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Post by paul on Jun 6, 2023 8:23:06 GMT 9.5
>if you are the « nearest suitable member » surely it would be best to take the experience and try to resolve the issue
Karmic energy, like electricity, follows lines of least resistance.
When group karma strikes you, it is better to take it without complaining.
These days I am very circumspect about joining groups
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Post by paul on Jun 6, 2023 8:32:39 GMT 9.5
.... 1. I was slammed into a chair and levitated off centre above the Great Pyramid. 2. Before the energy emanating from the pyramid slammed me above Temple Mount, Isreal. Hovering in a light beam. 3. As I hovered I was rotating looking globally at what seemed to be a chequered pavement covering this planet, in quarters ish. As I turned the chequered pavement rotated around the planet with me. 4. After a while I realised that I could ascend vertically. 5. Another person soon crashed into the back of me, also in a chair. Funnily enough I thought it was you Paul. 6. He/she stayed a while as we revolved the chequered pavement again moving in unison. 7. The craft/portal/? Above the energy beam was rather bright on the inside. 8. It was a very comforting place where my withdrawal symptoms temporarily disappeared. 9. Now that I have descended I can still feel all those energy connections much more strongly than previously. I have never felt the horizontal transportation before. But I can still surf it.... Your friends in a craft near Venus are a bit rough but well intentioned and seem wanting to draw you functionally closer. The chequered pavement is used in many lodges as it often realigns the flow of the landscape grid within the temple structure so that the ritual is properly placed within the flows. The landscape flows reverse direction several times each hour. The pavement also produces a complex crossing (woven) system that evokes Light from On High. This is related to crossing fingers for protection. Similar pavements can be "seen" in the solar system etc usually with their own colour combination. In suitable situations one or more higher pavements may descend into a Masonic temple - remaining above floor level - as the higher temples connect into the physical temple. I have only seen that once - when 405 was attempting to re-establish in the basement of the TS building. Next time you are near a black and white paving, try standing with both feet on black squares and then both feet on white squares. What is the difference in your body? a406.proboards.com/search/results?captcha_id=captcha_search&what_all=red+gold+pavement&when_before_date=06%2F01%2F2023&who_only_made_by=1&display_as=0&search=SearchThe withdrawal symptoms were not obvious because they are physical and you had largely left your physical body behind.
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Post by stewartedwards on Jun 6, 2023 9:08:05 GMT 9.5
. In suitable situations one or more higher pavements may descend into a Masonic temple - remaining above floor level - as the higher temples connect into the physical temple. I have only seen that once - when 405 was attempting to re-establish in the basement of the TS building. Next time you are near a black and white paving, try standing with both feet on black squares and then both feet on white squares. What is the difference in your body? Thank you again Paul. 1. Funnily enough I was once badly affected by an energy emanating from a piece of wood in the corner of a TS building that was also used as a Masonic lodge. I know one other who had an interesting and unexpected experience in there. 2. I can’t think offhand of where I could find black and white paving, so I have just tested this mentally. The energies seem to reverse each time I try, but the flow is upward on one and downward on another. With quite some force. Think pushing me upwards, and drawing me downwards. Added: it’s 1.05am, I am tired, but the predominant flow seems to be black upwards and white downwards. Launching upwards and ground swallowing pulling downwards. Wierd. There also seems to be a weak circular force connecting the two in a vertical direction. Think heavens to earth centre, a bit like magnetic lines. When I am top central, I would have expected to see the universe, stars, planets, ufo’s: but it seems more like layers of structure that reminds me of the Matrix movies (not the scrolling code, but the one version built on another). When bottom central, I would have expected to see an iron core, but what I sense is some type of blueish plasma. Must try this again in a week or two when I am less sleep disturbed and tired.
