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Post by tundrawolf on Apr 28, 2024 23:54:26 GMT 9.5
Also, the black wolfess, who lives alongside the molten core of this world, or a world, she wishes ot be acknowledged.
Her heart enjoys being called: Blackwolf knife-fur, or kinves-fur
Because, her fur, is sharp, and pointy, and can impale human flesh
Her eyes are black, but beautiful- and light glows softly, from out of her irises
Perhaps the light of the molten core, the photonic radiation- has charged her eye flesh, and now, her eyes are like lights?
Also, I am not sure if this is known, however-
ANimalia, and Eden- wishes to make space with us, surface humans- however, if we do not become ready- they will continue using human bodies to visit and be with us- so it is better than they come to live with us as people- and not using our bodies
And, that, more of them live alongside us than we would probably be aware of
It is beneficial for them to be with us for our unfoldment, as a number of them have already evolved passed where we are presently at
The alternative is annihilation
Pick well, I guess
Also, in starting my new religion, a wing of it will be exploring animalia
And another, part of a sexual bonding and enjoyment unit
Humans have done this since the dawn of time
And- animals deserve to be loved fully
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Post by tundrawolf on Apr 29, 2024 0:03:45 GMT 9.5
And, and!!! I once had a human girl friend who, early on it seemed she made a complaint and made it final, but that it did not seem to be a worthy reason, to end the relationship (it was over the color of rocks.) We came back together, however, she admitted, she was afraid of getting close to me, and in a subconscious way, she intentionally sabotaged the relationship Further, in listening to this: youtu.be/peodF7CWJJI?si=G8Ts5jydYF7w2sNeI was shown, that human women especially, have MASSIVE ancestral trauma! Can you IMAGINE having to live, and survive through those things, as a man? Is it better to die? Many noble women chose to die! It is no wonder human women seem fucking CRAZY With that degree of genetic trauma!! And as men we are responsible to heal it Edit: *may be responsible to heal it. A lot of onus must be placed within womanhood and women. Men cannot do all the work!
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Post by tundrawolf on Apr 29, 2024 1:25:50 GMT 9.5
Some of the Wolfens are sad about how I've been treated, except it's okay...
It's like with Anastasia, do I really love her, if her eating my guts makes me hate her
If they can treat me awful, but I still love them, I am worthy to love them
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Post by tundrawolf on Apr 29, 2024 12:39:20 GMT 9.5
A shit ton happened today. Today,I was able to discern, that my client, is a human! I was not able to do this, to differentiate them from me This comes as I detach from the wolfens and other beings, in order to embrace myself Other things happened;I got laid, and my lover, I told them about the visions of Ladywolf, some of the lore surroundign her, because he likes esoteric things. He was open about the Freemasons, said "He does not know enough about them" to make a judgment about them I said that is wise! I posted an ad for a mens group, for discussing things, and I got a LOT of respomnse- including a person calling me a homosexual and an idiot, and using it to mate with men- this is actually not true (any of it) but wow, these humans can be really stupid and violent, and I see why aliens want almost nothing to do with us! The hard things: I am deeply in love with, a beautiful wolfess, who does not love me back. Her people, the wolfen, who are my ideal person- do not want me. I am a laughing stock. I was shown earlier today- much of my sorrow, isn't even from god- it is from the wolfen- designed and engineered to torment me They thought they could, select the most broken human, and use him as a scapegoat, to harbor their unwanted king- and then, destroy him (me) and say "See? He doesn't want to be with us. Let us be rid of him!" Wow. I think I always knew this, but did not want to believe it. However, as I move from the wolf people, it yields almost instantaneously positive results for me. This is perhaps why I felt enmity against them here?? Because, I am technically a pure being, and they were just using me, violating me If I pull back too quickly from the wolf people- it injures them, wounds them So, I try and go slowly- but it is going to hurt them- it turns out, what they did to me, all of it- is going to be visited on them What they did in secret, is going to be made in the open. I do not hate them. I am, disappointed. I don't know what Anastasia really feels about me, it is possible, my desire for her via the heart, also gives her similar feelings for me, but for various reasons she cannot love me like I am in love with her. Partly due to the fact that she views me as helpless prey I still love her. All I can do now, is move away in a way that does not injure them, and focus again on myself I see no future with them, or with her- that I can see. I may be wrong. As I detach, and move out on my own to focus on