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Post by stewartedwards on May 16, 2023 4:09:02 GMT 9.5
In my recent esoteric exploration of myself, I have become more aware of:
1. An increasing energetic level harmonisation of the left side of my body, but right still has quite some way to go.
2. The inter connectedness of my energetic levels with this planets energy structures.
3. Most recently a distinct silver cord has appeared from the centre of our galaxy to me (though I may just be becoming aware of it).
Making the assumption that I am not as mad as a hatter, I have to ask from an esoteric perspective what does this mean?
4. In case it is relevant I have some increased clarity of small past life events, that could be nothing more that normal life, but equally could have been (on a human level) tests to see what I would do/or a helping hand. Nowadays, after my submarine locating paper, I got used to, people from various nations finding me in real life and chatting to me about my work. But I am beginning to wonder if I was being tested in my youth, as one event sprung on me by an unknown person was so illogical and unlikely that it is stupid, with hindsight. But we all do stupid stuff when young. I suppose l am wondering if spooks could have been keeping an eye on me as a child/young adult. Unlikely, and it is too easy to read too much into events that long ago, but why would spooks do that? (If indeed they did).
I have always thought that I might have had a hidden helping hand as a young adult, but I hadn’t before considered that I might also have been being tested/monitored (by fellow humans).
Paul, are you able to comment on this?
5. Strangely, I am also finding that the more that I ‘walk away’ from esoterics, the stronger I seem to be becoming esoterically. Baffling.
Honest thoughts, anyone.
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Post by sammy on May 16, 2023 4:41:54 GMT 9.5
In my recent esoteric exploration of myself, I have become more aware of: 1. An increasing energetic level harmonisation of the left side of my body, but right still has quite some way to go. 2. The inter connectedness of my energetic levels with this planets energy structures. 3. Most recently a distinct silver cord has appeared from the centre of our galaxy to me (though I may just be becoming aware of it). Making the assumption that I am not as mad as a hatter, I have to ask from an esoteric perspective what does this mean? 4. In case it is relevant I have some increased clarity of small past life events, that could be nothing more that normal life, but equally could have been (on a human level) tests to see what I would do/or a helping hand. Nowadays, after my submarine locating paper, I got used to, people from various nations finding me in real life and chatting to me about my work. But I am beginning to wonder if I was being tested in my youth, as one event sprung on me by an unknown person was so illogical and unlikely that it is stupid, with hindsight. But we all do stupid stuff when young. I suppose l am wondering if spooks could have been keeping an eye on me as a child/young adult. Unlikely, and it is too easy to read too much into events that long ago, but why would spooks do that? (If indeed they did). I have always thought that I might have had a hidden helping hand as a young adult, but I hadn’t before considered that I might also have been being tested/monitored (by fellow humans). Paul, are you able to comment on this? 5. Strangely, I am also finding that the more that I ‘walk away’ from esoterics, the stronger I seem to be becoming esoterically. Baffling. Honest thoughts, anyone. Initial intrinsic properties I noticed. Silver is high in conductivity. It also is hard to tarnish being a ferrous metal and wont rust. Side note: silver will eventually tarnish into black. As far as I am aware, there is no "one way" to shape ourselves into wholeness/square. The more progressive the aptitude.. the less it will resonate with previous pathways. |
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Post by paul on May 16, 2023 6:27:51 GMT 9.5
>An increasing energetic level harmonisation of the left side of my body, but right still has quite some way to go.
I suspect reduction of personal karma (left side) but continuing group karma - much connected to a contaminated group attempting to manipulate WW2 outcomes across several timelines
>a distinct silver cord has appeared from the centre of our galaxy to me
The interface with you is limited by the group karma I mentioned. Perhaps it is time to step away from that group energy. Use intent
>wonder if I was being tested in my youth
Perhaps some competition for your attention
> the more that I ‘walk away’ from esoterics, the stronger I seem to be becoming esoterically.
And the further you get from that contaminated group
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Post by stewartedwards on May 16, 2023 17:22:38 GMT 9.5
Sammy, Paul, thank you.
I will admit you have me intrigued by « connected to a contaminated group attempting to manipulate WW2 outcomes across several timelines ».