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Post by conflagratorofspirit on Jun 6, 2023 21:26:08 GMT 9.5
Conflagratorofspirit Philosophical question, if you are the « nearest suitable member » surely it would be best to take the experience and try to resolve the issue while growing from it? Harsh reality. I understand. It is tough, heartbreaking at times, and there can seem no end to the gut wrenching difficulties. Paul, Conflagratorofspirit, I am currently trying to reduce my, fairly minimal, prescription painkiller use and am « currently enjoying » withdrawal symptoms. So please forgive any change in my behaviour in recent days. Sadly I think that I might have to accept that I need them to err umm kill pain. >Nearest suitable member Thats what i don't get. The nearest suitable member to what? To more karmic activity? I di nit need nor desire anymore pain so whtly wouod i just accept that it should come my way? I wish to pass tye buck and let the real assholes suffer the pain . I mean if I've not paid for the bad things that I've done in my life then what more does karma desire from me? There are those that are true dark and evilness filled that can take the fall as far as i am concerned. I want to be me and be happy. Shit man i want basic life shit and at every turn it seems as if its taken or I'm told that i shouldn't have it. Life was pretty good before i put a petition in at the lodge. Except for my own (what I assumed was family) family and "brothers" trying to kill me and keep me in the dark (so to speak) It wasnt all that bad. I really miss the only woman that I've ever loved and truly loved me back. I miss saltwater fishing, that cones in second place to things ive missed. Now, if i can get her back some magical way, and take her saltwater fishing it wouod be the greatest dream. Not an issue after 2 months, I got a bag of weed (marijuana) yesterday myself to help cope with being unhappy. It has its moments.
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Post by conflagratorofspirit on Jun 6, 2023 21:43:54 GMT 9.5
>As you practice the 21 steps you become familiar with the bodies used by the Lords of the Planes. Combined with the heart flame exercise you then assist the LotP with the healing of their bodies. This makes them disposed to consider your requests.
If they are "Lord's" and all powerful enough to grieve me then why cant they heal themselves? If im holding the shitty end of the stick (low man on the totem pole) then why cant the mighty karmic bullies see that im not that bad and shove their painful shit up someone elses ass that is more deserving?
While i may nit be the perfect student desiring to shut his mouth and learn, i do accept understanding. Yet i will question every time that something doesnt seem right. I have decided that it is now in my nature not to accept anymore bullshit from anyone or anything even if it means my end. I will continue to work on healung and my light work. I see the cat and mouse games that the beings around me desire to play, i will not be invilved with them or their games.
I decided to start a small farm to assist with some sort of funding, hahahaha, we will see where this leads
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Post by conflagratorofspirit on Jun 6, 2023 22:31:24 GMT 9.5
And Stewart don't even worry about hijacking this thread man. With as many threads I've done thrown off tracks around here with my nonsense posts, I'd say the mods need to do a serious scndsk, clusters are all out of whack onbthis Masonic harddrive.
Hey paul, i cant even trust those that were supposed to be my family and friends, howbin the hell can I trust complete strangers that have surrounded me 9ver the last 3 years.
You and i were in messages whennwe were discussing the ball of darkness that i call my life when i felt something very very powerful happening. I messaged you(from myb"AloneInTheDark" account) and asked "Paul, something is happening, what is going on?" You said "Something very dark". Then "Covid"(a big human snatching force) struck the earth. So many are blind to see the truths if this world and its deceptions. Thats where i feel i want to be. I want to be that loud guy standing on the soap bix screaming to the world of all the lies. Then again, i justvreally wanna go back to virginia and go saltwater fishing off if my favorite fishing pier and let these dipshits have whatever the fuck they are looking for. Ive recently found out that my house was in fact a Masonic lodge. I feel ive been tricked into moving here to repair someone elses mistakes. This does not make me happy and even pisses me off that someone or something would stick me with such a shitty responsibility. Ive done some serious healing to this property, some how i know how to make the purest if holy waters and these other liquids to dispell dark natures....i have things that ive collected and used as monk-like tools i dont want to place exorcist ever ever ever again. The shit that i just went through is the shit you see in dark movies. I am not happy about this. If the Freemasons that lived here or anyone else for that matter did very dark shit here, then their friends and family should be the ones that should have had to deal with this shit. I am no monk(at least not in this life) and desire not the responsibilites to clean up someone elses mess and suffer the pains that their evil asses should endure.
