Awakening From Dead Square

[conflagratorofspirit]

So....without even reading what you wrote, I must adapt to this thread.

Death, if my human "being" dies, dies my source have to be reborn again and gi through more of this awakening sh*t every time because that.....that is just the worse and I need to "write home to dad" about it being the worse thing that I've ever had to do

[paul]

> more of this awakening sh*t every time

Fortunately there is a system by which the progress/refinement achieved in each life is carried over into the next incarnation.

Thus progress is maintained.

Beings posted into the human race are often subject to oppression over many lives. When those beings become depressed, progress slows right down. Thus depression is a major goal of the oppressors.

[paul]

Blavatsky compares the physiology of giant statues across the planet including this comment where she identifies the Easter Island statues as portraying sorcerer giants.

"These “Buddhas,” though often spoilt by the symbolical representation of the great pendent ears, show a suggestive difference, perceived at a glance, between the expression of their faces and that of the Easter Isle statues. They may be of one race — but the former are “Sons of Gods”; the latter the brood of mighty sorcerers. "

www.theosociety.org/pasadena/sd/sd2-1-12.htm


" THEY (the Lemurians) BUILT HUGE CITIES. OF RARE EARTHS AND METALS THEY BUILT. OUT OF THE FIRES (lava) VOMITED. OUT OF THE WHITE STONE OF THE MOUNTAINS (marble) AND THE BLACK STONE (of the subterranean fires) THEY CUT THEIR OWN IMAGES, IN THEIR SIZE AND LIKENESS, AND WORSHIPPED THEM "

www.sacred-texts.com/the/sd/sd2-1-19.htm

[conflagratorofspirit]

FoxFires:
"Only a quarter of the statues were installed.
Nearly half remained in the quarry at Rano Raraku,
and the rest sat elsewhere, presumably on their way to intended locations."

*The guy either got tired of writing that story, died of old age because it took him to long to write his story, was killed off or just said...."damn this stupid sh*t and decided to leave it unfinished. That's his story, not mine.

Paul:
"Fortunately there is a system by which the progress/refinement achieved in each life is carried over into the next incarnation."

So I might not be born as a human child getting beat by a master(family of assholes) being trained to sing and dance and make their world better? Not having to "serve" someone "sing for your supper" would be nice.

Again....am I truly manifesting my life?
Can "I" change this?

[paul]

Aug 23, 2021 2:32:47 GMT 9.5 foxfires said:

all of you are children of the most High
7 But ye shall die like men,

So these are not men. Who are the children of the Most High?

[paul]

Aug 23, 2021 3:02:22 GMT 9.5 conflagratorofspirit said:

So I might not be born as a human child getting beat by a master...

Again....am I truly manifesting my life?
Can "I" change this?

Certainly you can change it but there is much effort required.

Occasionally I have mentioned a woman who was oppressed for quite a few lifetimes. Once I said to her that she did not try hard enough.

She got quite upset and said she fought against suicide on an hourly basis, every day.



So various connected efforts to escape multi-life oppression:

- Flame in the heart
- Being positive at all times (depression is a weapon of oppression)
- Intent to be what you really are
- Living and working in a positive situation (with positive people)


The above woman took 25 years to move from "my life is a tragedy" to "my body no longer works well but I am the happiest I have ever been". And during that time she managed to rescue her oppressor (husband)

[conflagratorofspirit]

Paul
"The above woman took 25 years "

I am trying harder to not be any type of negative. The past has been difficult. I mean, was I beat into slavery as so many others have wrote into their stories? No, yet this life has brought me pain that I am healing from as fast as I mentally can.

Keyword :imagination"

So I'm imagining that this light will heal me, but I need to know that it will....not think.

Hmmmm.

[paul]

>Even angels appeared as men Joshua at wall of Jericho and Abraham's tent

Genesis 6. And it came to pass, when men began to multiply on the face of the earth, and daughters were born unto them, 2 That the sons of God saw the daughters of men that they were fair; and they took them wives of all which they chose.



It seems that the sons of god could breed with human women - hence were the same species.

But the sons of god tended to be immortal - until they came to this planet with its aging sun - where they died like men.

So the sons of god went on strike until they were provided with:

- the food of life and water of life to maintain their immortality here
- slave humans to do the hard work.

Here they are with handbags for the food of life - being collected from a symbolic Tree of Life



The astronauts are depicted as eagles - even as the first official landing on the Moon was announced as: the eagle has landed.

The other figures are Annunaki posted to Earth - and Ashur flies above therefore with an all-seeing eye


If only the Jewish bible had illustrations, how much easier would it be to understand! But the god of the Jews would not allow his portrait and threatened death to any human that saw his face - apart from Moses

Perhaps he has bad acne - or perhaps humans did not like the look of him.

www.amazon.com.au/Flying-Serpents-Dragons-Mankinds-Reptilian/dp/1885395388

[paul]

>Would u really want people with an IQ of 88 describing you

The other gods seem perfectly happy with that.

