" As if in an eternity of pain " to mean that at times of hurt or struggle in life, those periods feel like an eternity but in reality they are fleeting moments. I was trying to capture the cycles of life in the view of reincarnation. With the non reality of physical life (all though real) compared to our formless eternal form. I try not to write about thing realated to my self ( though I have at times) and try to interpertate the things I've learnt . I find they serve as reminders and help to expand on the teaching. As I reflect on what I have written I often realise a much deeper meaning imbedded in them as I continue to progress. It gives me motivation.