Man, im a good guy with dark things inside my body fucking with my head. Im gonna remove them and then I'm done. i will shed this karma one way or another. But first....
Im gonna smoke a joint and enjoy this sunrise and think about the love of my life and dream if here again.
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Post by stewartedwards on Jun 7, 2023 1:44:03 GMT 9.5
Conflagratorofspirit 1. Paul’s words are powerful, but they can be difficult to relate to real life at times. But when you get that ‘ah-ha’ moment you get it. I can only imagine what eg spooks, masons and people, who are not into esoterics make of it all! 2. While I was, as a young adult, able to drive myself forwards from quite bad poverty, through university (first in family) and through the global professions, before my wife got ill, and with two very young children I had little real choice but to stop working to care for them. Some say that I should have left them, or worked harder (how?) to earn more to employ carers, but I am at peace with my decision. Since then, for the past quarter of a century I too have been back down the totem pole again. 3. But that time has offered me the opportunity to think and make the discoveries and progress that I have. Something that would no longer be possible for any Brit due to welfare changing from a safety net to fear fuelled, constant pressure, real devastating poverty, that even a government committee accept has helped kill people, and confirmed by coroners on death certificates. The darkness in our land just now is thick. But compared to many nations we are lucky. One major US newspaper (Washington Post? Or similar) has opined that Britain is becoming an authoritarian state, and with the restrictions now placed on free speech protests by law, they have a point. 4. So Conflagratorofspirit how does this relate to you? 5. I don’t know you. But I would guess, from your words, that you have that inner itch to progress, and that you understand that it is possible. But you keep getting stopped in your tracks (again I know this from my own experience of failing to reproduce my young adulthood success, and not for the want of trying). 6. So I will postulate (Paul help!) that you are an old soul that has incarnated here, like many others, in this time of darkness engulfing our world at a critical point in time (from ww3 risks to Antarctic tipping points, to species devastation and the global redrawing of hedgemony). You may even have chosen to be here at this time to either (1) audit human darkness or (2) help humanity rise above it. 7. Darkness does not however take kindly to what it perceives as a threat, even though you are likely trying to help. Money addiction, thirst for power, fear of losing power and egos are strong forces. So it is better to understand darkness and work with/alongside it, helping it find the light naturally. This is my approach. Not to fight it, but help it evolve. Sadly my help has not been wanted. 8. Darkness may well have identified you as a threat, hence the continued string of misfortunes (Paul help!). But you, like me, remain here, for we have the multitude of lifetimes experience to comprehend (even if we don’t currently realise it). Darkness can be sneaky, get you from all directions, and generally be troublesome, but ultimately it’s top level knows it needs you. When you help it see it’s own light, and it recognises that you are an asset things can get a bit easier. 9. Equally and importantly, when you get to the stage that enough is enough and you refuse to be beaten any longer by the surrounding darkness in others, it gets a lot easier. To do this I simply cut the bonds of darkness. I can’t easily explain how, but I just knew how to do it when the time arose. 10. So Conflagratorofspirit, how do we help you take a positive step forwards? Not knowing you it’s tricky. But simply take my (and hopefully others here will also chime in with assistance) philosophical hand, and let us help you rise up. In simple terms, question us, doubt our words until you really understand them, question, try to feel what we are talking about even if just now it sounds like nonsense (I have that issue with Paul all the time ), question, try to feel, question, don’t be afraid of your mistakes, learn from them. 11. Back in your real world Conflagratorofspirit, your increased spiritual energies will help you surmount your daily problems. Problems that one day you may realise have helped you climb the ladder and to have made a real difference at this very difficult global point in time, for all humanity. As you begin to see this you will lose less energy to the machinations of darkness. 12. As Homer Simpson once wisely told Bart…….Let the baby have its bath water. Darkness can live in darkness while you draw upon your spiritual reserves to make a real difference to others without really trying to do that, all you have been doing is slowly and steadily trying to make yourself a better person each and every day. Illuminating the way for others, while darkness does its very best to break you. It’s a rocky road. But one that can be surmounted. Hope that helps.
