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Post by conflagratorofspirit on Aug 20, 2021 7:11:35 GMT 9.5
Well... then there that. Nothing like finding out that im a tool or a gear in gods great big emotional machine. Life's been a nightmare joke since moment one of my memory bank. Why would it change now. Hahaha. Well, I'm glad I saved those last couple of beers. Foxfires, "Set'em up Joe" .I'm playing "walking the floor!
As I sit here waiting for my sons dinner to finish cooking , this butterfly is super-licking the outside table. Hmmmm my life is so damn ridiculous. Hahaha
I'm sure things could have been a lot worse so I guess that I should be grateful and just try to find put what the hell I gotta do. Sigh
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Post by paul on Aug 20, 2021 11:56:32 GMT 9.5
>things could have been a lot worse
There are many beings posted to this planet as humans that have not managed to get their head above the surface of emotional and mental suppression
>try to find put what the hell I gotta do
Rest your intent upon coming to understand what you are and why you are on the planet.
Spiritual intent does not require emotional or mental tension. It is a decision taken at transpersonal levels. It is a direction-facing decision
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Post by paul on Aug 20, 2021 20:47:39 GMT 9.5
>only way i might agree to be reincarnated
Long ago I had a re-birthing experience and as I came forward in time to 18 months before birth, I suddenly said: It's not my turn!
So I am not sure whether the beings that manage reincarnation bother asking if we want to be born
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Post by paul on Aug 21, 2021 8:16:56 GMT 9.5
For many of those posted into this solar system, the decision to incarnate as human (as compared to other soul species) was made at galactic level.
Later regrets do not alter the decision
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Post by conflagratorofspirit on Aug 21, 2021 20:52:06 GMT 9.5
So, just a bunch of mixed up tools(lifeforms) on a work bench(earth) waiting to be used. So any emotions(love/hate) or reasons (we thought we had for being) that we had(other than our job here in this shithole) dissipate as we wake and find out the truth is that we are part of some galactic machine?
Nah...I've always been one for throwing a "something "into the works.
If I lose faith in love from any and everything....this would not be a good thing.
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Post by paul on Aug 22, 2021 6:46:12 GMT 9.5
> just a bunch of mixed up tools(lifeforms) on a work bench(earth)
Where would you get such a degrading thought?
Better to think in terms of the allegory of being Children of God - therefore expecting to contribute to the management of the family business
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Post by paul on Aug 22, 2021 13:36:48 GMT 9.5
For many of those posted into this solar system, the decision to incarnate as human (as compared to other soul species) was made at galactic level. Later regrets do not alter the decision Wow this is almost thoughts from Souls Journey That statement was developed experientially - detecting which words were not happy and which intelligences had an interest
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Post by conflagratorofspirit on Jul 2, 2022 10:16:29 GMT 9.5
Man....you ever get into an argument with a Robin?
Dude was like 5' away and chewin me a new ass! I couldn't get a word in edgewise. Got so bad I said f*ck a walk and carried my ass back home.
Bringing the rains now eh? When I first arrived there was some concerns about having only 20 years of water left. Hmmm. Now this is a topic I would have more knowledge of. Anyone wanna talk about some sad shit and bring some rain?
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Post by paul on Jul 2, 2022 11:10:49 GMT 9.5
>>Avian .....Focus: Expanding frontiers of thought and creation. Raising frequency and taking situations and ideas to higher levels of knowing.
>you ever get into an argument with a Robin?
A few weeks ago I was sitting in a friend's backyard - waiting for them to return.
There were a couple of medium trees and a small bird making a huge racket chirping. It went on and on. After 5 minutes I started to pay attention to what it was doing with all the sound.
It turned out that it was singing to stimulate the tree it was in.
I recall something similar in northern Scotland. In the early spring, the song birds were particularly loud. At the time, there was agreement that the birds were working hard to awaken the plants after the snow.
It seems that the birds have important functions that are not obvious
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Post by stewartedwards on Jul 2, 2022 15:13:22 GMT 9.5
Thoughts:
1. Museums and art galleries are full of pieces that show humans with wings. Angels, Gods etc. That imagery came from somewhere.
2. The first time someone (at a spiritual fair) decided to ‘show me his wings’ I was a bit baffled. He concentrated and I saw nothing. Poor chap was trying to take my money for a reading. Nowadays I comprehend that such wings are ‘energy structures’ and can be quite powerful and frankly beautiful. Made my museum immersions more meaningful. A bit like halos/solar discs. It took me years to realise that they cut through time and religion, and how in fact (the real ones) represent connection to the Divine Source. I do like the Keanu Reeves film ‘Constantine’.
