I do not know where to put this

[tundrawolf]

It seems as if this group is more advanced in terms of understanding than I am, at least, presently- and I also acknowledge, I may be more advanced in some ways, myself, due to my constitution and experiences

Possibly because I am courageous, or dumb, both- the only differentiating factor is what is learned or articulated from the experience

If I jump off of a cliff and break bones- it is adverse

However if I learn how to deal with my wounds, then the experience can be positive

This morning, at 2AM, I heard some pained cries, in the direction of the yurt, which is where I have been communing with nature- and, where a mountain lion, a cougar, opened her heart to me, which is where I connected with, and met, Sekhmet, a cryptid feline goddess of "ancient" Egypt, which is ancient to us, but not to them, such as, if you dwell in a moment in childhood, it excepts the entirety of life, for us a thousand years is a long time, but to Sekhmet, a thousand years is a fleeting moment, so to her it is not ancient

However

This mountain lion, this cougar, she opened her heart to me, not only her heart, but her entire DNA, which is a collective set of memories

In doing this, she showed me some things, that humans might not be aware of, even enlightened humans- how do you not know, that which you do not know?

She showed me, humans, and big cats, once held entire societies alongside one-another, in such deep ways, that humans may find discomfort in exploring how intimate these unions were, how truly deep and pure the connections were, that some call, "Evil"

Evil- due to a disease being created from such unions- while conveniently ignoring, the multitudinous diseases humans naturally create with one another during similar copulations

In fact, human born disease being rampant, and a launch pad for epidemic disease- not human and nature, but human and human- as I have said, childbirth is proof of what is unnatural, as pain is never seen in nature, but every day in humanity

ANYWAY I get stuck on tangents

It may be of a benefit, to go backwards- and not continue forwards to destruction, which is inevitable

nature is a macrocosm

It may benefit us, to go backwards, before we go forwards, to fall off of a cliff

When this cougar, this big cat, this lioness, the origin of what we call feminine, at least in part- when we discover, that we humans, have feline DNA

When we discover, we are all, "animal"

The purity of what has been established, was shown to me, that evening, under the moon, a lioness, perhaps connected via Sekhmet (I do not know by which method I was able to speak to her, or her to me)




However, I struggle at getting to the point, of which there is none, only, that, the purity, the essence of this Cougar, was spawned of eternity, and humans, at present, are speeding for destruction




I am aware that, Candy (She wanted a fun name. Something jovial. I would have named her, RIVER OF UNSTOPPABLE, REGAL POWER AND DESTRUCTION,  DEATH DESTROYER OF REALMS, and she said, no haha just call me candy. It rhymes with Mandy.), the lioness, connected with me, and established a bridge, between us (human) and her (feline) and, has given us access to her DNA, records that were erased by our "benefactors" who were so miserable and base, they had to use us as slaves, and then abandoned us after "uplifting" us

They were no benevolent fuckers

Go, and observe how well they are doing now- and account for hubris, and fear of death. This land of the living is a realm of the dead- it interests me, how well I connect with wolves, and, yet, in the eyes of the feline, I discover a form of salvation

Perhaps newcomers to this realm, may appreciate the practicat (practical cat) and may yet find wisdom in the trees- away from all this, if your humanness does not satisfy you (It never will, as it is unsustainable, the closest thing we have to immortality, will be in the animal kingdom, the amphibian, plant, then insect)

And, the lion, called to me, that evening, and showed me, a far superior method- but more than that- her ways are not s ours, her ways- are sustainable, proven by time, as we struggle to know what bathroom to use

Who, bringing a child into this mismatched world, does that living thing a favor? In this time, and age?



