Post by stewartedwards on Sept 12, 2023 17:16:55 GMT 9.5
Ok.
After following your post Paul, there are the major immediate results:
1. By the end of the performance, third time, I can feel a distinct vibration in my lower back. Not at the physical level, but levels 2-4 above it. Previously I could not identify different levels on this way. It was a bit gobbledygook to me.
2. While this is really a mild enhancement over what happened yesterday, I am now beginning to see our world in a multilevel way, as noted in the above point. Just now it is mainly from on high as opposed to on the physical Earth, which still seems ‘tight’.
3. But now that I have been able to identify multi levels in me, and from on high, with an appreciation of how our planet is similarly constructed, I will admit that my fascination is moving in a way, that sounds egotistical, but I don’t mean it to be.
While there are different translations of the Gospel of Thomas (which has affected me deeply for a long time), the first that I found on google was -
“ (2) Jesus said, "Let him who seeks continue seeking until he finds. When he finds, he will become troubled. When he becomes troubled, he will be astonished, and he will rule over the All."”
I never really understood the last phrase until now. The bit until astonished I have understood for many years, the latter bit not until now. (Hint for those who might read this with little esoteric knowledge, it has little to do with being a Prime Minister, President, Lord, etc, it is much more subtle and powerful than that. Focus on “the All”.)
Last Edit: Sept 12, 2023 17:23:19 GMT 9.5 by stewartedwards
A Simple Man, who tried and failed to reilluminate this planet.
Slogging Scotsman Ma’at Ankh Re
Who am I trying to kid for I can’t even resolve family darkness. Whoever is next to step up, please do.
On one occasion when the family was there, a nurse approached this fellow and told him that he should take the family out of the room for a while. So he did. Twenty minutes later the nurse came out and told him his father had died.
She said that he had been ready to go but was hanging on because the family kept visiting. She said that was quite common, but the other nurses did not understand
At the dentist today I recounted that story and the dental assistant had the same happen - when her family stepped out of the room, the elderly grandmother died
I knew a woman that made her living from donations from hospital patients waiting to die. She massaged them and when they relaxed they were able to die. Mostly it took some sessions before an individual was able to relax enough
Post by stewartedwards on Sept 26, 2023 22:46:02 GMT 9.5
I must be the odd one (control yourselves now ) for I was rather eager to take that final step, that night in hospital. Relaxing not a consideration. As soon as I got over the panic of “have I done enough” and it was confirmed I had, then the rest was a breeze. Right until I was about to take that final step.
A Simple Man, who tried and failed to reilluminate this planet.
Slogging Scotsman Ma’at Ankh Re
Who am I trying to kid for I can’t even resolve family darkness. Whoever is next to step up, please do.