First shot at the OS

[tundrawolf]

Today, was a long day.

I went to a lake with my kayak, and in-heat girldog, so she could have an activity with me, as she is separated from her children and her boyfriend.

Then, I went to the dog park with all six puppies and the male dog, and spent five hours there. It is over ninety degrees there, and i have a sun-burn.

I got home, with nausea which I now realize, I was having heat stroke and did not know it.

Well, on the way home, I was doing the internal work on myself, when I discovered some things,

A separation from the old me, from the new (birthing) me.

The origins of the connection with the OS

I was able to isolate the adverse connection- and it resisted me, desiring to keep me in bondage, however, I was prompted, to "resist" it as I have not done this before- so I did.

It manifested as an orange blast of plasma, into a sort of cloud of mist/gellatenous substance that apparently has a hold of me.

I was shown, this was momentous- a turning of the tides of my trajectory

Also, at the dog park, were several blessings of joy, people crowding around the puppies to soak in their canine energy, the puppies having great fun and tiring themselves out to a near-coma

A resolution, if I do not find (no longer concerned w/ the money aspect any more- but will not turn it down. Homes are more important.) positive/destined homes for the pups, I am to keep them. The pups have expressed sincere desire to remain w/ me, as is the way of the canine. (Pack mentality, young vulnerability, a deep bond w/me, and the giving of life and love to Ladywolf, that has come full circle thru their mother.)

This takes a load off of my mind. And, gives me peace- as I practice positivity. It is, again, as I am learning, when my will pushes to a door and it is closed, I grow enraged over it, but, eventually, discover it closed for a (good!) reason.

The amount of downloads that right and correct my thinking and beliefs lately have been momentous and monumental. Especially with respect to canines!

I am seeing them, in "true" light.

It is, only good. Results in a deeper connection (Because it is based on what is real and true) it is also more work, because the connection is real and true, and not based on fantasy that is essentially just me, such as childhood trauma one dwells in to survive, that does not take into account other living things

Am seeing a lot more about my incarnation here.

Some healing, the tides turning.

[tundrawolf]

Also, holy shit, the astral realm opened up to me big time,

I was kayaling and trying to climb a tree to use a rope swing to jump into the lake, however, the wood was broken to get up, so I had to turn my kayak around, and in doing so, I imagined it was a great space-ship, turning in space, well- apparently, this fantasy was shared with another being- who had understood I made some vlogs about the Wolven people,

And, this young, female, Wolven girl, IS a pilot of a vast Wolven spacefairing vessel, (A space ship) and she, asked to connect with me, and of course I gladly accepted her offer, and she showed me, in her memories, of piloting this space vessel, and how after undocking, she scraped the sides of her vessel on the docks, and made, the adorable canine face of, "I have made a mistake." (Probably similar to, but not as dramatic as, "Galaxy Quest" movie, which is a very good movie)

She allowed me access ot her heart, mind, etc- to show me about her people (The Wolven) and I was educated on their inner workings, their inner being, and wow! This is why I was asked not to assume anything. Yes- they are fucking dangerous, but, also, they are just people- but hungry. With a genetic desire to feed. Which is tremendous motivation- but, also- this WOlven girl-

I asked her her name, and she said, she wished to be called "Daisy"- after my second, or third novel I wrote twenty years ago, a young, female, "runt" wolf-girl, but a skilled pilot, whom I have a big heart for (She is one of my fave characters.)

So her name is Daisy! And she is adorable! I learned a ton about the Wolven today, wow!

And, other things opened for me, many other astral happenings that would consume my time writing about.

I saw many things more clearly, and wrestled, and worked to properly align myself

Daisy is fucking adorable. I met a Wolven today!