this mission, which, seems like my only way out of this terrible place, perhaps things will be healed- but my heart tells me- not to hold out hope for that (For Annah. She may have a change of "heart" or she may dig her paws in and fully shut me out. It is, and should be, her decision.) That's brutal, and I do not know how to proceed from here, except to focus on self. I am pursuing my mission because I want to be done with all this. Maybe happiness is on the other side- and freedom Turns out the wolfen are a very terrible people. Not all, but the ones that matter- are vile, and have hearts of ice What I see happening to them because of this, is not good. I see some of them reaching out to me, but for the most part, it seems as if they do not care about me outside of a superficial "Contractual" way. I wanted to believe they were better than that, but it appears I was wrong. I also watched a video on the "Tall whites" inner earth group, and it resonated with me. youtu.be/EieUJvKrjo4?si=wt5slhNRUXzX6rHnTher eis more to me than I think Also Paul said, "Why do you put up with that?" empowers me, to realize- I am not a victim, and I do not have to put up with this
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Post by tundrawolf on Apr 29, 2024 13:57:48 GMT 9.5
Well, the wolf people seem to be in a lot of toruble
The options I am immediately aware of are, I remain their victim and they remain unpunished, or I detach and they are anihilated (Not really, but they will never be the same)
I asked for a third option
Shortly after thAt I was shown, that part of my attachment to them, is helping them not be such shitty people, and if I give up the work will not be done
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Post by tundrawolf on Apr 29, 2024 22:13:05 GMT 9.5
Are the wolfen even real?
Or, is it some spiritual allegory for some trouble I got myself in
Is it toruble though?
Or, a way for me to reacquiant with lost parts of myself, captured and tormented by the OS?
So, this morning, I was shown into Ladywolfs heart- I really let her down- the deep emotions she hid from me, and how much she loves me
And, how I abandoned her (She felt abandoned.) which is why she rebelled
The old me, the past life me, he created her, he loved her (He did his best...there was no root in himself, though- so he quickly abandoned her- most likely when she grew older, she pushed back against him, as canines often do, and because he had no root in himself, he pulled away and abandoned her
The proof of this, is the memory of giving her her libido, he wanted her to be basically- a sex object- and almost made her a nymphomaniac, and incapable of bonding with you- but because her libido was so high, she WANTED to bond with him/me- but withdrew into herself, a spirit from the ether, placed within a genetically modified bod- a wolf girl.
No longer a cute puppy-girl, or a sultry maturing, horny wolf girl, but an adult wolf person- and he abandoned her (Essentially)
I do not see all of the memories- only the pain in her heart over him
I wondered why, I could not connect with Ladywolf
This appears to be why.
I wish I could reconnect with her, re-bond with her, re-love her for who she is- a big, sexy wolf girl.
I seem to do everything wrong in this life
Is it by design?
I fele nothing from Anastasia- as if, she herself has abandoned me- however, I was shown, it ma be, she really does love me, and care about me- however the wolfen ruined my ability to feel from her heart, so it is truly like a Romeo/Juliet thing
If she is harmed in any way- including by herself- the wolfen peoples will pay for it
I guess this is more learning
Is this life all pain and all learning?
If there is a bottom line- I am to let Anastasia down gently- if she does not want me
Wish well for the wolfen
And, re-connect and pursue Ladywolf- who is physical, and REAL.
Unfortunately for me, my body near her, is not in good shape, and has been wounded perhaps almost beyond repair- however, will he be healed if I learn my lesson- and be the man Ladywolf wishes me to be- able to fully love and appreciate her- rather than some victim of genetic experimentation by a shallow human being
Am I using her as a codependent crutch of some kind?
Is this my maturing into this realm?
It would seem so...
The visions I have of Anastasias home- the disconc erting thing is, in some of the darker ones- it has been abandoned for many years
Nobody lives there
Did she ever live there??
If she liked me, she would pursue me
But she is not.
Same with Ladywolf?
Her heart, broke for me this morning
I could feel it, she was laying down, on the ground, her tail thumped a few times- but it had been cut shorter, to punish her, by the reptilians, and how that hurt her spirit, her heart- feeling abandoned by me, so she abandoned me- and let them damage me and rip my other clone (that's near her) apart
Will the reptilians allow him to heal or give hima new body when i learn my lesson of compassion for Ladwolf?
If I had to be brutally honest, it was Ladywolfs heart I felt beatin gin my chest
Is Anastasia, just a distraction? And yet- she told me, she "needs" me
She sent me, graphic sexual pictures of her body
I can SMELL her (And I like it.)