Exodus 33
And the LORD spoke unto Moses face to face, as a man speaketh unto his friend.


Who knew that the creator of the universe had a face suitable for speaking to human friends?

Perhaps the Lord was/is just another humanoid with some fancy technology, claiming humans as property as allocated by the Most High

Deut 32
For the portion of the LORD is His people,
Jacob the lot of His inheritance.


How could the creator of the universe even have an inheritance - and why should it be a small portion of the humans on such an obscure planet?


It seems that every religion likes to talk up its god

[paul]

Aug 26, 2021 12:30:47 GMT 9.5 paul said:

Deut 32
For the portion of the LORD is His people,
Jacob the lot of His inheritance.

How could the creator of the universe even have an inheritance

Too hard?

[paul]

The word "God" may not be particularly useful.

"All that we know for certain is that the word God is a relatively new European invention, which was never used in any of the ancient Judaeo-Christian scripture manuscripts which were written in Hebrew, Aramaic, Greek or Latin."
wahiduddin.net/words/name_god.htm

1 Cor 8

"For though there be that are called gods, whether in heaven or in earth, (as there be gods many, and lords many,) "

Still, regardless of the word used, there is still the problem that the god of the Jews received an inheritance.

That might suggest that the Most High, who gave the Lord his small group of humans, was/is in a position of authority over the Lord of Israel

[conflagratorofspirit]

Aug 18, 2021 2:26:45 GMT 9.5 foxfires said:

www.youtube.com/watch?v=na47wMFfQCo

Lyrics
On the first part of the journey
I was looking at all the life
There were plants and birds and rocks and things
There was sand and hills and rings
The first thing I met was a fly with a buzz
And the sky with no clouds
The heat was hot, and the ground was dry
But the air was full of sound
I've been through the desert
On a horse with no name
It felt good to be out of the rain
In the desert, you can remember your name
'Cause there ain't no one for to give you no pain
La, la, la, la, la, la
La, la, la, la, la, la
La, la, la, la, la, la
La, la, la, la, la, la
After two days in the desert sun
My skin began to turn red
After three days in the desert fun
I was looking at a river bed
And the story it told of a river that flowed
Made me sad to think it was dead
You see I've been through the desert
On a horse with no name
It felt good to be out of the rain
In the desert, you can remember your name
'Cause there ain't no one for to give you no pain
La, la, la, la, la, la
La, la, la, la, la, la
La, la, la, la, la, la
La, la, la, la, la, la
After nine days, I let the horse run free
'Cause the desert had turned to sea
There were plants and birds and rocks and things
There was sand and hills and rings
The ocean is a desert with it's life underground
And a perfect disguise above
Under the cities lies a heart made of ground
But the humans will give no love
You see I've been through the desert
On a horse with no name
It felt good to be out of the rain
In the desert, you can remember your name
'Cause there ain't no one for to give you no pain
La, la, la, la, la, la
La, la, la, la, la, la
La, la, la, la, la, la
La, la, la, la, la, la
La, la, la, la, la, la
La, la, la, la, la, la
La, la, la, la, la, la
La, la, la, la, la, la
La, la, la, la, la, la
La, la, la, la, la, la
La, la, la, la, la, la
La, la, la, la, la, la
La, la, la, la, la, la
La, la, la, la, la, la

When or if this song seems been there done that .,. old hat sort of feeling
And song makes complete why each word was used

UR Probably gonna need an Cable Tow
Along this awakening path

Even CS Lewis Family thought he went crazy .,. by their standards

Allegory of the Cave, Plato described symbolically the predicament in which mankind finds itself and proposes a way of salvation. The Allegory presents, in brief form, most of Plato's major philosophical assumptions: his belief that the world revealed by our senses is not the real world but only a poor copy of it, and that the real world can only be apprehended / explained intellectually; his idea that knowledge cannot be transferred from teacher to student, but rather that: education consists in directing student's minds toward what is real and important and allowing them to apprehend it for themselves

Just Like Matrix Movie Neo is informed No one Can be told what the Matrix is

Exodus 13:12 .,. all that openeth the matrix,
Exodus 13:15.,. openeth the matrix,
Exodus 34:19 All that openeth the matrix is .,.
Numbers 3:12,., all the firstborn that openeth the matrix .,.
Numbers 18:15 Every thing that openeth the matrix

I had grown to like this song while working as a container repairman in Chesapeake, Virginia in my early 20's. That's when I was first told all of those euphemisms such as "take care of your dogs, and they will take care of you".

Still this reminds me of moses as he/I was cast out, mounted backwards on a horse(could never recall the name of that horse)with the my arms tied out onto a stick and a head covering (or mask)I wanna say a donkey and I was forced into the desert and turned into n Indian....who knows. Then what I arrived here .. ? As?

