Why are we still such the animals? Why are we so still connected? Why do governments seemingly constrict us to stay cornered? I understand that humans almost demand convenience( stores/malls )and connection(other humans) but why cant we leave without being connected to some riches?
I almost despise being near other humans( other than my family). My sons by "law" are required to attend school. If not they can be taken and I could possibly land in jail(actual dead because of the obvious reasons).
Now I've some mentally retarded idea in my head that when they are finished school that I have no other legal obligations to remain near any civilization. So therefore I am planning on leaving my cramped electrified people behind.
I do not plan on paying for anything that I do not bring. I am staking my land where ever the hell I please and setting up shop. My animals(humans) ancestors were both 100 Cherokee on one side and 100% Choctaw on the other. The very same, American ancestors have fought and died for the very land that is American owned, by an American ran military that is supervised by an American ran government that I am ignorant to. You pick a side of my government and I could give no damn. I love the country and its land and I wish to ensure that my human and his heirs have something other than a cramped ass appeasement in some sh*t town constantly surrounded by other dark-filled...you know, I'm going to pause on that sentence.
If I knew it wouldn't cost my sons their lives due to my inexperience of nature and that noone would ever find us, I would have been gone. Yet, there is that sense of parenthood that holds me grounded here, sick to my stomach of the everyday worries and aggravation that could be gone instantly if I was.(from. Society, not from the earth. Don't worry, not suicidal....I love weed too much. Its ok to all who smoke and believe that it is a bad thing for all to know.
Come on out my old dude friends. Everyone smokes weed now. There's no need to hide in shame as if someone is gonna be mad at you. Dont get me wrong, I know I'm not supposed to be smoking Marijuana, but eating it instead. Is just always been convenient to roll it instead of cooking it. Set that aside and back to the prior.
...I just don't understand, why cant I just walk out into the middle of the forest say in Colorado, plant my property and take my land? There is clearly enough land for every single damn person alive to have a very sizable chunk. Well who in the hell in our governments gets to decide where the hell I can and can not live. Some may call it detachment. I call it deserving.
I don't truly know why I wanted to share this with you guys but hey....here it is. If its considered unimportant then by all means dispose of it as you will. Its just something I feel very strong about. Sounds simple enough to me. Government truly wishing to slow down disease....spread the damn animals apart. Basic farming 101 and I can't even grow an assisted tomato plant.....yet.
P.s., not sure how many of us on the forum are Americans, but have you ever heard the lyrics " This land is your land" by Woodie Guthrie? Well I take that sh*t literally and just waiting to see if "i" die to get this animal what he deserves. Man I should be one of seminar guys and convince people to take their countries back from the governments that put them in kennels. lmmfao ohhh this is too funny! Yup....coffee anyone?
I find it useful to separate "how are we" from "why are we". Usually the how is much easier to answer.
In this case the how is that humans have energy bodies that run on elemental energies like animals.
The why is that we are still learning to manage the elemental energies. I recall a song that includes "we got married in a fever pitch, hotter than a pepper sprout" That is a confession of the elementals being in charge.
>why cant I just walk out into the middle of the forest
About 50% of the planetary landmass is occupied by humans. The rest is mountains, jungle, forest, desert, but life is certainly possible there.
Fleeing humans before discovering your purpose is not much help. In French we can say "pour poser" which we could translate as "placed for". If you do not know why you are placed as a human in the US, perhaps it is better to find out before doing something that you might regret.
Doesn't matter where you go, you are still you, conditions may be a bit more conducive to your purpose or they may not. The things we dislike in others are the things we need to work on. The cabin in the middle of nowhere can be great, but it can also be really tough.
I am truly truly trying to grasp the entire "I" am not supposed to run off and hide from my true purpose, as this is what I fear I have done many lives over.
Really, what job/reason/purpose could I possibly have that could be so damn eluding in this life? Is it one of two things? Either seemingly too difficult, that "I've" given up? Could it have been something so damn minor that "I" said, "Oh, I'll do it later"(In another life perhaps, because "This sh*ts too fun!") I mean there were probably a million questions in my mind before finding this forum. Can ya guess how tangled the little brain monsters in my mind must be by now?
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Such as, say quick smoking cigarettes, drinking alcohol, stop eating as a pig in slop or maybe take your "beast" for a walk everyday to help him get healthy? Cause I've done all of that good stuff and I try to walk him regularly after work pending weather. I've seemingly pause all other unreasonable activities to the best of my abilities. Ive done practically everything that I can think of including random as hell dancing at any spur of the moment. I made the comment on the other thread about rubbing the beast's tummy.....that just ain't happening.
Now by all means if you know of any or all other ways that I could love my animal, for the live of God please share. I am open to suggestions.
The Flame in the Heart exercise pushes light/love through the physical body. This provides love to the body. The myriad intelligences that operate the body respond well to love.
Better to think of your body as a partner rather than an animal.
I have a name for my body (as a composite of intelligences). I converse with my body many times a day. For example: do I want fruit or oats for breakfast? I ask him. He will give yum or yuck and usually I will go with his preference.
He has strong views about what to avoid in supermarkets.
The Flame in the Heart exercise pushes light/love through the physical body. This provides love to the body. The myriad intelligences that operate the body respond well to love.
Better to think of your body as a partner rather than an animal.
I have a name for my body (as a composite of intelligences). I converse with my body many times a day. For example: do I want fruit or oats for breakfast? I ask him. He will give yum or yuck and usually I will go with his preference.
He has strong views about what to avoid in supermarkets.
>He has strong views about what to avoid in supermarkets.
This I can strongly relate to, as my "partner" despises the meat isle until I arrive at the fish. Hates the soap/detergent isle even sneezes uncontrollably at times, so I get that part.
>I have a name for my body
I assumed that "the name that "my/his" earth parents gave him is how I should address him. I can only imagine my true name....whatever it is or if there even is one. I also need to pick your brain real quick about the flame, but I'll do that on that topic.
