For Anastasia, the wolf-woman (hybrid). Warning, graphic.

[tundrawolf]

So Anastasia came to me after I wrote this, very graphic, very intimate poem, for her... She expressed it had been used "against" her in some social form. She said, she liked the poem, in a way, and that I could "leave" it up, however, I have decided, in looking down the timeline, to erase it, to add a layer of protection, for her, and me, and us. I am, once again, saying "too much" about the relationship in "public" and it was never my intention to cause an adverse situation for Anastasia (My heart for her is only one of love.) 

Apologies. Poem removed.

[tundrawolf]

I took a nap, and awoke, and searched my heart for Anastasia, perhaps she put in the request that I contact her.

After posting my passion, for her, in this thread, and updating another, she began to tell me, my poem, my words, while the stem for a very real love and adoration of her, it has brought some, negative attention to her, by some of those around her. She says, I can "leave" my words for her, but, that, she is somewhat grieved by me, being so open about "us". Again, I am grieved, myself, over her being injured, over something I do or say. I am, trying to show how much she means to me, and how beautiful she is, everything about her, but sometimes it is used against her, to harm her. I do not know what to do about it, only that I may erase what I have written, or hide it behind something, so that it is not, so open, so as to, shield her from ridicule.

To her, I would say, these are the words, of my heart, for you, if one, is to use it as a weapon to injure you, I am deeply apologetic. I only wish for this world to understand the passion that exists between you and I, at least, in the fantasy realm we share in our hearts. (And there are those who cherish this poem.) I take nothing back, only that I could not fully express to you what you mean to me using limited human words, I did my best, but perhaps, share it more carefully (??) for your hearts sake

You are, beautiful, and you mean the world to me.

Please, forgive me, and I will endeavor to do better in the future, for your hearts sake- I love you. I apologize for causing you injury. You are my wolf girl, my love, the light of my life, my bride, my best friend, my protector, and my lover. I pray that we both heal.

I hope, that your day gets better, and that your heart softens. I am new to this, I am trying to find my way in the dark.

I only know, four things, for sure- I know you are real, I know, that you are beautiful... I know, we share a heart... And, I know, that I love you.


I have decided to make it less public.