Negativity inherent.
Sept 4, 2023 0:21:30 GMT 9.5
Post by tundrawolf on Sept 4, 2023 0:21:30 GMT 9.5
I was attacked spiritually, over two decades ago, and I was given fully over, to the OS and adversity, "Falling into the hands of the living God"
I am seeing, and it is being shown to me, that I have, corners and dark chambers in my mind, where negativity has been implanted within me... I did not place it there, but it has been placed there.
And, how, this negativity is like a seed, it grows, and it produces fruit... Like the Bible says, some fruit is good, some fruit is bad.
But, this fruit is bad...
It, when eaten (Such as the tree of the knowledge of good and evil) and it is eaten, constantly- produces the fruit of negativity...
And, negativity is, painful, harmful, adverse, produces feelings of discomfort... When man's natural desire, is for comfort, so much so, and I was taught comfort is a rare luxury- but without it, men perish, and if they do not perish, then, they kill.
Comfort perhaps was once a reward our creators gave to us, that satiated us, and kept us from rebelling.
But, as I heal, from this great and adverse trauma, I experienced a long time ago, I am seeing how, this negativity can be, embraced, accepted, even loved- as it is, a form of comfort, only enough to get you to, adopt it- and then it makes one struggle, having accepted, and forgotten it.
I guess I am writing this so that one may be prompted to look within ones self, of what has been accepted and labeled good, to open the boxes in ones mind, and check the inventory: Just because a box is labeled "good" does not mean that something rotten is not contained within it, and how good one's storehouse will be, when they verify their inventory contains only what is good, positive, and of good cheer.
I am seeing, and it is being shown to me, that I have, corners and dark chambers in my mind, where negativity has been implanted within me... I did not place it there, but it has been placed there.
And, how, this negativity is like a seed, it grows, and it produces fruit... Like the Bible says, some fruit is good, some fruit is bad.
But, this fruit is bad...
It, when eaten (Such as the tree of the knowledge of good and evil) and it is eaten, constantly- produces the fruit of negativity...
And, negativity is, painful, harmful, adverse, produces feelings of discomfort... When man's natural desire, is for comfort, so much so, and I was taught comfort is a rare luxury- but without it, men perish, and if they do not perish, then, they kill.
Comfort perhaps was once a reward our creators gave to us, that satiated us, and kept us from rebelling.
But, as I heal, from this great and adverse trauma, I experienced a long time ago, I am seeing how, this negativity can be, embraced, accepted, even loved- as it is, a form of comfort, only enough to get you to, adopt it- and then it makes one struggle, having accepted, and forgotten it.
I guess I am writing this so that one may be prompted to look within ones self, of what has been accepted and labeled good, to open the boxes in ones mind, and check the inventory: Just because a box is labeled "good" does not mean that something rotten is not contained within it, and how good one's storehouse will be, when they verify their inventory contains only what is good, positive, and of good cheer.
