Post by conflagratorofspirit on Mar 2, 2024 16:17:24 GMT 9.5
My world is calm and peaceful. No one will ever be evil, greedy or in want. It is full of beauty and comfortable weather and all is perfect. All love and are loved.The grey skies are clear and the oceans are calm. Love is in everyone's heart and mind, no hearts are cold and no minds are darkened.
Post by conflagratorofspirit on Mar 2, 2024 18:54:42 GMT 9.5
Paul, as I knew I was in the wrong and previously said, I wish to offer you an apology for all of the ignorant things that I have said. Please forgive me. I'm sure you have heard it said a million times over about how someone has "finally seen the light." , So it goes without saying.
No matter how you start seeking the truth as to who or what you are it's never easy to find out that you've been blinded for whatever reason. Finding out that you've been in "hell"(lower earth plane or whatever this is) for however long and that you have a slimy darkness in your head that clouds your life over and over and over is no easy feat to conquer without the help of good men that see the good in you that can conquer the bad. "Keep your head up"( always tip your head back for drainages), " keep your nose clean" , and a personal favorite " you need to clear your head" are words of wisdom that never kick in until your on your knees and hands in the air begging for help that was always there and you didn't listen. Putting forth the effort and actually looking up has allowed the light in and the darkness in me knows that the light is coming for it. I find myself taking back so many things that I shouldn't have said on so many occasions. I want the waters to subside and the world to be perfect not dark and cold. I love the light now more than ever as I find that it has love for me that I never knew existed until I saw "the signs". I ask for further patience and am willing to spill the beans to help in any way I can when it is needed. I do not want a flood, snow nor the destruction of what I see as life that has been given. Tell me that it's not too late to right my wrongs. Tell me that I do not need a tow cable and that this can be safely managed to make a beautiful world. I know what love is and I know that pain and suffering is nothing to toy with.
Paul, as I knew I was in the wrong and previously said, I wish to offer you an apology for all of the ignorant things that I have said. Please forgive me. I'm sure you have heard it said a million times over about how someone has "finally seen the light." , So it goes without saying.
No matter how you start seeking the truth as to who or what you are it's never easy to find out that you've been blinded for whatever reason. Finding out that you've been in "hell"(lower earth plane or whatever this is) for however long and that you have a slimy darkness in your head that clouds your life over and over and over is no easy feat to conquer without the help of good men that see the good in you that can conquer the bad. "Keep your head up"( always tip your head back for drainages), " keep your nose clean" , and a personal favorite " you need to clear your head" are words of wisdom that never kick in until your on your knees and hands in the air begging for help that was always there and you didn't listen. Putting forth the effort and actually looking up has allowed the light in and the darkness in me knows that the light is coming for it. I find myself taking back so many things that I shouldn't have said on so many occasions. I want the waters to subside and the world to be perfect not dark and cold. I love the light now more than ever as I find that it has love for me that I never knew existed until I saw "the signs". I ask for further patience and am willing to spill the beans to help in any way I can when it is needed. I do not want a flood, snow nor the destruction of what I see as life that has been given. Tell me that it's not too late to right my wrongs. Tell me that I do not need a tow cable and that this can be safely managed to make a beautiful world. I know what love is and I know that pain and suffering is nothing to toy with.