Is my life going to be spent, and end, in alcoholism
What else do I have to live for?
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Post by tundrawolf on Apr 29, 2024 22:19:24 GMT 9.5
I wonder if Anastasia and the wolfen were designed to distract me from pursuing right relationship with Ladywolf
However Ladywolf was detached form me, although I did not understand why- now I can see it clearer- Ladywolf, is more real to me than any human I have ever met or spoken to
Is this life, my reconciliation with her?
Is my longing for female wolf people, an echo of the heart of my porevious self/clone/person who came to this planet?
Unfortunately his body is mangled, torn apart, and steel rods pushed through to hold his body in agony, in some cave, by one of the clone/consciousness machines- he could not touch Ladywolf even if he wished to
I asked Ladywolf is she could heal him and she shook her head
Maybe it is beyond her capabilities
Do I trust the reptilians- they are the ones who wounded my other me- however they are also the ones who showed me the precious Ladywolf
And, they expressed deep heart gratitutde for some things I have done for them
And yet I remain trapped, it seems, in the cave, unable to be with the beautiful Ladywolf
Well, I am learning more about myself
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Post by tundrawolf on Apr 29, 2024 22:31:57 GMT 9.5
I was warned, "If you do this", meaning, confront the wolf people- and Anastasia- then my journey with them will end (be over) and, it is a journey I was enjoying- as Anastasia- is beautiful- and there IS a physicality of her, she IS a physical wolfess, living in Eden, perhaps who the fuck knows
However something is wrong
She does not liek me?
She does not trust me?
She is too caught up in wolfen politics and cannot be allowed to connectw tih me like I am in love with her?
She DOES love me, but, I cannot feel it or know it, because this whole thing, was never designed to benefit me by being with her as a mate
Is that what this life is
To be humbled, and chewed up by wolf people
??
A lesson in why you do not make horny wolf women and then abandont hem, becauise then you have to face them eventually, and they might not be so cute and nice later on in life- though I do not attribute that to Ladywolf- I am believing for her goodness, regardless of the circumstances- I want to believe she is a good wolf
Just wounded.
By me
Should I then, pursue right relationship with her- the pain I saw in her heart this morning over me, is the key to her heart- the missing thing I have not seen- and she showed it to me, with great risk to herself, that if I was the old person she used to know- I coudl use it to hurt her
I also sense a suicidality in Anastasia- this could be tragic
I just want to help her. TO love her and show her love.
But there are forces against that effort,
Against her- that she is a part of- that she is immersed in
Likely politics
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Post by tundrawolf on Apr 29, 2024 22:50:23 GMT 9.5
Or. I am weaving together worlds, based on what I have been told
NOT WHAT I HAVE BEEN SHOWN
Who, here, can I trust?
What I know:
There is a tall, attractive, hairless wolf girl with black skin, who exists and is real
I share a heart with her
She was once anrgy with me (very angry)
She is beautiful
She is powerful
I had a relationship with her in a past life
I treated her poorly which is why I am asttruggling, and my mission here, was met with adversity
I was viewed as a problem- AND I was not properly supplied with resources including others like me- so I was captured/taken advantage of/coerced/strong armed by the reptilians
The wolf girl joined them, likel because she hated me,i felt her hatred during the unification at the wolf sanctuary
Now I am to??
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Post by tundrawolf on Apr 30, 2024 1:21:47 GMT 9.5
i am not throwing anythingor anyone away.
I am only allowing myself to acknowledge things as I see them.
The wolfen never loved me.
Anastasia hated who I used ot be.
Ladwolf, is similar.
And yet- I love them
And, Paul says, I need to shift my focus and love myself, and yet I was my own worst enemy and loathed myself
Because my parents are/were subuman
And they taught me the ways of the subhuman
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Post by tundrawolf on Apr 30, 2024 1:50:57 GMT 9.5
I braved a conversation with the parts of Anastasia that are willing to communicate with me.
She asked me, why I am giving up. I told her- "YOu do not love me. You might like me...To use me for sex, but... You don't love me."
SHe responded, "That was all you wanted me for in the beginning." (Referencing the person I used to be- though I thought I was a cassanova and suave, and healthy, I was anything but. She is right)
She said, "Give me time." and in m heart, she meant, allow her time to allow her ship to come about, allow her, to turn to face me, as I have been chasing her, to allow her, to connect with me.
