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Post by tundrawolf on Aug 25, 2024 16:07:10 GMT 9.5
I truly do not, but I am rather upset. I may be describing things that unless you have gone through them, you cannot understand. It explains the silence, and attempts to help me. Unless you have died bodily, physically, in your body, and been transferred to where I went, or experienced the things I have, it is possible, they are unique to me, and only me. It is possible, those without this unique understanding, can only attempt to help or guide me. I feel, I am achieving a level of help, and more positive outlook- however, explaining what real eyes are apparently is not a known thing, even to astral people or people with their third eye open. I have visions all the time, I can call them at will and watching anything I want whenever I want. The wolf woman I saw in the first, "Consciousness transfer" (I cannot call it a vision, apparently I am mixing those two things up.) is real, physical, being. Humans are not real. She is.
She is not a mind vision. I did not have to die to see her, with the eyes I was seeing things, when I died as a child in the hospital. Apparently, when I say I "Had a vision of a wolf girl" the common belief is, I saw it in my head, I did not. Third eye, this is not.
I Saw her with my eyes. That is the difference. Unless someone knows what I am taking about I may be spinning my wheels. The reptilian ship, clone, everything else may be a distraction, and not even real, or a projection from another entity. From what I can, is all useless to my struggle and journey, after the fuckening that happened at the wolf sanctuary.
I saw the woman with eyes you get only after (Maybe only some people with NDEs can understand what I am saying.) your human body dies. Or, I guess, after you have crossed over that path. Trust me, you would know if you did.
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Post by tundrawolf on Aug 25, 2024 16:28:09 GMT 9.5
I am starting to get it.
When I talk about the wolf girl I met in 2021, y'all are treating it as a vision I saw in my mind.
All I can explain it to someone who hasn't experienced it, is I saw her through vastly superior eyes than humans have. What you see in those eyes is real.
What I see from day to day, reptilians, ships, heart light, all of that may not even exist AT ALL
And I wonder why you cannot understand what she means to me? She is a real person. Not a vision that can be corrupted, faked, implanted, or manipulated. No wonder y'all don't get it!
It makes me feel very alone, however it also makes me dive into my issues knowing everything may be only up to me and my understanding.
What I saw cannot be faked. How come I cannot explain it. Like, you meet your best friend, shake his hand, then hug him, you feel his body warmth soak into you- then Paul walks up and says, he isn't real. "You aren't having this experience. He might not even be there."
This is delusional
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Post by paul on Aug 25, 2024 17:15:12 GMT 9.5
Physical people are not always what they seem. For example: One Friday evening I decided that I wanted to meet an alien. The next Monday I was in the large shopping centre and noticed a tall thin guy with pale skin and black hair walking towards me - about 20 feet away. I immediately thought: I should take a photo of him! This was an odd thought as I do not own a camera. I looked carefully at him as he approached and it seemed that his eyes had no irises - just white with black pupils. As he got closer I could see that his irises were extremely pale blue. By now I had figured out that this guy was quite possibly not a legitimate human and did not let him catch my eye or my thoughts - just in case. When I look back at that scene, the fellow was a hybrid - partially organic and had no higher mental body (soul body) so I am pleased that I did not let him notice that I recognised him. I suspect that there are many visitors that walk among Earth humans - including in various high tech industries. Maria Orsic seems to have looked exactly the same in the 1950s as in the 1920s when she and her group of women successfully developed the technical design for the first German ufo of that century.  au1lib.org/book/12117612/b1316dGoode gives detailed accounts of the process of being age reversed for return to Earth society after 20 years out in the solar system. He said it was an extremely boring period of 2 weeks. Various "20 and back" accounts include a room that deletes memories - presumably an EMR field. Here is a detailed semi-human account of Maria Orsic amd the Vril Damen. Parks is clear that the Vril Damen choose to take human form so as to interact more easily with Earth humans. Such beings are common in high tech industry. www.amazon.com/Sands-Time-Book-Interlude-Vril-Damen/dp/B0BV674MD9Zlib has a copy |
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Post by tundrawolf on Aug 25, 2024 17:20:58 GMT 9.5
Physical people are not always what they seem. For example: When I look back at that scene, the fellow was a hybrid - partially organic and had no higher mental body (soul body) so I am pleased that I did not let him notice that I recognised him. I suspect that there are many visitors that walk among Earth humans - including in various high tech industries. Maria Orsic seems to have looked exactly the same in the 1950s as in the 1920s when she and her group of women successfully developed the technical design for the first German ufo of that century. au1lib.org/book/12117612/b1316dGoode gives detailed accounts of the process of being age reversed for return to Earth society after 20 years out in the solar system. He said it was an extremely boring period of 2 weeks. Various "20 and back" accounts include a room that deletes memories - presumably an EMR field.
Paul, do you recall me, stating that nothing I see with these (human) eyes is real?
Do you also recall, I also stated, that the eyes I saw the wolf person with, were incapable of seeing what was not there?? Does that make sense to you
Are you certain the blue eyed alien was not a projection? Can you verify it was a flesh being?
Because I can verify the wolf person was a flesh being. There is no deception here. Especially when I was connected to her mind. No deception. I am starting to believe you have no idea what I am talking about
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Post by tundrawolf on Aug 25, 2024 17:24:08 GMT 9.5
I am registering in a forum for NDEs.