When sustainability is already in nature

And, not in "Nurture"

When humans achieve painless childbirth, then you will have found what works

I may yet move to California, and become a wildlife conservationist, to protect that which I once feared, but have come to appreciate

[tundrawolf]

Humans, exploit the natural, evolutionary desire for canines, to glom onto their environment, to, "get along" with their benefactors, for survival

We exploit this to this day, to make up for an innate self hatred, as what is unnatural, grates against what is real

If you ask my puppies, of their lives, they would say, I am the best dad ever

However if you showed them the lives of other canines, who are given better treatment, they may change their views, or justify them perhaps

This is one of the reasons why felines appear to be bored and disinterested in human affairs

They are, evolutionarily better connected with sustainability, just stating what is, and trying to hash it out, given our circumstances

[tundrawolf]

I was driving today, to bring food to the canines, and I observed how purposeless humans drive, slowly, connected to one another, devoid of purpose and thought, if you wish to see this, obtain a Costco membership

A word came to me: Cattle

Am I surmising this, as one connected to canines?

"Grass cutters" as we call them

And, the cattle, say "All you see is blood."

In an attempt to create balance, eventually, imbalance is natural

Are cattle on a lesser tier than other living things?

Or, are they the bravest, to be food for others, to propel this, who could willingly be born as such

Who is braver? Predator? or prey

[paul]

>I do not know where to put this

This is a good place for it


>Are cattle on a lesser tier than other living things?

Is one of your fingers a lesser finger?

Is a rock on a lesser tier than a plant?

Consider that the etheric nervous systems of crystals operate instantaneously across the galaxy while plants are telepathic. Both have important uses.

Perhaps they are each required - supporting yet more specialized life formats

"lesser" may be an egotistical term.

From the perspective of Beingness, all parts of Existence are disposable.

They provide vehicles for Beingness to experience separation and thereby, relationship

[tundrawolf]

Jun 26, 2024 8:56:55 GMT 9.5 paul said:

>I do not know where to put this

This is a good place for it


>Are cattle on a lesser tier than other living things?

Is one of your fingers a lesser finger?

Is a rock on a lesser tier than a plant?

Consider that the etheric nervous systems of crystals operate instantaneously across the galaxy while plants are telepathic. Both have important uses.

Perhaps they are each required - supporting yet more specialized life formats

"lesser" may be an egotistical term.

From the perspective of Beingness, all parts of Existence are disposable.

They provide vehicles for Beingness to experience separation and thereby, relationship

In the recent hours, I have begun to discern the root of existence- a very human dynamic- the connection of the Anunnaki, with base humanness

I find it ODD

After the Cougar-ess who opened her heart to me, last year, in the field behind my home, I was able to discern (See into, feel, experience, partake. It can be likened to raw visceral sexuality, the "knowing" of another being) her beingness-

I was able to discern, that she, is a pure being

She neither rapes her children

Nor, does she eat them (as food)

I am reminded, of an experience I had, with the crimey, Vittorio- he had, "turned" to "Satanism", and we visited some of his, patrons in this respect- I recall, they had a child- and the child, was tossed, screaming, onto a pile of clothes, and, these "humans"- took no not of it- in fact, they despised this child

I would ask those, of my former "religion"- how are these people any better, than the father, who tried to shoot me in the head, "Under God", or the mother, who took me as her sex object

How, are they, any better, who espoused "Christ"

What a god damned mind fuck

I can say, about the Satanists- they are HONEST

While the Christians, remain liars, and dead on the inside, "Whitewashed tombs", even as the Bible calls them

I will not forget, the final time I gave, "church" a try, and this, older woman, smiled the most, vile, detestable, fake, disgusting smile to me

It was then, and there, that I refused to lie to myself, to society, to anyone else- I would no longer participate in such a vile system, it is amazing, how humans, seem to enjoy punishment- perhaps as a self conflagration, a means to punish the old self

There is, no way, I can deny, the goodness, the truth of the cougar, who allowed me, access to her being- I have access, also, to the canine, and tro the human, and to other things- however, I find the cougaress, the fairest of life- is this, why, felines are worshipped still, to this day?