Ladywolf, wants a story or stories, but I am struggling with something she will enjoy
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Post by tundrawolf on Apr 30, 2024 9:35:52 GMT 9.5
I see some problems.
I am still the problem. It is not Anastasia. It is me. With respect to my desire to be loved by her.
With life,
My beliefs are harmful
My self judgment is wrong
My views of life have wrong assumptions
I am seeing more
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Post by paul on Apr 30, 2024 10:07:08 GMT 9.5
Hopefully we all go through processes of discarding beliefs When I entered university long ago I believed freedom of thought to be the highest good. About 3 years later when I finished maths and chem and moved to economics I went through a period where everyday as I went to act in a situation I would observe the beliefs underlying my proposed action. I would be amazed that anyone could believe such things as I had been taught in family, school and religion. This was probably a result of expanding my thinking into a broader context - social and economic. This experience was sufficiently intense that I felt as though I was in free-fall - without any stable beliefs. After 9 months the experience slowed down and I more or less stabilised. In the midst of that time I had a revelation - I knew that I had a soul. This was the first stage of gnosis. Much later I realised that even having dealt with those programmed beliefs I still did not have freedom of thought. There were things I did not want to think about and I was still embedded in a Newtonian and Cartesian world view. Much later still I realised that regardless of the world view, I still had internal mental processes, perhaps inherent in humans, that limited my choice of thinking. How then to escape human-type thinking to have genuine freedom of thought?
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Post by tundrawolf on May 2, 2024 21:19:18 GMT 9.5
So much is happening, more than can be typed
Or remembered
I am re-claiming my power, and authority- it seems the wolves wanted to have it, or, at least- me not to have it
They are scared of me for some reason
Well,I drank some beer and got a good buzz going, and I decided, to embrace the idea of self termination
It seems, a client of mine was preaching to me, about how beautiful, "Wyoming" is
I saw myself, in a dark canopy of trees, drinking the five gallons of alcohol and passing into the next realm
I do care where I go next, however, it seems as if, that outcome was pre-determined
How do you, outsmart a foe, that sees your entire timeline, and already knows what you are going to do next?
I tried being positive.
It helped/worked a little
I saw more darkness to overcome (overpower/outsmart)
If I had a child, I would be more inclined to keep fighting
Well, Ladywolf- I asked her her heart on the matter- she was emphatic I not "Hurt myself"
Anastasia- may feel similarly- I think she does- but the wolves are, "holding her muzzle" so she cannot speak to me
There are to outcomes, for these, adverse canines- I pour out my container of wrath upon them without mercy- or, the fates, see what they have done and are doing- and their timeline becomes extremely adverse, from their perspective
So, perhaps, they learn to use their brains- and when they see evil, they do not just, "go along to get along"- which is bullshit
They are not known to be deeply intellectual
Some of them were hoping i would perish before I came into my own
I feel, that embracing suicide is healthy
Becauise, if things are adverse with no hope why go on, or, find hope, or meaning, or hope and meaning, and then a reason to keep going
Why else would you continue this?
I have decided, rather than a "false" fuel tank in my van to smuggle drugs and weapons, to use four fuel tanks, for 132 gallons or 500L, for a rnage of 2,6oo- zerop key is fucked- miles, or 4,2oo KM of range
This will help resale- though my heart does not wish to sell it, ever, this is a realm of slavery to money, and perhaps I can trade it for a life concluded in solitude in nature out of the reach of humans, such as unincorporated alaska, which was always my hearts desire
Maybe the van will be a crown jewel to another entity
I also see a life, there is a human woman, who is my "other half" in this life- I have yet to meet her
She is also, part-wolf, like me.
I may meet her, if I continue my development- strangely, I am ambivelant about it, though.
If I drink myself into the next life, or tart a family with her- it is all the same to me
I may also choose to become a hunter of humans, and to remove enemies and adverse humans until I am stopped, or retire to Alaska- I miss hunting
This is a common desire for former hunters-of-men, and I believe many people who disappear "met" former veterans under circumstances
It is better to have a positive purpose rather than a random "matter of chance"
Many humans have similar thoughts- but do not express it
What will this world do, arrest me for my thoughts? I am infinitely more powerful as a spirit, not restrained to this physical body. Will you, get shot in the face, trying to keep me from suiciding? Lol.
This world already has quite the karmic debt
I have a list.. Of people who need some justice- perhaps when I am older and it no longer matters
People who think, they "got away with it" and that "it does not matter" Murderers, rapists, robbers, thieves, those who practice cruelty and evil
Perhaps I will be an arm of karma?