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Post by paul on Jul 2, 2022 15:23:53 GMT 9.5
I find it possible quite often, easily to visualise "wings" on particular humans
It may however be that the light bodies are rapidly moving between formats - giving the impression of moving parts
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Post by stewartedwards on Jul 2, 2022 16:05:01 GMT 9.5
I find it possible quite often, easily to visualise "wings" on particular humans It may however be that the light bodies are rapidly moving between formats - giving the impression of moving parts 1. I have yet to see wings on others Paul. I have, as illustrated above, met people who claim to have them, but I just can’t see them. 2. Which then led me to wonder if I had any, so over the course of several years I tried to visualise wings on myself. And herein lies a warning to how powerful self-visualisation can be, it could send you a bit nutty. Initially I visualised black tight wings, then as the years passed, whiter with the odd black feather, then more majestic elegant snowy white. Nowadays I can feel the tension of movement, and, if I were ever to take this seriously, as opposed to my mind going do-Laly through forcing visualisation, I think that I could use it to aid remote viewing, to provide some stability at height. Though I haven’t consciously remote viewed for years now. Too energetically powerful for me, especially when you (think you are) in someone else’s mind. Plenty of others out there who profess no problems in doing it. But for me it could be a fast route to insanity. 3. That’s the trouble with esoteric work, separating what is real and verifiable, and what is simply fantasy day dreaming. 4. (Tongue in cheek) alternatively I could be a reincarnated Ancient Egyptian God of the Enki lineage. Ma’at Ankh Re. Added: (as opposed to just being a boring social nitwit pain in the arse )
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Post by paul on Jul 2, 2022 16:10:41 GMT 9.5
> That’s the trouble with esoteric work, separating what is real and verifiable
There are many experiments to test the validity of visions
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Post by stewartedwards on Jul 2, 2022 16:32:20 GMT 9.5
> That’s the trouble with esoteric work, separating what is real and verifiable There are many experiments to test the validity of visions A few years ago I probably would have asked you for examples to try. However nowadays Paul, I reflect as follows… 1. I am quite happy to leave this incarnation when Father Time/Mother Nature deem it. Report back on the state of humanity. Reincarnate somewhere else, maybe coming back here in a few hundred/thousand years to see how things are going again. 2. My desire to push the boundaries of knowledge has faded, as I think that if my decades of work had any real positive effect, the results would be showing themselves by now. As far as I can see I have just been a square in a circle with only the odd positive effect on our world, examples given previously. 3. So, from hereon in (unless things change positively overnight as explained previously) I am just playing for fun as opposed to trying to reilluminate. I tried, I failed, someone else can have a go. Happy to hand on the baton to someone more able. 4. Fortunately I know that I have ‘done enough’ for my personal incarnation. Sure I shed a tear for our world, but seriously, without being that trillionaire, I really don’t think I could be of much use now given the precise energy structures and fractures (egos, greed, desires for power, money addiction etc). 5. Hence I am no longer that worried about pursuing esoterics in the way I have in the past. More sharing knowledge/helping others gain insights. Less bothered about personal progress. At least I tried for two decades.
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Post by Deleted on Jul 3, 2022 2:19:57 GMT 9.5
It seems to me that energy wants to move, to express what it is. I wonder if every receptor at every level is a sort of vacuum or well.
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Post by paul on Jul 3, 2022 7:10:30 GMT 9.5
>if every receptor at every level is a sort of vacuum or well.
Or if every receptor is being formed by the energy itself
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Post by Deleted on Jul 3, 2022 16:51:10 GMT 9.5
>Or if every receptor is being formed by the energy itself
Simultaneously profound and simple
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Post by stewartedwards on Jul 3, 2022 17:17:37 GMT 9.5
Having spent literally a lifetime being battered by negative energy, and two decades of consciously trying to navigate through it, combined with experiencing positive energy from time to time, I doubt that I could briefly comment on energy flows! A lot of the work that I have done has been following energy flows. It’s fascinating.
Pretty much every issue in life, from finding a partner to global alliances (from UN to WEF) can be explored in terms of energy flows. Just now it’s an excellent tool to piercing apart what is happening in Ukraine, and the surrounding picture from food insecurity to ww3 risk.
Sometimes I wonder what I have done to have had to endure such high levels of negative energy from, frankly family members, literally since I was born. Sometimes coming simultaneously from multiple sources for many years on end. Still I worked through it. Perhaps I needed it to help me gain the insights I can now get. But frankly it must be/have been terrible for those around me who have lived their lives full of negative energy. Pity doctors can’t give magic pills to those suffering from schizophrenia, decades long depression, etc.
Energy certainly flows!
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Post by paul on Jul 3, 2022 17:39:14 GMT 9.5
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Post by stewartedwards on Jul 3, 2022 21:27:35 GMT 9.5
I had considered this Paul, and it makes sense to me at a conceptual level (keep em down instead of doing their job), if not at your esoteric level. However where I struggle with comprehension is…. 1. As I have been able to work through it, I think if anything it has made me more attuned. 2. This attunement has resulted in me doing analysis and forming judgements, that are most definitely not in the short term interest of darkness (though is in its long term interest in that I understand the importance of it maintaining a level of power for proper balance). 3. I expect that once I report back, the net result will be a speedy re illumination of this planet, as opposed to purely natural evolution. This will I suspect put the power of darkness back by generations if not possibly a millennia. 4. Hence I rather think, that using your words Paul, the oppression system has rather shot itself in the foot. 5. You would have thought that it would have a bit more wisdom, in its desire to maintain continual power. But what the heck do I know. Added: obviously I could just be a mentally ill, egotistic arrogant twat.
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