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Post by conflagratorofspirit on Jun 13, 2023 1:51:11 GMT 9.5
>As this is achieved, it is possible to ask the Lords of Karma to release you from personal and group karma.
Systemic and galactic karma is another matter.
You see, theres always something different goin on. If theres more shit to deal with elsewhere(systemic/galactic), then im just gonna take my time on the ride. Ive dealt with enough bullshit try8ng to be the typical male human and have only ran into complete bullshit since encountering the lodge. Stretching shit out over time is the bullshit.
I AM
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Post by stewartedwards on Jun 13, 2023 2:24:26 GMT 9.5
Indeed Conflagratorofspirit, indeed. Separate topic (this thread). I tried Paul’s white square black square standing again. Black up, white down, very powerfully. Added: Paul asked for difference in my body. The best I can explain this:- 1. Powerful energy force pushing me up on black and down on white. 2. Black is a more physical force, material substance, on my body, my organs, bones etc. 3. White is more refined, like a refining energy, that (as black does) flows through me. The difference here is the white is more like, empowering, probably not the right word. 4. One foot on each, sees a perhaps expected mixing, but it is more of a heaven to earth circuit, with me (egotistically/arrogantly?) in the middle. Fascinating flow, figure of eight through me.
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Post by paul on Jun 13, 2023 7:02:11 GMT 9.5
>more of a heaven to earth circuit
Hence the common use of pavements in Masonic temples.
If you can find a physical dark-light pavement you may be able to feel horizontal flows along the rows and columns. The flows reverse several times an hour on the pavements I have examined. Just run your eyebeam in one direction on a column/row and then the other to feel which direction has resistance.
The figure 8 is a natural energy reversal structure. It can be seen horizontally between the chests of humans that have close relationships.
Also the figure eight encompasses the dark and light bodies of a nature spirit - the dark body expands while the light body contracts and then the light expands and the dark contracts
Eyebeam: the eye emits energy that can be used to feel - even through solid walls
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Post by paul on Jun 13, 2023 9:52:18 GMT 9.5
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Post by stewartedwards on Jun 13, 2023 17:34:01 GMT 9.5
>more of a heaven to earth circuit Hence the common use of pavements in Masonic temples. If you can find a physical dark-light pavement you may be able to feel horizontal flows along the rows and columns. The flows reverse several times an hour on the pavements I have examined. Just run your eyebeam in one direction on a column/row and then the other to feel which direction has resistance. The figure 8 is a natural energy reversal structure. It can be seen horizontally between the chests of humans that have close relationships. Also the figure eight encompasses the dark and light bodies of a nature spirit - the dark body expands while the light body contracts and then the light expands and the dark contracts Eyebeam: the eye emits energy that can be used to feel - even through solid walls Thank you Paul. I wonder if you could perhaps try to help us (as I can’t be the only one) understand ‘nature spirit’ in this context please? I can feel the figure eight energy flow, and understand how light and dark can complement as you describe. But I struggle with the ‘encompasses the light and dark bodies of a nature spirit’. Thanks in advance.