They are the gods of the forest, and they do wield death- as, after firing my FN FAL at the cougar, (male) who was drawing attention from my canines, and only seeing him, with the "night vision device", mounted on the rifle, and firing out of sheer terror, after having seen the autopsy picture of the human, who had been eviscerated by the cougar, his skin was torn from his body, before his belly was opened by the lion, and- when I went the next day, to check on the lion, if I had wounded him, perhaps to end his suffering, I did not see a lion who had been wounded-

Instead, I watched, as the two hundred pound PLUS male lion, flowed- like a river- down a tree, after seeing me, his every movement, of his massive body, the size of a deer- HE WAS NOT a physical being, though his body manifested as flesh, NOTHING could have moved that way- only something ancient, something humans feared as much as they worshiped- a dynamic that was severed, and separated from us, that remains vestigial, in our memories...

That animal- was no animal

He... Was so much older than we- and somehow, managed to escape the "gods" that uplifted us

My point- WHAT WAS ERASED FROM US

It is the question, WE ARE NOT EVEN allowed to ask, and do not know how to ask

Paul- do you have access to this, forbidden knowledge?

I saw it- when Candy, and Sekhmet (And I do not belay the importance of Sekhmets presence, she is terrifying, and the visceral rage that inhabits my heart- is born of her, or, at least, resonates within her) opened their genetic memories to me

Humanity may have forgotten, our past- however the forest has not



The lions have not.



If, a sacred "knowing" of human and animal, can be judged, by the "disease" that results- if anyone judges this- then let them also judge, the sacrosanct union between humans- and be done with it all (And the human race entirely!)

It infuriates me.

What is in nature is pure- and what humans create- is profane, how can I compare the human race?

Humans, seem to fear nature, when in reality- it is only ourselves that should be feared

That is what I have discovered!


Who, has the courage, to face this? Because, it would mean, the cessation of the human race, however, it seems, as if, humans acknowledge this innately, and are only, progressing to self-destruction

Who controls nature? Is it just? And, by what metric, does it mete out justice

Does, the prey, while being consumed, feel their fate is just?


Is the OS, contrived, of those who have met horrible ends?

If you are correct, Paul, then all is one- then, it is a constant cycle of death, and rebirth, of justice and injustice, until one stands against it, to stop it, the, "momentum" of this realm


Further, vexing, is the possibility, that we are all just a single molecule, in some cosmic beings tire iron, and we mean no more to them, than the dust on the road under their feet

Also, what has become more apparent to me,

The same fear and rage, and visceral violence- once kept me alive as a child

Now, today, manifests as an enemy to my existence

And, yet, may be called up, again, NOT to survive the "wild", but to survive other men (humans)

I find righteousness in the purity, of existence of the cougaress, and, I find none the same, even with my own kind

This might be why, human life means (almost) nothing to me, except with notable exceptions, some of this group, are the notable exceptions

It is not a disdain that was born without me, but within, and placed there, by other humans

Is it, that, this wing of the human race, is ignoble?

[paul]

...
My point- WHAT WAS ERASED FROM US

It is the question, WE ARE NOT EVEN allowed to ask, and do not know how to ask

Paul- do you have access to this, forbidden knowledge?...

There are multiple planes of Existence within the human format. The typical surface Earth human has easy access to physical and emotional levels and modest access to lower mental levels.

These levels constitute the personality. In Latin, persona means a mask. The mask is operated for a long time by the Personal Will. This is a separate intelligence that uses the human persona for its own purposes: mainly self-esteem. It hates to be wrong.

There is a higher intelligence commonly referred to as the soul. In the Egyptian tradition there are 5 souls. This soul is the middle one.

The soul (solar angel) operates, as best it can, with whatever substance is present in the higher mental body, the buddhic/heart body and the atmic/intent body.

The solar angel is from the solar system and helps the human until the human has enough functionality and control in the higher human bodies.

Then the solar angel progressively withdraws, as the human consciousness is beginning to be sensitive to the Human Monad (Oneness) that attempts to manage its many humans.

There are higher stages of oneness accessible to the advanced initiate.

All of these intelligences have some access to their peers and to other intelligences operating on the planes on which the intelligence is active.

So there is much for the human to access.



On any particular plane there have been both positive and negative interventions in various species including Earth humans.

Anton Parks gives a useful, if limited, galactic view of interventions in the Earth human format.