Group karma has always been a fuzzy concept for me. While I prefer to think in terms of human level groups (eg political parties, Masonic fraternities, corporations etc), I think that this will be easier for me to identify at a pure energy level.
But conceptually from your words:
1. A group involving me.
2. That has been contaminated. Or infiltrated to divert I guess.
3. That attempts to manipulate ww2 outcomes.
4. Across several timelines.
I am just thinking aloud here. At a human level.
Why would a group want to manipulate ww2 outcomes? Presumably one that is unhappy with the outcomes (a reasonably good level of global peace for 70 years; US hedgemony; Israel being formed as a nation again). So what groups would be unhappy with those outcomes? (Warmongers, some other nations, Nazis). But who would want to manipulate these outcomes? (As opposed to looking to directly manipulate the future). That will take a bit of thought.
Bearing in mind that, you say that I am involved with the group. And that the group has been manipulated. So it could be a good positive group turned to darkness by the infiltration. Which is important enough for a number of timelines to be involved. So whoever is manipulating is sufficiently able to manipulate across timelines, implying more than your average human.
At an energy level:
I may have to plant my staff in the middle of several groups, energise it, and see what happens.
Interestingly, one branch of my family has just flown through my mind. Followed by a speedy history image, that rather conforms to one of your own Paul (for others here think Sky Boat Song that Paul posted here recently). This will keep me busy for a while. Interestingly my next thought was an energy structure (shaped like a saucer ufo) that was brilliant white, and when I tried to plant my staff in its centre, it clanged on the central top surface. So I visualised myself on it looking down into it. They don’t seem too happy with me being there, but equally seem to accept my authority to be there. When I then used my authority to place myself inside, I visualise Hollywood style beings with many tentacles, and interestingly a specific relative. A good man who I think (like all of us at some stage) has been diverted by darkness. That was completely unexpected.
So Paul, I am going to ask you a direct question here. Do you think that this group is family related?
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Post by paul on May 16, 2023 17:45:23 GMT 9.5
>Why would a group want to manipulate ww2 outcomes? Better not to think in Earth human terms. For example the first modern donation of alien technology to Germany seems to have been an "alien" craft "crashed" about 1913. (Some "aliens" are from the inner Earth and have been here long before humans) Alien groups are typically not purely light or dark. There are various accounts of parallel timelines that more or less relate to my own perceptions "Alex Collier on the other hand states that the "Zenatae" people with whom he is in contact also confirmed that there is a German Empire timeline however that OUR timeline is the original, yet the Zenatae "Andromedans" ALSO state that THIS is essentially the second time around, i.e. that there was a timeline before THIS one was created [by the Montauk Project], the creation of this world-line having changed the 5th dimensional reality of the Zenatae's themselves." www.bibliotecapleyades.net/ciencia/time_travel/esp_ciencia_timetravel19.htmThe "5th dimension" is a non-technical reference to the mental plane. > you say that I am involved with the group. Not as a human >used my authority to place myself inside, I visualise Hollywood style beings with many tentacles, and interestingly a specific relative You may recall my references to "octopus" entities that manage/feed-off humans > Do you think that this group is family related? Better perhaps to phrase it as: does this group have an interest in my family? And you have already seen that |
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Post by stewartedwards on May 16, 2023 18:20:05 GMT 9.5
Thank you Paul. I will come back to this later.