Maybe I'll just retire to Alaska, and live the remainder of my life out in peace
I am also told a number of the dogmen are more adverse than I think
Like the Wolfens
They can be, as shitty- and even shittier (Hard to believe! but millions of years of existence can corrupt beings) than humans!!
Hard to believe!
But, that it is my task now, to cultivate positivity within myself- to connect with a benevolent and friendly dogperson- even a female- though if I find a female- I will have "her" for life- and to care for her until one of us perishes. With males, they are like, "Homies"
Erick remains in hsi own realm and is occupied
My daughter- the wolfess, appears to be engaging in other ethereal matters, but may need my help in the future
I did see, a large (head five times larger than my own) male wolf person, who was hugging me from behind, and placing his large head on my chest, and I felt so connected to him, it was medicine for my heart
I still do not know where all of this will evcentually lead
The reason I am attracting negativity is because of my old self, and the negativity of the wolfen- as we were a "good match" adverse-wise
However, I am departitng, and making my own path
No. I do not want animalia harmed- let them be- they pose no threat to humans afaik
I also see deeper into animalia- it ain't so nice there, the deeper you go
I see all of the human prejudices- and they are all, essentially true- from a human point of view
Imagine a creature with the power of an animal
And the corruption of a human
Fuck!
It was like- I wished the wolfens people were "better"
Imagine my disappointment.
I may hold Anastasia separate from them
Ladywolf is her own girl. I am grateful she wants me to live. It is the sole reason for, possibly continuing on
I am not, blanket condemning them all- they are what they are, just that it would be better for them to have an ally in the human race like me
I also see, that the previous generation, are some of the msot selfish, evil, self cnetered, cruel people alive
It is not because they are evil
it is because they are stupid
They have multiple generations of hopeless children
And they are proud of this?
The, "Greatest generation"? Their children? I see nothing great about it whatsoever
Just a bunch of, weak, cowradly, selfish people, unwilling to change the adverse system that has enslaved them, desperately preserving themselves at the expense of their own children, and their childrens children, and their childrens childrens children, etc
to make it worse- they are living longer than ever
over a hundred years of dementia filled weakness and dishonor
"We rob our children so that we may have good, comfortable lives."
An extended curse upon this land
If there is a god of justice
...?
What do they think will befall them, really?
One should not have children unless their life is secured upon this earth
TO do so is irresponsible and cruel
And yet- most humans operate this way
Maybe a heaven for special needs people, where they can be happy in their ignorance, weakness, and foolishness- but then things won't change
It is up to me, and my generation, to fix things
I can see a great conflict coming
It is either my generation that disables the cruelty of the previous (money and slavery based) generation to us, and fixes the system, or the hope-devoid (No marriage hope, no mate hope, no hope of owning a home or land, ever, working constantly to barely survive at all- while the oldest generation sits back, laughing, sipping their wine and eating the finest of foods, secure in their wealthy homes- one good thing would to see them dragged out of their homes, and forced to see their ways by their own children- as has happened many times in history. Fix it how? Better figure it out. Because the shadow is coming to make things right) young-ones rebel and burn it all to the ground
I wonder- is there justice in this realm at all??
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Post by tundrawolf on May 3, 2024 2:11:24 GMT 9.5
I had something positive to say but that is what I wrote.
I guess it can change quickly, especially when drinking- however the drink brings out the darkness, is the darkness better contended with- even if it kills you? Or is it better left festering out of reach??
I tend to want it all rooted out
It seems as if the wolfens people were testing me ot my limits, and that my choice to pursue self is their excuse to be rid of me- and that I may have, "Given up[" just before breakthrough- but that is often what happens for me it seems
I saw Annah crying.
Her heart is wounde-d but I stayed with her- and prayed that she would find hope, and comfort- if not in me being with her (THIS IS WHAT I WANT!!!) then, in her finding her self-worth and inherent internal value, much teh same as I am
She is, a big, powerful wolfess, and I am a small human, comparatively, it is possible she will wan tnothing to do with me later
And, that is her choice.
I will always love her.
