>see a red triangle with a image of my ex wife inside
Project back into the scene to see if that image is being managed/constructed by another entity
>stabbing sensation in my right shoulder
The most obvious options are an energy residue from a past life when that happened, or you currently have an adverse energy anchored in your right shoulder and that energy resonates with the image of your ex-wife
> shot through the red triangle up into the heart of the star Sirius
Go back the scene. Imagine a piece of paper with the word Rescue written on it. Put that next to the scene and see what happens
Thanks for the reply Paul, the image is being constructed by a man in a black suit sitting on what appeared to be a Masonic throne with a red background wearing some kind of black bowler hat I think this guy is a master mason as he appears to be sitting on the masters chair.
also if I put my fingers on top of my eyelids while I'm awake and apply a slight pressure with my eyes closed I can see the black and white chequered board of a Masonic lodge swirling, this swirling black and white squares are there all day and night with images within the swirling pattern, there is a man in a suit holding two children's hands and walking eiver away from me or towards me, very concerning as I have two children
>the image is being constructed by a man in a black suit sitting on what appeared to be a Masonic throne
So is the appearance of a man also being constructed?
Distinguishing real from constructed dreams requires quite a lot of skill - and is best done by observing whether Electricities are present in the scene.
>there is a man in a suit holding two children's hands and walking eiver away from me or towards me, very concerning as I have two children
By constructing I mean that they are being constructed by an out side entity I think they are being constructed by the master mason in the chair? All these meditations are being constructed by an outside entity,they are being forced on to me against my free will
At first I was meditating, and I was constructing these day dreams as I went on it became clear that some entity had taken over and led me to these meditations, as if I had been tricked into meditating, now they happen all by them selves, so instead of being meditations there more like Masonic visualisations very strong brain activity going on simultaneously
I was sleeping and I awoke to a visualisation of the galaxy, as I flew around the galaxy in very good detail I shot off in to space with the galaxy drifting away I the came to a pure white Christian cross floating in space as I shoot closer to the cross I felt a very strong presence of gods compassion the closer I got the more overwhelming feeling of compassion increased so much so that I began to cry as my heart filled with gods presence, extremely powerful feeling I then herd someone say oops and I fell down to earth into a open grave, I then found my self in the grand temple in a lodge in the Freemasons hall in london, one of the door opens and I walk through the door, there is a load cheer and everyone is raising there hands as if they where partying or celebrating, it was like an occult party full of men and women with tattoos cheering and someone was holding up a trophy similar to the love hope and charity trophy that they have in freemason hall, in great queen street museum, this was the most powerful experience of my life the feeling of gods presence was incredible, indescribable so powerful something that I have been chasing ever since
At first I was meditating, and I was constructing these day dreams as I went on it became clear that some entity had taken over and led me to these meditations, as if I had been tricked into meditating, now they happen all by them selves, so instead of being meditations there more like Masonic visualisations very strong brain activity going on simultaneously
I was sleeping and I awoke to a visualisation of the galaxy, as I flew around the galaxy in very good detail I shot off in to space with the galaxy drifting away I the came to a pure white Christian cross floating in space as I shoot closer to the cross I felt a very strong presence of gods compassion the closer I got the more overwhelming feeling of compassion increased so much so that I began to cry as my heart filled with gods presence, extremely powerful feeling I then herd someone say oops and I fell down to earth into a open grave, I then found my self in the grand temple in a lodge in the Freemasons hall in london, one of the door opens and I walk through the door, there is a load cheer and everyone is raising there hands as if they where partying or celebrating, it was like an occult party full of men and women with tattoos cheering and someone was holding up a trophy similar to the love hope and charity trophy that they have in freemason hall, in great queen street museum, this was the most powerful experience of my life the feeling of gods presence was incredible, indescribable so powerful something that I have been chasing ever since
My beginnings were very similar! Its quite the feeling isn't it?
@ sammy yes the feeling was incredible a once in a life time feeling/experience, it's what I imagine what would happen when or if you ever get to judgement day and you see god for the first time, right before he makes his judgement, only it would be nicer to go through the gates of heaven instead of being put in to a open grave lol.
@ sammy yes the feeling was incredible a once in a life time feeling/experience, it's what I imagine what would happen when or if you ever get to judgement day and you see god for the first time, right before he makes his judgement, only it would be nicer to go through the gates of heaven instead of being put in to a open grave lol.
Haha i agree. You seem to be well on your way to the gates in my opinion.
Another Masonic visualisation was me stranding by the alter of the grand lodge in Freemasons hall London with red mason on one side of the room and blue masons on ther other side of the room, with me and my children standaing in front of the masons, as we tryed to walk out of the temple past the masons they began to grab my children, then the blue masons started to fight the red masons with there swords chopping each other up, as if they where fighting over my children then came a women wearing a pure white dress she came in to the temple with other girls ever side of her all wearing white dresses she collect my children from me and walks out the temple with all the other girls, I then got raised up into a cross of light I could actually feel my self being raised from head to toe, very powerful
When I went to great queen street to check out the museum I found a painting on the wall of a master mason holding two childrens hands eiver side of him wearing aprons, all the masons including the children wear wearing Masonic aprons as they walked out of the grand temple, so this painting was pretty much the same as my visualisation does anyone have any explanations of these paintings?? And what they stand for and mean??
You seem to be unaware that dreams have reality and given a description of a dream it is relatively easy to locate the energy field and enter the scene to examine its nature and its source.
Your "dreams" do not have any reality that I can locate.