Post by stewartedwards on Sept 29, 2023 1:45:51 GMT 9.5
I have failed myself, having just reacted (via a fair enough complaint) as opposed to responded.
It’s an important distinction that Paul has been teaching us. Ordinarily nowadays little gets me to react (including some quite stressful stuff), but after a string of errors and failures by workmen spanning months, I reacted to yet another failure by complaining instantly. I am quite surprised by that. Lessons to be learnt. The work never ceases.
A Simple Man, who tried and failed to reilluminate this planet.
Slogging Scotsman Ma’at Ankh Re
Who am I trying to kid for I can’t even resolve family darkness. Whoever is next to step up, please do.
Post by stewartedwards on Sept 29, 2023 16:32:01 GMT 9.5
Indeed Paul. Things that I had learnt and wrote about myself c15 years ago. Mind you I only ever went down three levels, and theirin lies a route for progress.
A Simple Man, who tried and failed to reilluminate this planet.
Slogging Scotsman Ma’at Ankh Re
Who am I trying to kid for I can’t even resolve family darkness. Whoever is next to step up, please do.
Post by stewartedwards on Sept 29, 2023 19:36:02 GMT 9.5
It occurs to me that this might baffle some, so here is an example.
1. Something happens and you lose your temper/lie/get annoyed/whatever. You know this was wrong and you kick yourself for it.
2. You then realise that, sometimes that happened earlier that perhaps irritated annoyed you/didn’t go the way you wanted, resulted in you ‘taking it out on them.’
3. You reflect further and realise that actually your failing occurred deeper within you. You felt challenged/were emotionally low/whatever, that then led to 2 then to 1.
4. Further reflection, and we are now getting into Paul’s area of expertise, and you realise that it came from an imbalance between your internal seeds of darkness and flame of light. Paul might use the term entity, spirit, whatever, I will leave that for Paul to explain.
Drilling down in this way, something I did (and still do) for many hours each day for many years, was a major contributor to my esoteric growth.
A Simple Man, who tried and failed to reilluminate this planet.
Slogging Scotsman Ma’at Ankh Re
Who am I trying to kid for I can’t even resolve family darkness. Whoever is next to step up, please do.