topic of sex with Sekhmet, however I became aware of some things.
She is NOT into "Butt stuff", and it seems to be linked to some trauma in her past (Being a male canine, of course my thought is, "Give me a chance!" To be fair, I know my way around the anus, the right way to go about sexually satisfying it, the wrong way, and the wrong way that ends up being the right way)
She is NOT into "Butt stuff", and it seems to be linked to some trauma in her past (Being a male canine, of course my thought is, "Give me a chance!" To be fair, I know my way around the anus, the right way to go about sexually satisfying it, the wrong way, and the wrong way that ends up being the right way)
It is why she is good at war (Sexual trauma is good motivation for bloodshed, I know this firsthand)
I am gingerly, cautious, and gentle with her, as this form of communication is deep
She opened up to me.
There is a great cloud of thick trauma surrounding her back, shoulders, and almost to her neck area.
When I reach out with my being, to touch her- her entire body relaxes, and she sighs a healing sigh.
When I reach out with my being, to touch her- her entire body relaxes, and she sighs a healing sigh.
I am able to heal her.
This exercises several questions- as I have meddled in these affairs, and have made regrettable decisions, some- am I to heal her?
The moral dilemma: It would remove her visceral violence and ability to make war
This exercises several questions- as I have meddled in these affairs, and have made regrettable decisions, some- am I to heal her?
The moral dilemma: It would remove her visceral violence and ability to make war
It would, "tame" her
I would then be responsible for her- as I am attracted to her kind, this is not beyond my ream of desire.
I have a "thing" for lionesses (Her form, appeals to me, her body, her shape, even her bacteria- especially her bacteria, the "thing" with the tailhole as it is known, however she still denies me this- it is not my will to violate her conscience- however, as I discovered, with anal sex, sometimes the rougher and more painful it is- the more orgasms it brings- She seems to be on the precipice of this, perhaps she needs the right guy? Someone rough yet tender... Lionesses are heavily patriarchal, and amiable to males, bringing him food and pleasure, a form of worship of the male- with humans, this is also true, and although it was removed from our genetic information, humans and big cats were once deeply allied, even in realms of romance- Sekhmet is witness to this. Perhaps she just needs someone to step up and become her lover? How long has she been waiting? Is this why she is good at war? I find lions to be worthy of respect and admiration, lionesses deeply so)
However, is this good for her? What does she desire? She expresses a desire to be healed, to relax, for this, tension to be softened- and my heart desires to make her, "soft"
What are the ramifications?
She, in part, views me as more terrible than herself (My capacity to make war)
Perhaps I would protect her?
There is a desire of her, to melt into my arms, and a desire in me- to embrace her fully, to share love itself, and soak it into her being, what would be the result, after? She would lose her "power"- is it time for such a thing? She did mention to me, a desire for retirement- what does "retirement" look like for a goddess?
There is a desire of her, to melt into my arms, and a desire in me- to embrace her fully, to share love itself, and soak it into her being, what would be the result, after? She would lose her "power"- is it time for such a thing? She did mention to me, a desire for retirement- what does "retirement" look like for a goddess?
It seems as if we are compatible
She is teaching me, and it is a necessary education- it pleases me
It is good for a man, sometimes, to be taught by a woman
I am trying to balance my own ego in this, the ramifications, and etc. I have a deep heart connection with Sekhmet
I kinda like her..