I am seeing something, in listening to my gut biome, and spirit connection,
I have so much laid out before me, so much I "should" be doing- and yet my gut says: Rest.
So, knowing my gut knows, I have been listening, for several years now.
I "Should" be doing things, selling my things, finishing my overland vehicle, getting a regular, "job" and participating in the Babylonian monetary enslavement system.
However, my gut says, "rest."
My mother, attempts to get my goat, to torment with with her, finding some similar human to herself, only to discover: I do not care.
Do nothing. rest.
So, i am sitting here, wondering, what will transpire next: I was becoming okay with, the idea of, losing everything and living in the bushes, true, utter homelessness and desolation.
Except, as I listen to a teacher online, and he is addressing this very topic, he says, "The righteous always prevail."
I am seeing, this is a test of, myself, and my environment- to see if I am willing to, "Be still and wait."
I was freshened, and restored, with a new idea: That I am right. I am not to, rage, and fight, and thrash: but only: to rest. To wait. To, "Be still, and know." that this is going to work out.