Again, I feel as if I've lived these bible stories already and it's pretty damn depressing reading/ living these stories. If I have to live every story that I've read or movie that I have watched on a tv, then that is some bullsh*t. I don't  want amnesia or alzheimers either. Where in the hell is my new young and beautiful wife at damnit....you know the rich one that will not make me break my back anymore? Hahaha


Really, what the hell is up with the birds? I did this thing with my hands and eyes that well....shit didnt make since. I was on some crazy crap about "plucking out and eye that was offending me. Then I got to thinking of  all the famous(that I could recal) single eyed individuals that I have ever heard of . Some were such as horus, slick Ric the rullah, a crap load of actors in films) ,captain "hook", Popeye the sailor(another man raising another mans bastard)i see, all the inside jokes and hear the references in the songs......10, 000 Angel's, "Angel's flying too close to the ground, hank Williams and all blah blah blah, as I like to say, no 9ne can sing like a canary.  


I'm getting pretty bored and i dont want to slip back into programming, but I'm not happy. Crying all the time , trying to bring in light, so i can sit on a fucking porch for the next (how ever many years) whatever, to save someone from a wreck or rescue  some strange person(s) is not my cup of tea. I'm still not diggingn on that bull-crap Booby-trap crapjust to get some tears to fall. 


Abraham decided that he wasn't gonna speak ever again until the lords gave him a son. He was do grieved that he was gonna chop that bastards head off until a bird came down and told him to chill the hell out. Yeah, I dont think "the church" would like me as much as it used to. I believe in a creator, and I dont see why I would have to wait to meet him. Where is my lord? Where is the tree that would produce such a rotten fruit as I....oh how the taste must sit on its tongue ...




I keep saying it...."I need to write a good story". I just dont know if it should be a biblical story and I'm not one forrepetition.  I believe They save the best for last. Yet, it could never truly end...could it? I mean, upon that final chapter in the story of all creation,  The must me someone left to read that last story or else.....who would be left to tell it?



I recall a certain man from another story that at the cornerstone setting, he simply place his finger over his lips and pointed up. I was even thinking of the apocalypse. Everyone's last story to tell. Hiw would they write it? Hahahaha....mine would be like that of David's perhaps. I love how the other birds cared for their master's bloodline.(Old school chicken schratch there. Hahaha

[conflagratorofspirit]

No, no bongs water for "Mike the headless" instead I would inject his ass with butter a cinnamon stuffed apples n sausage and slow broil his ass to perfection. I attempted to stick a beer can up a hens ass and cook it on the grill....didnt work out the way the instructional video said it would. I was never good with dealing with sideshow miyagi shinanigans....but I do love chicken and fish.

[conflagratorofspirit]

Fox, I will say this, you guys remind me of the "Transformer's". Hahaha Fox, you would be bumblebee, always using clips, pics, movies, songs to speak.


Where the hell is "ratchet", because "Patton" was shot in the lower spine" and that dude can help!

I only say this because of the things I see in my vision(s) but I recall cave paintings of old and scribblings on scrolls or walls I think. They were a helicopter, plane and some other vehicles. They were shown on television. So now, all of these singers sing references (reverences) to the lords above and be them birds or metal machines that help or control the veil or whatever. Black vs white, bird vs bear, man vs machine, aliens vs predator or star wars....I am here.



Oh, and please tell me that those "gremlin" pictures are a sign to get these damn stray cats off of the property?

[conflagratorofspirit]

That must have broke your heart to go through all that FoxFires. It definitely is not my story. My story is a lot brighter that that and only gets brighter.

[conflagratorofspirit]

Sept 4, 2021 8:27:59 GMT 9.5 foxfires said:

Huh View Attachment

Headless Mike Strikes Back 2 When he is stoned ?
Nice sequel Do we put Bong Water in His Feed ?

View Attachment Is he held deep in Mexico

We gonna Do the 20 thousand Foot Navy Seal Halo extraction or Send Texas Rangers

Did he send out Take Me to your Leaders Signal correctly

 Look what I found d as I was along one of my strolls. I just simply had to share.

[boreades]

Aug 22, 2021 6:51:22 GMT 9.5 paul said:

When those beings become depressed, progress slows right down. Thus depression is a major goal of the oppressors.

The last 18 months have certainly been a depressing time, especially for those of us with any depth of medical awareness.

[sammy]

Oct 24, 2021 2:20:54 GMT 9.5 boreades said:

Aug 22, 2021 6:51:22 GMT 9.5 paul said:

When those beings become depressed, progress slows right down. Thus depression is a major goal of the oppressors.

The last 18 months have certainly been a depressing time, especially for those of us with any depth of medical awareness.

Same..

[boreades]

What's been doubly-depressing is how few brethren (who were all instructed to explore the hidden mysteries of nature and science) have shown any curiosity or interest in how they are being oppressed.

[sammy]

I feel a change in the wind. Be still the heart and have faith in God's plan. Brothers stand with you.