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Post by stewartedwards on May 16, 2023 21:18:43 GMT 9.5
>Why would a group want to manipulate ww2 outcomes? Better not to think in Earth human terms. For example the first modern donation of alien technology to Germany seems to have been an "alien" craft "crashed" about 1913. (Some "aliens" are from the inner Earth and have been here long before humans) Alien groups are typically not purely light or dark. There are various accounts of parallel timelines that more or less relate to my own perceptions "Alex Collier on the other hand states that the "Zenatae" people with whom he is in contact also confirmed that there is a German Empire timeline however that OUR timeline is the original, yet the Zenatae "Andromedans" ALSO state that THIS is essentially the second time around, i.e. that there was a timeline before THIS one was created [by the Montauk Project], the creation of this world-line having changed the 5th dimensional reality of the Zenatae's themselves." www.bibliotecapleyades.net/ciencia/time_travel/esp_ciencia_timetravel19.htmThe "5th dimension" is a non-technical reference to the mental plane. > you say that I am involved with the group. Not as a human >used my authority to place myself inside, I visualise Hollywood style beings with many tentacles, and interestingly a specific relative You may recall my references to "octopus" entities that manage/feed-off humans > Do you think that this group is family related? Better perhaps to phrase it as: does this group have an interest in my family? And you have already seen that I need to put this aside for a bit, as so far my thoughts are somewhat egotistical and arrogant. But what I will say for the moment: 1. If I start at the galactic centre, and pass myself through it and return, I can sense the calmness that my ‘line/connection ’ brings to this galaxy. 2. In this galaxy at that point, there are numerous other lines/connections. Each with different attributes and tasks. 3. Sweeping into our galactic arm is smooth enough. 4. On reaching our solar system things get a bit more physical. Rocky you might say. 5. There is definitely a disturbance of some sort there. 6. When I reach just past our asteroid belt, before Mars, there is some ‘dispute’. The easiest way that I can explain it is like Enki and Enlil conflicting visions. Interestingly I had, until now, always seen myself on the Enki side, but I now feel more like a despairing father, Anu. But come on seriously, my ego is clearly having fun with me. 7. Moving towards Earth, it does seem surprisingly complex at an energy level. 8. Part of me thinks that I could simply merge the energies together, but I don’t think that would be a stable thing to do. 9. Interestingly I have come across an energy shield of sorts (think like ozone layer), that when I now revolve around it (it is located broadly over the Middle East), I think it acts as some sort of barrier to energy flows (from ancient sites?) 10. But I remain curious as to what energy I should be disassociating myself from. Let’s see what my imagination conjours up later. |
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Post by stewartedwards on May 17, 2023 3:23:41 GMT 9.5
Paul
I do wonder, after some initial thought and testing, if the contaminated group you mention has involvement with a second branch of my family. The trouble is when I delve into this I just keep hitting « Andromeda ». Which coincidentally you mentioned above, and a quick google shows little of direct interest in this regard.
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Post by paul on May 17, 2023 6:33:57 GMT 9.5
My understanding is that the Logos of Andromeda operates as a elder brother to our galactic Logos. Our galactic Logos is being told to step up in His functionality.
There seem to be entities from Andromeda paying attention to Earth.
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Post by stewartedwards on May 17, 2023 12:18:09 GMT 9.5
Thank you again Paul. This is enough to make my head hurt! (Thinking through it all).
I think that the simplest, most effective, thing that I can do, is not worry about the details, just keep walking away. As I noted above, a little counterintuitively (if you don’t get how darkness can work), that has made me esoterically stronger.
Mind you what really interests me is how affairs above can impact affairs down here, reflected in global affairs right down to individual lives.
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Post by paul on May 17, 2023 12:29:02 GMT 9.5
>how affairs above can impact affairs down here, reflected in global affairs right down to individual lives.
The 93% of humans that cannot control their personal mind are easily led/misled.
Those that can control their transpersonal mind are quite sensitive to positive input - both mental and buddhic/heart.
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Post by stewartedwards on May 17, 2023 15:29:59 GMT 9.5
>how affairs above can impact affairs down here, reflected in global affairs right down to individual lives. The 93% of humans that cannot control their personal mind are easily led/misled. Those that can control their transpersonal mind are quite sensitive to positive input - both mental and buddhic/heart. Playing devils advocate for a moment, why not just let darkness reign and let it burn itself out? Just a philosophical question. |
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Post by paul on May 17, 2023 15:42:22 GMT 9.5
>why not just let darkness reign and let it burn itself out?
According to some alien sources the dictatorial energy of Earth is about to contaminate this part of the galaxy for 1000 years. They object.