Sitchin's last book was apparently provided by Enki, but that perspective is limited too

Knowingness comes with conscious functionality. So-called "knowledge" is hard to transfer

[tundrawolf]

Jun 27, 2024 9:00:54 GMT 9.5 paul said:

...

Knowingness comes with conscious functionality. So-called "knowledge" is hard to transfer

Some things that I have become aware of, in things "Shown" to me.

For example, when Candy opened her heart to me, and she (Possibly Sekhmet?) granted me access to feline genetic memory, I was able to transplant, my consciousness into the minds, and hearts, of the felines, and experience life through them, including what they were feeling, thinking- even their assumptions, the unspoken things. Like, having a movie camera and TV screen, except it wasn't just sight and sound transferred, it was emotions, thoughts, mentality, enjoyment, friction, anger, etc. Perhaps like VR, but very advanced, as if life is stored on a hard drive, and I can now access the "Cat" portion of it, as well as wolf, etc.

I find that moving consciousness to experience other things is effective at helping others, experience the "point of view" of other living things.

I see that, a lot of problems are present, because living things struggle with, "letting go" of their beliefs, in order to try to understand the perspective of another

And, to go with it, the idea of, "Why should I? What does that being have to offer me"

But, I see how knowledge is hard to transfer, this is why groups exist, perhaps

[paul]

Knowingness is embedded in consciousness/awareness and in a context of time, space and relationship.

Knowledge has no context and therefore is implicitly true regardless of time and space.

For example, humans know that gravity and inertia exist, and yet there are many observations of craft that do not seem to obey those laws of physics, demonstrating instantaneous transition to vast speeds and high speed right-angle turns both of which would crush the inhabitants.

Fortunately group knowledge is not damaged by unapproved observations

[tundrawolf]

Jun 27, 2024 12:06:30 GMT 9.5 paul said:

Knowingness is embedded in consciousness/awareness and in a context of time, space and relationship.

Knowledge has no context and therefore is implicitly true regardless of time and space.

For example, humans know that gravity and inertia exist, and yet there are many observations of craft that do not seem to obey those laws of physics, demonstrating instantaneous transition to vast speeds and high speed right-angle turns both of which would crush the inhabitants.

Fortunately group knowledge is not damaged by unapproved observations

Approved by whom? The group?

[paul]

For more than 50 years no reputable journal would publish a paper disputing Einstein's theory of relativity.

Now Harvard has done experiments to stop light in mid flow and restart the same photons. So much for the speed of light being constant.

In that case I suspect the military establishment wanting to avoid discussion of alien technology

During Covid, in Australia, medical doctors who publicly diagnosed differently from the government's position were threatened with being struck off the list of registered doctors by their medical association. No chance of a second opinion there.

[tundrawolf]

Jun 27, 2024 13:06:47 GMT 9.5 paul said:

For more than 50 years no reputable journal would publish a paper disputing Einstein's theory of relativity.

Now Harvard has done experiments to stop light in mid flow and restart the same photons. So much for the speed of light being constant.

In that case I suspect the military establishment wanting to avoid discussion of alien technology

During Covid, in Australia, medical doctors who publicly diagnosed differently from the government's position were threatened with being struck off the list of registered doctors by their medical association. No chance of a second opinion there.

One thing I was shown, why I was carnated into this timeline, is due to the newness of it all... There is a part of me that is no longer awed when new technology is discovered/created, as my world is one where all of this is old hat, it has lost its newness.

For example,

I did not know that wolf girls were real, or that they existed.

I did not know that I could impart life into one, and give her love, from my being

I did not know that humans took big cats as mates in our past, and that it worked out well for most involved

All of this is new to me, amazing, incredible, I want to tell the world about attractive wolf girls, however many humans are terrified, which disappoints me

I do not know if I am understanding what you are saying,

Also knowing that I had clients in the medical fields who each told me of the outright corruption that happened, to "Get covid payments from the government" some people say the USA is a third world country, well it was hard to argue, with the things I heard people doing in the medical field, however maybe I still hold a naieve view of such things, as I come out of the "Patriotic" movement and try to address things as they are.