Post by tundrawolf on Mar 27, 2024 15:39:26 GMT 9.5
I recently posted some of my spiritual/esoteric experiences on a diverse website, that hosts entertainment, news, and basically everything relating to human affairs.
Some of them, expressed sympathy to me, and gently asked me to "Seek professional help" to "Get rid of the visions and to establish meaningful relationships with other humans."
Others, "You are genuinely, batshit crazy"
"Wow, a schizoid furry, neat."
"Dude seek help"
"There's no way he is serious this is trolling..."
Except, I have sought "mental health" "professionals" most of my life, been on countless medication, and at worst, it made me suicidal, at best, it made me falsely happy (Which leads to...Suicidal thoughts because 'something is not right' deep down, but the medication numbs it...)
I swore I would never take another "Mind med" from a doctor again, after getting off Prozac, and realizing- absolutely nothing was fixed, nothing was made right, nothing was changed.
It was like, being societally accepted drunk, and when I "Sobered up" nothing had changed. I thought my life was better, but it was a lie.
Anyway, I am realizing, aside from one other esoteric website, there really is no other place for me, but this forum... To relate my experiences, to get wisdom, advice, and knowledge, in things that many humans would dismiss as nonsense at best, heresy at worst.
What a strange time to be alive.
Anyway, I wanted to express gratitude to Paul, for hosting this forum, as a sort of refuge, for my (sacred) experiences, that I would not change for anything.
I cannot help but gently mourn for other humans who may have experienced similar things, with no one to tell them to, for fear of terrible persecution- or general lack of peers who would understand and not judge them for it.
What an invaluable resource this is.
Some of them, expressed sympathy to me, and gently asked me to "Seek professional help" to "Get rid of the visions and to establish meaningful relationships with other humans."
Others, "You are genuinely, batshit crazy"
"Wow, a schizoid furry, neat."
"Dude seek help"
"There's no way he is serious this is trolling..."
Except, I have sought "mental health" "professionals" most of my life, been on countless medication, and at worst, it made me suicidal, at best, it made me falsely happy (Which leads to...Suicidal thoughts because 'something is not right' deep down, but the medication numbs it...)
I swore I would never take another "Mind med" from a doctor again, after getting off Prozac, and realizing- absolutely nothing was fixed, nothing was made right, nothing was changed.
It was like, being societally accepted drunk, and when I "Sobered up" nothing had changed. I thought my life was better, but it was a lie.
Anyway, I am realizing, aside from one other esoteric website, there really is no other place for me, but this forum... To relate my experiences, to get wisdom, advice, and knowledge, in things that many humans would dismiss as nonsense at best, heresy at worst.
What a strange time to be alive.
Anyway, I wanted to express gratitude to Paul, for hosting this forum, as a sort of refuge, for my (sacred) experiences, that I would not change for anything.
I cannot help but gently mourn for other humans who may have experienced similar things, with no one to tell them to, for fear of terrible persecution- or general lack of peers who would understand and not judge them for it.
What an invaluable resource this is.