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Post by stewartedwards on May 17, 2023 16:21:50 GMT 9.5
>why not just let darkness reign and let it burn itself out? According to some alien sources the dictatorial energy of Earth is about to contaminate this part of the galaxy for 1000 years. They object. I don’t know about contamination of this part of our galaxy for 1000 years (sounds a bit like the Third Reich), but it is destroying people, this planet, and it’s ability to act as a useful experience and growth platform. I know you know this Paul, but we really are at a critical point in time. Hence my past efforts over recent decades. Hopefully the powers that be act wisely to rebalance. Mind you I think that we have past the optimum time to act. |
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Post by sammy on May 17, 2023 23:01:25 GMT 9.5
>why not just let darkness reign and let it burn itself out? According to some alien sources the dictatorial energy of Earth is about to contaminate this part of the galaxy for 1000 years. They object. I don’t know about contamination of this part of our galaxy for 1000 years (sounds a bit like the Third Reich), but it is destroying people, this planet, and it’s ability to act as a useful experience and growth platform. I know you know this Paul, but we really are at a critical point in time. Hence my past efforts over recent decades. Hopefully the powers that be act wisely to rebalance. Mind you I think that we have past the optimum time to act. True.. we are past the prime but perhaps not past reproach. |
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Post by stewartedwards on May 18, 2023 0:22:19 GMT 9.5
I don’t know about contamination of this part of our galaxy for 1000 years (sounds a bit like the Third Reich), but it is destroying people, this planet, and it’s ability to act as a useful experience and growth platform. I know you know this Paul, but we really are at a critical point in time. Hence my past efforts over recent decades. Hopefully the powers that be act wisely to rebalance. Mind you I think that we have past the optimum time to act. True.. we are past the prime but perhaps not past reproach. Maybe Sammy, maybe. However, unless darkness now buys into reillumination, I am not sure if anyone would criticise. After all to rebalance requires balance. There is only so much light can do on its own. |
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Post by sammy on May 18, 2023 1:24:21 GMT 9.5
True.. we are past the prime but perhaps not past reproach. Maybe Sammy, maybe. However, unless darkness now buys into reillumination, I am not sure if anyone would criticise. After all to rebalance requires balance. There is only so much light can do on its own. Also true.. but also more then that. ALL sides will have to unite on a common front to pull ahead of the tide. As per usual the common theme being "protect the sanctity of life and the pursuit of happiness". |
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Post by stewartedwards on May 18, 2023 1:49:20 GMT 9.5
Maybe Sammy, maybe. However, unless darkness now buys into reillumination, I am not sure if anyone would criticise. After all to rebalance requires balance. There is only so much light can do on its own. Also true.. but also more then that. ALL sides will have to unite on a common front to pull ahead of the tide. As per usual the common theme being "protect the sanctity of life and the pursuit of happiness". Thoughts…. 1. What if you are a politician who has zero problem starting a war to deflect from domestic issues? Do they really care about protecting the sanctity of life? 2. What if your only concern is your own happiness? I’m all right Jack. Sod everyone else. I think that it needs to be much more fundamental. The realisation that by ‘buying in’ they are securing their own future. Sadly the longer that it is now left the harder it will be (due to things like Chinas rise v USA decline; Russia’s position in our world. The Taiwan issue. Ukraine. Etc). It really needed to be worked towards from the Millennium, but that was kyboched. (Eg the pyramid recapping that didn’t happen at the last moment). Even a year ago there was a decent chance, but now the odds are against success. Hopefully someone out there has the required skillset to identify the key moments, encourage progress, and make things happen. But now it really would have to be done from within the global banking and corporate systems, and that would be a constant battle due to the misalignment of incentives (eg fee growth requirements for bankers performance reviews: against people trying to invest in companies that pay decent wages to everyone: against corporations who need continually improving quarterly results). It’s complex, but also rather simple, if you have stupid amounts of cash. But then you would have to deal with kidnapping, ransoming, thefts, etc, as well as the very real risk of darkness diverting you, money and power corrupts after all. |
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Post by stewartedwards on May 18, 2023 1:52:23 GMT 9.5
I obviously had a mis-spent middle age!  Given I have thought through all of this from iirc just before the millennium. A quarter of a century! |
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Post by sammy on May 18, 2023 3:34:19 GMT 9.5
It is true in our current process it would take eons and we would more likely self destruct in the meantime.
It could be something as simple as governments restricting corporate wealth and power over the people. Not without turbulence but the choice is fairly monotheistic.
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Given I have thought through all of this from iirc just before the millennium. A quarter of a century!