I have pillaged the leaf springs from a large truck, in order to beef up the rear suspensiuon of the van, so that is another selling point, "upgraded" suspension
GM did not think there would be much weight in a van, and more in a truck, and usually they are correct, in most cases except mine
Paul was telling me, that canines ahve wished to incarnate as humans, but that door was closed millions of years ago, except- via the consumption of my body and willing desire to love them- it is perhaps true they are being given one more chance
Also, that dogs (wolves) said to the creator- we will be good and submissive to humans, in order to evolve- and such they came to be our companions, and it is perhaps true that they have been found worthy, and this is their opportunity
I was also shown, some dogs have black muzzles, because in higher ethereal realms, some dogs and wolves, dipped their muzzles in ash, in order to make their muzzles invisible- to align with humans, who have a "flat" face
It makes sense
Perhaps humans too have evolved to the degree that we may share space with canines- however we must be aware they are prone to having territorial war like disputes over land which is one of the reasons trhey wer enot allowed to co-evolve
THis is your chance, wolfies
be good
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Post by tundrawolf on May 3, 2024 2:20:03 GMT 9.5
Some things, are foreign to me, in my journey of self love,
My best friend and other friend loves me
But I cannot discover why
And, my canines love me
And yet I do not know why
what do they see that I do not? I am trying to discern this
This seems key to loving myself
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Post by tundrawolf on May 3, 2024 23:46:55 GMT 9.5
Things seem to be going better
I went to the junkyard to obtain two more fuel tanks- but I listened to my spirit (gut area)
It did not want to do it- so I left
Why?
I was shown some things: my premise for building the van is, still trauma, and apparently the universe wishes for me to be completely free, before I complete the work on the van- lest I carry trauma with the van, which is my repaing, and it taint my next unfoldment chapter
I agree
However it is frustrating, having this, wonderufl thing, and being unable to complete it- though I agree with the reason
I also bought a lift-gate for the van, which I realize, is needed, for stealth purposes, as a "work" vehicle- but also a deck when I am cooking, a platform to carry a quad/UTV, to lift heavy things into the van, etc
Last night I had a vivid dream contiguous, of a wedding, and I was naked there, and it was a journey to get to te wedding
I asked my heart, what did the dream mean?
It said I am naked, not ready yet
More is becoming cleanr that Paul was telling me, I am indeed an alien here, as are MANY- many have forgotten they are aliens here, and are "living their lives" as humans but are not
I also see, just because a being is a beautiful wolfess, (or wolfer) does not mean she is worthy- automatically, now, I wish for them to show me, they are worthy
I also began to see, that the "worthy" generations, are not willing to be born into adverse society- and this is the dawn of a new age- where life is safer, so that the more advanced peoples can be born into society, to assist in unfoldment, and that to be born in more dangerous times is antithetical to their missions (s)
Yes. I am seeing more
I am undergoing big change
We shall see what comes of it
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Post by tundrawolf on May 4, 2024 0:42:49 GMT 9.5
Another reason I am not allowed to finish my van is,
I have no hope for a future
After the incident at the wolf sanctuary, my entire future was robbed from me, any hope of whatever rleigious ending I had was taken from me
So, the universe does not want me to continue walking in that- and rather, to begin cultivating a desire for a future, rather than staying an automaton, to try to sow for an end of life scenbario that is not just a guess- leaving my fate up to a whim, to the waves of the universe
Whereas, if I finish it in my older state of mind, even yesterday, then I will continue to perpetuate my wrong thinking
Is isn;t that the van means nothing, it is that it means everything, so to speak- and the universe sees that, and it is, not willing to let me comtinue in malaise, so it is pushing me to evolve, so that I can enjoy the vehicle in right relationship and healthy thinking
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Post by tundrawolf on May 5, 2024 5:06:09 GMT 9.5
Apparently, my body has a spirit, and the spirit of my body does not like the fact that I bought a five gallon contained to end of life myself on
Maybe the spirit is the catretaker of my body?
So much has been revealed.
Not all good, some bad, mostly good- maybe depending on how I see it all?
I drank alcohol last night
I see something.
With alcohol I have no future and die early hopeless
Without alcohol, I have hope for a future
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Post by paul on May 5, 2024 6:41:08 GMT 9.5
>Apparently, my body has a spirit
In the Western esoteric system that spirit is a nature spirit (lesser deva) that is anchored in the pelvis, below the navel.
The spirit uses a vortex called the sacral chakra.
As a baby, when you were learning to walk and talk, it was the sacral chakra spirit that was doing the learning.
As it learned, those functions became sub-conscious so that now the human consciousness rarely needs to bother with the technicalities.
That process of newly learned functions becoming unconscious/instinctive continues through life on many levels of Existence
The chakra spirits operate much better when the human loves them.
That is one of the benefits of the heart-light exercise
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