I will share my experiences with them to see if I may find more clarity
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Post by paul on Aug 25, 2024 17:28:04 GMT 9.5
... starting to believe you have no idea what I am talking about By their fruits you will know them |
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Post by tundrawolf on Aug 25, 2024 17:41:22 GMT 9.5
... starting to believe you have no idea what I am talking about By their fruits you will know them Are you offended? |
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Post by tundrawolf on Aug 25, 2024 17:49:16 GMT 9.5
... starting to believe you have no idea what I am talking about By their fruits you will know them
I was not chiding you. just expressing sincere disappointment and some relief. It's like saying, "Paul, you know how you feel when a wolf stabs the bone in your arm with his canine, then pulls it out..." Of course you don't You have never experienced it. "I've seen it happen" is not the same. My experience is unique, and not shared with most humans. This is freeing, and also makes me feel disconnected, and alone.
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Post by tundrawolf on Aug 25, 2024 17:53:04 GMT 9.5
All I can do is try to explain it like this.
Your third eye has a resolution of 480P
Your human eyes have a resolution of 720P
The eyes I saw the realm when I died, and saw, and felt, and spoke to, the female wolf woman, are 35,000P++ Inhuman definition and include every human sense, presence, and consciousness with it. I am going to try psychadelics. I will report back the difference between the three experiences I had including NDE and the brain visions I have had, which are too numerous to count.
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Post by tundrawolf on Aug 25, 2024 18:05:00 GMT 9.5
God DAMN it. That means the memories of the lab and creating the wolf girl may be false. That also means, my NDE might also not have taken place in the same place as the female wolf person! Because, why not just have her drink the waters of love directly. Why put them in my body and let her chew on it. It was like another intelligence tricked her into eating whatever organic thing was looking at her in 2021 so she would have love within her being.
It also means none of the things in my mind may be real. none of them. not a single one. They are all, other energies, manipulating me to try to take advantage of this situation
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Post by tundrawolf on Aug 25, 2024 18:06:26 GMT 9.5
Why, why, why make this life so adverse. I do not understand
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Post by paul on Aug 25, 2024 18:20:30 GMT 9.5
>It also means none of the things in my mind may be real. Quite so. The physical world is an effect and not a cause. Every plane of Existence is generated by a higher plane I have learned that if the electricities are not present, the scene/entity is a construct It takes a lot of training to perceive the electricities. My reason for mentioning them was to point out that experiences need not be accepted at face value. That it is possible to test whether we are in some sort of dream. To imagine electricities: visualise being in a room with various lights operating. This is the usual experiential situation: being surrounded by structures and beings with inherent light of various kinds. Now imagine being able to see behind the walls at the same time. Now we see that the various lights (that radiate from beings) are actually supported by wires and electricity. If the room contains a light that does not have an electric wire, then the light is not real. Similarly in our experience of the inner worlds. >Why, why, why make this life so adverse Tossing you in the deep end accelerates deep learning |
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Post by paul on Aug 25, 2024 18:31:15 GMT 9.5
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Post by tundrawolf on Aug 27, 2024 5:34:17 GMT 9.5
Because I can verify the wolf person was a flesh being. There is no deception here. Especially when I was connected to her mind. No deception. I am starting to believe you have no idea what I am talking about I am aware of 5 false projections, and non flesh versions of her. I created them to keep me company in her absence, and perhaps for other reasons, as markers and guides for her, to show her things I believe you see at least one, Paul
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Post by paul on Aug 27, 2024 9:09:32 GMT 9.5
>I believe you see at least one, Paul
Do you need to test your belief?
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Post by tundrawolf on Aug 27, 2024 9:32:31 GMT 9.5
>I believe you see at least one, Paul Do you need to test your belief?
Why would I?
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Post by tundrawolf on Aug 27, 2024 9:58:05 GMT 9.5
>I believe you see at least one, Paul Do you need to test your belief?
Paul, from what I can tell, your present existence, as you are experiencing it, is too elevated, too high of an emotion, to see her.
AS YOU CAN LIKELY ASCERTAIN, I have lived an incarnation, life, and existence OF HORROR, ABUSE, AND TORMENT, this has molded me into a being, as only now am I stepping out of it- that has been very dark, cruel, violent, rapacious, vicious, cold, heartless, uncaring, hater of the world, hater of myself, hater of others, murderous, empty, simple, and just plain angry.
Well, the wolf girl has had to parallel experience ALL OF THAT, right along with me- the person you are trying to help me become, is from a person I used to be- and the wolf woman, is on a parallel journey- but she dug her feet into the ground, refusing to continue on AS A MISERABLE BASTARD, though my negativity and cruelty, are still working in her!
You admitted you did see her, or something like her, but felt a, "Hands off" about her- she may have changed, evolved with me, and is now in a place that is different, she, herself, is different.
Maybe that is part of the disconnect, but as you also said, she is not your concern. But, she is MY concern. She is my other half, and I love her. Part of this excruciating journey, is something I do willingly, to try to be better FOR HER, if not for myself.
And, as a matter of fact, Paul, this entire horror I have endured- the reconfiguration at the wolf sanctuary in California- MAY BE HER way of changing me so I am not SUCH A DRAG ON HER.
It's certain, this entire thing is designed to force me to work to do, and be better.
Nobody is entirely immune to interference.
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Post by tundrawolf on Aug 27, 2024 23:50:35 GMT 9.5
>I believe you see at least one, Paul Do you need to test your belief?
Paul, why would any living (existing) thing, have the conscious desire to live here, let alone exist if they have a choice- and if they do not, why wouldn't they fight for
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Post by tundrawolf on Aug 27, 2024 23:56:06 GMT 9.5
And, if you are for positivity, why not be for the end of all things (rest) rather than the perpetuation of an obsolete matter?
Your very existence verifies this
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Post by tundrawolf on Aug 28, 2024 0:07:04 GMT 9.5
>I believe you see at least one, Paul Do you need to test your belief?
This is why, Paul, "The Draco are viewed with horror" - because they know their time is up yet they continue fighting it.
I can turn this place into a horror realm
So that other beings will view it, similarly
Is that, what you want?
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