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Post by paul on Jun 13, 2023 18:05:50 GMT 9.5
The substance of the planes is intelligent. Thus solids have implicit intelligence - often low level. Similarly water and gas are the bodies of intelligent elementals. I have given some heart light to the elemental of the creek below my patio. A resident living 150 yards up the same creek commented how peaceful was the scene over my patio. I deduce that the heart light I gave only impacted the part of the elemental I could see. The human body is a complex structure of elemental intelligences that provide low level functionality such as digestion and breathing. Similarly for a planet. The human however has to learn higher functions such as walking and speaking. These learnings occur within nature spirits (lesser devas) including those that operate chakras. The nature spirits of chakras may be traumatised and therefore function improperly. If the nature spirit of a chakra departs then the functionality drops to elemental levels. This occurs in severe dementia and autism. a406.proboards.com/search/results?captcha_id=captcha_search&what_all=replace+nature+spirit&when_between_start=01%2F01%2F2016&when_between_end=06%2F03%2F2023&who_only_made_by=1&display_as=0&search=SearchA few chakras may attract the attention of higher devas. For example the area of the head above the eyes typically anchors higher mental subplane substance and a greater deva (solar/guardian angel) may find the brain elemental sufficiently refined and the brain sufficiently free of toxins (including aluminium, lead and graphene) to anchor in the brain and input useful brain-thoughts The hierarchy of elemental, nature spirit and greater deva seems to operate at even the most refined universal planes. Thus there are elementals that encompass a cluster of universes. Such elementals operate far above the highest human endeavours Nature spirits typically have a light-dark body. This is because the dark energy is used to manifest separate existence (and therefore separate experience) and the light energy is used to return to the source. This is called the tzimtzum although explanations tend to be a bit religious and teacher-oriented. www.google.com/search?q=tzimtzum&ie=UTF-8None of these explanations is particularly useful. When I met the out-breath and in-breath It called itself "The Revelation of the Word". That is much better description than the kabbalistic accounts. The Word breathes out and generates universes and intelligences through which it experiences separation. Simultaneously the Word breathes in, drawing the separated intelligences and their experiences back to Light and Unity. Thus the Word is revealed. Stewart: your questions are too good
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Post by stewartedwards on Jun 13, 2023 19:40:05 GMT 9.5
Nature spirits typically have a light-dark body. This is because the dark energy is used to manifest separate existence (and therefore separate experience) and the light energy is used to return to the source. This is called the tzimtzum although explanations tend to be a bit religious and teacher-oriented. None of these explanations is particularly useful. Paul, I always like to relate the esoteric to real life, to make it accessible as a conceptual framework. I do struggle with concepts like Devas, elementals etc, but I am trying. (Very, some say…tish boom! ) However, I am beginning to get nature spirit from your words above, thank you. What I know:- 1. It is possible to communicate with plants and animals, sometimes. 2. It is possible to transfer energy two way between myself and plants and, I think, animals. 3. Darkness is material existence, while light is Divine. So, using your words….. 1. « Nature spirits have a light-dark body. » I get this as they operate in our physical world. Just as we all have light and darkness within us. We can do good and bad things. 2. « This is because dark energy is used to manifest separate existence (and therefore separate experiences). » Agreed. Dark does not mean bad, just dense, physical. Though it can get highly addictive (money, ego, power etc) and do harm. (This is where humanity is at right now). 3. « And the light energy is used to return to the source. » Totally agree, when a quarter of a century ago ish I was steeped in darkness myself, and when I found my inner spark of light, I fought hard to give it room to grow and illuminate, through trying to make better decisions and making myself a better person. Today I feel close to the source. 4. Having mentally experienced transversing through the centre of our galaxy, I do get the dark light breath/body at that overarching level. I am just trying to relate it to the finer details of human life. 5. Hopefully my questions and prodding will help others here get ah-ha moments. But I have no idea if it does.
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Post by paul on Jun 13, 2023 20:17:20 GMT 9.5
To be a bit more precise: dark refers to increasing separation and density but it does not indicate the plane on which the flow is occurring.
The human baby has very strong dark energies and will drive its parents to feed it in order to survive. When fed, dry, warm and loved, the baby can also radiate love.
As the child grows it is taught to manage dark energies including waiting its turn and sharing.
A child that can/will not manage its darkness is referred to as spoiled.
Humans that do not use enough darkness (take time for themselves) easily burn out.
Thus excess light is just as difficult as excess darkness
A deliberate imbalance of light and dark may be an indication of evil.
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Post by stewartedwards on Jun 13, 2023 20:39:42 GMT 9.5
Thus excess light is just as difficult as excess darkness That is a life lesson that I learnt the hard way. The trick is maintaining proper balance, which can be tricky for most, and downright difficult I would imagine, for those who have material power. Paul Changing the subject for a moment, and forgive me for being so self centred with this question, but as yet I can’t fathom it out, and wondered what your perspective is. At what point in this life did my journey to this esoteric point start? 1. Initially I thought (with the benefit of hindsight) that it happened after a déjà vu moment in the Kings Chamber of the Great Pyramid. Maybe just the Great Pyramid. Like a trigger left in a past life to fuel me in this one, but extremely subtle. A key so to speak, to help me unlock myself. 2. Then I realised that after being surrounded by darkness and falling into darkness myself, then slowly and steadily finding my own way out of it, might have got someone’s attention and respect, with subsequent empowerment. You note I have supporters up there. 3. More recently I have realised though that at some point around puberty I changed (don’t we all!), and I became harder working, more independent, and felt the Orion connection. A friend and I, back in the 1970s knew that there was life up there. 4. From birth?
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Post by stewartedwards on Jun 14, 2023 0:49:20 GMT 9.5
Hebrews 10:25 - King James Version ….as ye see the day approaching. Do you see the day approaching Foxfires? (I will admit that I had to look this up ) If so, when? Why? Personally I don’t think that our world is ready. But if Audrey Tatau (French policewoman in Da Vinci Code) is the one, she has my backing.
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Post by paul on Jun 14, 2023 6:34:18 GMT 9.5
>At what point in this life did my journey to this esoteric point start?
Perhaps it is better to consider a set of lives across several timelines - each timeline developing useful learnings and sharing those.
So the real You, existing outside of time and of this solar system, impulses a myriad of threads into various times and species and places, with the intent that the threads will anchor properly and cooperate to improve coherence within the manifested bodies of this galactic Logos
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Post by stewartedwards on Jun 14, 2023 20:29:28 GMT 9.5
>At what point in this life did my journey to this esoteric point start? Perhaps it is better to consider a set of lives across several timelines - each timeline developing useful learnings and sharing those. So the real You, existing outside of time and of this solar system, impulses a myriad of threads into various times and species and places, with the intent that the threads will anchor properly and cooperate to improve coherence within the manifested bodies of this galactic Logos Thank you Paul, I can get my mind around that. But it does seem a tad egotistic, after all I am nothing special. Presumably I am but one of many. It also helps me make sense of (1) why my opinion on this planet could count for so much, and (2) the sheer responsibility I feel towards it. It does make me wonder what those on the dark side, who understand such things, make of me: (3) a nuisance to be ignored or (4) a realisation that their future on this planet is very much in my hands, and that is largely outwith their control.
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Post by stewartedwards on Jun 14, 2023 22:41:22 GMT 9.5
Foxfires, hi! I do like Homer! The only statistic from the graph that immediately makes me wonder, from my oceanographic studies, is the one due to freshwater. I assume that pollution is the cause, as the natural ocean/atmosphere/glacier/deep water cycles create freshwater, and albeit expensively, but reverse osmosis creates freshwater out of seawater (think ships, and water depleted regions like parts of Middle East). That said I understand where you are coming from re this Foxfires. Most of it was being taught in principle right back to my school days forty years plus ago (Scotland had a world leading educational system back then I believe. Subjects such as modern studies and geography (which was all about stuff like wine growing climate and not capitals etc)). Let me find and read your eight remaining posts Foxfires. Give me a moment.
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